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Wyatt | 24 | Artist | Writer | OC Whump | Follows from clockworkgalaxies
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The wavering edges of his vision beckon so invitingly. Shadows look darker, softer, than they did even a day ago.

It’s been longer than that, of course. He wouldn’t be this weary if it was only a day. Would he? He doesn’t remember how long it’s been. He’ll probably be asked. He’ll be asked, and the soft hand on his cheek that accompanies the question will slip down to rest against his throat when Talvos answers incorrectly, or fails to answer at all. And he’ll fall, into the shadows and the grey, and not even fear will sharpen the edges of the world back into clarity.

The line of the floor drifts. Sitting back up is like dragging the tides himself, forcing the ocean’s might to forsake its stubborn path barehanded. Talvos’ head tips back, seeking the salvation and judgment in the dark eyes that fasten on his movement.

Mentiro smiles, kindness crinkling at the edges of his mouth. “You’re looking a little run down, darling,” he observes.

Talvos blinks slowly, trying to decipher the question. There’s a right answer, there always is.

“I’m ready to serve,” he says, after a too-long, dragging interval.

“Are you?” Mentiro sits back from his desk, watching Talvos with speculative, predatory interest. “Get up, darling. Come here.”

Mentiro does not ask for more than Talvos can give, so of course Talvos must be able to do this much. Get up. And come to him.

His body is miserable. His joints burn from the kneeling position he has not moved from in - not too long, the right amount of time, however long it has been. Other, older aches remind him of failures that slip, treacherously distant, under the surface of his memory. If he was better, stronger, he would not waver as he shifts, would not have to take such careful, painstaking thought to each movement it takes to get him to his feet. If he were better, stronger, he could move more quickly, be where he was directed faster.

He makes it, because he must, and he does not fall at Mentiro’s feet, because he has not been allowed. The room tilts.

“You look exhausted,” Mentiro tetches. “Darling, do you need to rest?”

Fear spikes in Talvos’ chest, squeezing immediate, iron bands around his lungs. “No, I’m ready, I can-” he doesn’t know what was asked of him. He’s so tired. Mentiro’s words are already drowning in the static that has taken over his mind.

His head snaps up. He was almost gone, for a moment, almost lost to the sleep he is not allowed to take for himself. Did he miss anything? A command, a question? Mentiro is watching him, but Talvos can’t tell whether it is in expectation of an answer, an action, or just to take him in. The backs of his eyes burn.

Slowly, Mentiro stands. His thumb tips Talvos’ jaw up, and Talvos tells himself that it’s relief making his fingers tremble and his knees sway.

“Do you want to sleep?”

It’s soft, permissively gentle. Mentiro’s hand cradles the side of his neck. Talvos drowns in the void of his gaze.

He knows the answer to this.

“I want to serve.”

Long fingers tighten, brushing the nape of his hair. “You didn’t answer the question, darling. Do you want to sleep?”

His eyes burn. He knows he’s not supposed to want. It doesn’t make sense. He should be able to figure this out, find the right answer, but his mind is spinning, falling, fading to the buzz of exhaustion and pain.

“I want…” what does he say? What is correct, in this moment?

The hand is joined by another, cradling his heavy head in lean, firm hands. Talvos lets them tip his face upwards a little more. It feels like support. It feels like help.

“What do you want?” Mentiro presses, softly, gently. “Darling, what do you want?”

He wants to serve. But he can’t say that. He wants to do better. If he was better rested, he could do better, be better. Maybe that’s the lesson here; maybe he needs to know that he can ask for what he needs, if it will make him a better asset. 

“I need– to sleep, it– I can serve better, after,” once he tips over the edge he cannot stop the fall. “I want to sleep, please.”

One thumb swipes the tear out of the tipped-back corner of his eye. “Oh, darling.” The other slides over his jaw and presses, heavy and stern, against the top of his throat. “You don’t get to want.”

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After

Tw for alcohol and drugging (Crow is referred to as “young” and “boy”, but he's 20)

Crow huddles in the corner table of the dingy bar he has taken refuge in for the evening. It’s in a horrible part of the town he’s trying to pass through, but he knows it will be harder to find him among all the grime and broken down businesses and building, the people drawing their threadbare coats around themselves just like he is.

His head hurts constantly and certain parts of his memories are very patchy, though he supposes- his leg hurts worse than his head. It never healed right, or fully healed at all, the several breaks in his leg never healed or set and left to manage on their own. But he can’t stop moving, or he will be found. So he bears the pain, for once in his life grateful that he can’t make a sound or he wouldn’t be able to keep up the appearance that he’s not as injured and weak as he really is.

He doesn’t drink, although it’s a bar. They have cheap food and even still, it’s overpriced for what they’re serving. But he can’t afford anything better, or go anywhere nicer. It had the looks of a place where no one asks questions and minds their own business, and that’s why he chose it.

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[comes after this drabble]

“Officer Van Doren, You have to understand, I can’t let you in there until we know more.” General Vesper smiles at him kindly. “There’s just so much about this situation we don’t know, and I don’t want to risk your wellbeing.”

