Heya
So, if you're reading this: don't worry, I'm not dead. Just dropping in to give you an update (and apologize for suddenly dipping without warning, lol)
A lot just happened in my life recently. I just graduated college (yay!) and even before that I had gotten an internship at my sister's cafe. Entering this new stage of my life I just have less and less desire to continue uselessly fucking around on the hellsite.
It's not that anything in particular had stopped my interest. It's just that, focusing a lot on my productive hobbies, I have become less interested in endlessly doomscrolling, participating in new or the same old discourses or looking at random memes. I do appreciate the fandom stuff from time to time but I still hate the usual discourses surrounding it too.
It really does seem to me that Tumblr is basically my unhealthy coping mechanism for when I'm stressed out with something/having nothing to do. But now, I really do have to focus on taking my life seriously with my internship and finding an actual job.
To my mutuals, I know that we have never talked much, thanks to my crippling social anxiety, but do know that I have always appreciated you and your existence have always made this hellsite experience worth it. I hope you are able to find your own success in life, too.
I know I have taken several breaks from Tumblr in the past, but I am deciding to actually commit to it now for the time being. I will occasionally clean up bot followers from time to time, but unless something big happens, don't expect me to come back anytime soon.
Thanks a lot for reading!
