“No! I won’t be your secret.” with Happy for @calumonoxide
“Fuck,” he whispered, his phone ringing and pulling him away from your kiss.
“Who is it?” you muttered, leaning over to look at his phone but he pulled it up to his ear before you could see the name on the screen.
“Hello?” He rasped. “Yeah. Yeah just got caught up with...something. I’ll be there in thirty minutes.” “Okay.” “Alright. Bye.”
He ended the call and looked over his shoulder at you, “I got fifteen if you still wanna fuck,” he was blunt, barely making eye contact, as your eyes searched his tattooed back. “Who was that, Happy?” you asked again, sitting up straight in your bed and pulling your knees up. “It doesn’t matter,” he stated, “If you don’t want to then I’m gonna go.” “Hap…” you trailed off, not really wanting to ask the same question three times. You decided to change it up, “does that person know where you are?” “No,” he answered matter-of-factly, not offering any details but you just stared at him. “Alright,” he grumbled, “I’m gonna go now,” he said finally as he stood up and pulled on his shirt, walking out of your room. You heard the door shut and seconds later his bike started up and roared away.
You and Happy had begun hooking up two months ago after he showed up at a bar you worked at and, at the end of the night, asked you to go home with him. You didn’t give in to his advances at first but eventually he knocked out a douche bag that got a little too grabby with you and you rewarded him with an invite to your house and thank you sex. You knew it was a slutty move, but you were attracted to the tattooed, menacing-looking MC member and you hadn’t been able to keep him off your mind since you first saw him. Soon he was showing up at your house several times a week, sometimes he spent the night, but most times he left after you finished having sex. Honestly, the routine had been okay with you, until tonight, when you realized through your jealousy that your feelings for Happy weren’t described simply as “lust” anymore. You had fallen for him.
You didn’t answer his calls or texts the following day, calling in sick to work and staying home instead. You knew he’d try to go see you at work if you went in and you didn’t want to look at his face. As always, that evening the spare key you hid inside your flowerbed hit the lock and Happy came walking into your room.
“I called you,” he said and you nodded. “I know,” you responded. “Why aren’t you at work?” he asked and you shrugged. “Okay,” he said, walking over to you and starting to undo his belt. You wrinkled your nose and scooted back on the bed, looking up at him with disgust, “What are you doing?” “I’m taking my jeans off so we can have sex,” his deep voice was hard to resist, but you knew you would end up hurt if you let him take this further.
“You need to leave, Happy,” you were authoritative, obviously shocking him a bit as you stood and brushed past him, walking out of your bedroom door and urging him towards the front door.
“So that’s it? You’re done?” He questioned, stepping up to you so his body was only inches away from yours and looking down at you. You nodded weakly and he smirked, narrowing his eyes at you, sizing you up, before leaning down to press his lips against yours. For a moment you started to kiss him back, sighing against his mouth as he placed his hands on your waist and pulled your body against his, but when he tugged on your bottom lip with his teeth and his fingers dipped inside the waistband of your shorts you knew you had to stop him.
You pulled away from him, palms flat against his chest as you pushed him away, “You need to leave.” He huffed, his face twisting up in aggravation as he shook his head, “Come on…” he trailed off, leaning down to kiss your neck but you jumped away. “No! I won’t be your secret.” You had made up your mind, “Not yours, Happy Lowman, and not anyone else’s either. If all this was to you was an easy piece of ass then its over. I’m done with that!”
You looked down at the floor, avoiding his gaze as tears filled your eyes. Finally, he growled and walked out your door, leaving you behind with your suspicions confirmed. Happy Lowman didn’t ‘do’ relationships.