She means it sincerely, but it only makes Jamison angry. He scowls and crosses his arms. “Let me talk to him. He’s no spy- there must be some kind of mistake. I’ve never known someone more dedicated. Look, I’ve got a note here from medical. They said he was hit with some kind of magic from one of the enemies in the last battle he fought in? Maybe that had something to do with it.” 

He pauses and takes a breath to calm himself down. “Please General, I’ve known him since we were young. He’s not this- this thing. Just let me talk with him.”

The General folds her hands together and thinks for a moment. “Jamison-“ she says finally looking back up at him, the use of his first name quite uncommon. “Basil Weir is... how do I put this... he’s a good soldier. But-“ she turns a packet of papers she’s been studying around so Jamison can read. It’s Basil’s file. “At time of enlistment, I’m afraid he was far too young. It’s quite possible the strain and the truly terrible things he’s had to witness at such a young age has...”

“You think he turned traitor?!” Jamison says, voice pitching higher. “You think he really is some- some monster?! He came to me begging for help! He’s the victim here and I- I don’t know how or why this is happening. Those- those monsters in the rebellion did something to him! I know him. It’s not his fault.”

Jamison pauses for a breath, realizing his mistake. He just shouted at the general. But she doesn’t appear to be upset.

“It’s honorable that you want to defend your... friend? And I sympathize with you. But right now we don’t know what is going on with Weir and until we do, I don’t think I can let anyone near him. We’ll bring in some professionals, see what their thoughts are.” She smiles at him, and Jamison can see she’s tired. “I’ll keep you updated if you’d like.”

“Please- please do. Thank you for your time general. I apologize for losing my composure.” Jamison was dismissed and he walks out of the general’s tent, thinking. If the general was sending for professionals, then they would sort this out. They would prove it was just some kind of magic trick or something nefarious planned by the rebels. Unless it wasn’t... and Basil really was this- thing.

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Basil sits in the corner of the quarantine cell, picking at the tight manacle on his wrist. He shudders at the sight of the curved claws and scales that now make up his hands. This has to be a mistake. He’s not this monster. He’s not.

They haven’t brought him anything to eat and there’s no way of telling time in here. The cell blocks, medical ward, and weapons deposit are the only physical buildings in the main camp, so there’s no trying to escape this cell.

Basil keeps his eyes closed, holding the blue stone and sea green stone from his necklace tightly in his hand. Sometimes he thinks he can actually feel the pulses from the necklace, but he knows it’s just some kind of pretty enchantment. The blue one likes to dim a lot or pulse irregularly. Sometimes its even, but not often. The sea green one matches his own heartbeat, but he’s not sure how they work exactly. He’s always had them.

The singular door opens and Basil scrambles to stand, to only be yanked down by the chain attached from his cuffs to the floor. He trips on his- the tail and falls to his knees.

General Vesper enters with two men in tow. They’re not soldiers, Basil can see that immediately from their haircuts (or lack thereof) and clothes that are definitely not soldiers. One is wearing a type of uniform, but it’s not of the army. His compatriot is wearing worn clothes and some leather armor and smells like smoke. Basil’s heightened senses make him want to wrinkle his nose at the smell.

“This is it?” The uniformed one says, raising an eyebrow. “No offense General, but with the way you were talking I thought it would be a little bigger.” Smokey didn’t say anything and just stared Basil up and down, from horns to tail to his scaly paws for feet.

It is a he. And he was one of our soldiers.” General Vesper looks slightly put out by these two. “We’re not sure what happened to him. He was completely normal looking just a week ago. I’d like you to inspect him and give me your... professional opinions.

“Of course General. We’ll take a look, a few samples maybe, and let you know as soon as possible. We do ask to not be disturbed while we work for any reason.” Uniform smiles pleasently, but Basil feels a cold shiver run down his back.

The general agrees and they discuss a few more things before she leaves. Basil wants to beg not to be left alone with these men, he doesn’t trust them, he’s scared. But he stays silent. He’s a good soldier. He won’t interfere because they’re going to help him figure this out and understand what’s wrong with him-

As soon as the door shuts behind the General and they hear her steps fading away, Uniform drops the polite and pleasant personal. He’s still professional yes, but it’s time for business. “Well I certainly don’t think it’s fae”, he says, crouching to look at Basil more closely. He reaches out and grabs a horn and forces Basil’s head back, using his hold to turn his face to look him over. “Looks more in your arena.”

“Ow- Sir please I’ll do whatever you need me to, just ask”, Basil says. “I want to understand-“

Smokey bursts out laughing, the first noise he’s made since he’s been in the room. “It thinks this is all some kind of mix up that can be fixed. Playing dumb are you? Or do you truly believe this is some kind of mistake? Stupid creature.” He reaches out and snatches the leather cord that hangs around Basil’s neck and snaps it, pulling the gems towards him. “This tells me all I need to know dragon.”

“Dragon? There’s no way I’m anyway related to those terrible creatures. It’s just not possible. I have parents who are perfectly human. I’m human!This is all a mistake!” He says sitting up straight and yanking his head out of Uniform’s grasp.

