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Wolf, 24, aro/ace. Masculine presenting genderqueer person (they/them or he/him pls) Multi fandom blog who yells a lot about video games (especially XCOM), their mental health (especially CPTSD + dissociative stuff), TTRPGs (especially solo), and writing. I'm a therian + fictionkin as well as objectum + ficto (my aroaceness is for real people) + a age regressor and apparently I talk about those things here now too I guess. My F/O List
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I think... I am angry. Afraid. Upset. I touch the wound of these emotions gently. I feel their edges and ache.

I don't know if I've ever felt this way before. It's not the same as the others.

Not that it is unique or something none of us have felt, but it's different for me. Maybe because I know something occurred. Because I believe it. Accept.

Whatever it is, was, it happened.

I don't know what it is/was. Someone says we are not ready. The specific topic we think is related is banned. We are warned not to research it. Not that we couldn't if we really wanted but...

None of us have gone against that. Yet.

It is so strange, to not know but know.

Some of us are in full denial. Some waffle. Some aren't sure. To claim this, to entertain, consider -- or for others of us to -- feels to some like lying, even.

But they felt that way before. And that ended up true. Maybe that's why it's scary, among the many other reason.

We still remain on the precipice.

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I’ve never been a real star wars fan but the phantom menace came out when I was 6 and my older brother was 8 so we were absolutely among the target audience and we had toy light sabers & we spent a lot of time playing star wars but my brothers were anakin and obi wan etc. and my best friend was padmé which meant i had to come up with a star wars oc and since my brother was anakin i decided okay. i would be anakin’s sister.

i made up a backstory that i was his twin sister who also lived on tatooine and i also had latent force potential but qui gon and obi wan didn’t even try to meet me even when anakin mentioned me and they left me behind.

this was an utter betrayal to me obviously, like my brother got rescued and i got abandoned and i could have been him and i should have been him. i should’ve been at his side. i should have gotten training and all else. i should have been a jedi too.

but they didn’t even care to meet me. so i had this intense grudge against the jedi and i ended up developing my skills myself and then i grew up and got myself off tattooine and set out on a mission as a rogue force user to kill obi wan.

and 6 year old me really embodied that role. she felt that. so when I was like 25 & rewatched the original star wars trilogy for the first time since childhood, when obi wan came on I was like ugh. I hate that guy. and my friend was like “WHY?”

and I thought about it and realized it wasn’t actually his character. I was remembering my childhood self insert oc beef.

Like, sorry you wouldn’t get it but obi wan and I have history.

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