I think one of the worst things about being closeted is that on here or something, you’re proud, you’re openly lgbt or whatever and you’re somewhat used to just saying ‘I’m gay’ to people on here and have it be normal. And the second you want to say to your friends ‘I can’t wait to have a boyfriend’ or ‘I wish I was a guy’ or something you have to stop yourself and it’s this massive part of you that you have accepted but you can’t express something you can’t stop thinking about to people you care about.