“This one’s obviously yours, but where’d you get the other one? You in contact with another dragon?” Smokey holds the blue gem up, which is currently pulsing regularly for once.

“I don’t know any dragons”, Basil says desperately, the disgust clear in his voice. “They’re monsters! I would never consort with such a thing. I’m loyal!”

Uniform nods. “Yes, they are monsters. And you’re one of them so what does that make you?”

“How did you come to have these?” Smokey says holding the stones up. “Where did you get them?”

They fire question after question until Basil feels confused and on the verge of tears. He doesn’t know why he looks like this. He doesn’t know any dragons. He’s a loyal soldier. He’s never experienced anything like this before. He’s had those gems as long as he can remember. Yes he’s sure his parents are actually his parents. They would have told him otherwise.

Smokey leans against the wall and looks over at Uniform. “What do you think? Mother or father? He’s obviously not full. My bet’s on mother. The whelps tend to have more draconic features that way, though males usually don’t make it.”

Uniform crosses his arms and looks down at Basil who’s keeping his head down struggling not to cry like a child in front of these men. “I dunno. Seems a bit much for just half. But it’s not my area of expertise. I was just put on this job to make sure it wasn’t another fae situation.” He nudges Basil’s tail with his boot. “We’ll be back tomorrow for definitive testing. Don’t go anywhere.” He smiles at his own joke and nods his head towards the door. “C’mon.”

Smokey weighs the stones in his hand before putting them on the floor near Basil. “Don’t lose those. We still may have use for them.” And then he follows Uniform out the door, patting his pockets to find his pipe.

Basil grabs the gems and holds them tightly as he curls into a ball in the corner and lets the tears come. He’s not a monster. He’s not. But... what if he is?

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OOPS I mismarked my card somewhere along the way!! So to get back on track, @clockworknightmares wanted to see Brian going through some hearing loss!

TWs: Explosions, burns, blood, gore

“You want me to make that stew tonight, when we get home?” Brian asked, swinging his and Elliot’s clasped hands as they walked along the sidewalk. “I washed the pressure cooker, so it’ll only take like an hour or something.” He added, adjusting the sunglasses perched on his nose so that they didn’t get pressed down by his sun hat.

Elliot hummed in thought, tilting his head to one side and then the other. “Yeah, that sounds good, I can help prep everything.” He flashed Brian a smile, bumping his shoulder with his arm. “You can get a snack too, it’ll be like a dinner date–” 

In just a moment, the world became nothing but noise and heat and light. 

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content warning: referenced/implied noncon - more like, it’s clearly the context of the situation, but it’s not described, just led up to.

“There’s a different kind of guest who wants to spend time with you tonight, sweetheart.”

Marlow sits patiently while Sir brushes his hair, the hair cut shorter than Sir used to keep it. “Different, Sir?” His hands are in his lap, and he blinks at the closet door, left open because his owner’s in here with him. “Do they want… different makeup? An expensive dress?” Sometimes, they have preferences like that - lighter makeup so he looks sweeter, or an expensive dress to ruin, that will be replaced along with money as compensation for the loss.

“Actually, this time, no makeup. Nothing done to your hair. And he wants you to wear a pair of boxers.”

Marlow frowns. “That’s - that sounds…”

“Odd, I know. Not like my sweet Marlow.” Sir pets Marlow’s hair, done brushing it, and Marlow leans into the touch. “I think that he wants you to be Christian tonight.”

Now, Marlow freezes. “Sir,” He whispers, holding very still - “Sir, please, I don’t want to -”

“Yes, you do, angel. You want to do whatever the guests ask. You want to do whatever I tell you to.”

The hand in his hair feels like something to fear, now. “Yes, Sir,” Marlow answers, tense and frightened. All it takes is that name said aloud.

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Who?

Paper. Words. Ink. Blood.

She couldn’t remember what happened. Sheets of paper were spread everywhere, making her head spin. Andy slowly looked around, blinking at the figure standing in front of her.

“Tell me who did this to you.”

That voice, stern but… worried. It made her tense and she was ready to jump at a moments notice.

He crouched in front of her, turning his head to look her in the eye. “Andy, what is wrong? Are you hurt?” Her brother asked, a hint of sharpness to his voice now.

She wanted to know the same thing. She felt sick. Why was there blood on her hands? Why couldn’t she remember what happened? What was she trying to write on these papers? Nothing made sense.

She spotted a paper, words clear in her handwriting. It was in Common and it took her time to understand was she had written. I want to go back.

“Andy, who did this to you?” He asked again.

She looked up at him, throat scratching painfully as she forced herself to speak.

“You.”

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something I’ll never get tired of writing out: characters waking up post-whump. give me pain jolting them awake, injuries hurting worse than they remember, dulled senses and hazy memories and confusion because they just hurt all over and can’t tell their wounds apart or even remember what happened yet, and finally they just give up and collapse back into place, trying to get what rest they can until their mind catches up and they recover enough energy to actually do something about it.

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