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Tw: light gore, alcohol mention
Crow spends a lot of time alone handcuffed to the cot. Whenever Silas isn’t home, Crow spends a lot of that alone time sleeping. He doesn’t sleep well when he knows Silas is in the house, preferring to stay awake and alert. He may not be able to speak, but he has ears and uses them as much as possible.
Whenever there’s a knock on the door, he always listens closely, trying to hear the people, trying to hear Silas. Will he be angry after this? Happy? It’s all important to Crow, to know what to expect from Silas’ ever changing mood.
He’s learned a few things while watching and listening. Silas has a terrible gambling problem. He’s often in a lot of debt, avoiding confrontation with people he owes money to. Crow was worried at first that Silas would try to use him to make some quick cash, sell him off to who knows who to pay off some of his debts, but he never did. Or hasn’t yet.
Crow knows there’s a particular group that Silas owes a great deal to, and they’ve started coming around a lot- asking about their money, making threats, and giving him ultimatums. It always puts Silas in a dangerous mood, choosing to take his frustrations out by drinking and beating Crow, even if he didn’t do anything wrong.
Like today.
“Stupid! Fucking! Bitch!” Each word is punctuated with a fist slamming into Crow’s face. Bruising is already darkening around his eye and cheek and there’s nowhere for him to go, no way for him to escape this. So he takes it. Silas has him crowded, back against the kitchen counter, Crow’s hands scrabbling at his arm to try and get him to stop.
Silas pushes the weak trembly hands away and clamps his own strong hands around the shifter’s neck and squeeze hard, anger fueled. It feels good to have control over something smaller and weaker than him. Something he can do whatever he wants to without consequences.
Crow chokes, scratching at Silas’s arms, mouth wide, trying to breathe air that won’t come. Grey eyes round with fear, one quickly swelling shut. Silas will let up. He always does. He has to.
But he doesn’t.
Crow’s hands fall back on the counter, searching for something- anything to use to make Silas let go. Black dances in his vision, but his hand finds something and he grabs it, swings forward-
The pressure on his neck releases and Crow slides down against the cabinets, gasping loudly and pulling in deep, strained breaths. That’s when he hears the screaming.
Everything seems to be moving in slow motion. He looks up to see Silas clutching his face, red running through his fingers, screaming incoherently. He looks down at what’s still clutched tightly in his hand. A knife, blood smeared in its sharp edge. He should feel sick really- but he doesn’t. In fact, it feels… good.
He slowly, painfully gets to his feet, still clutching the knife and unsteadily walks to where Silas is kneeling and clutching his face. “You- you-“ is all he manages to squeeze in inbetween screams of pain.
It would be so easy, Crow thinks, as he looks down at Silas. Just a quick slash. He reaches forward and pushes the man’s hands away from his face with the blade. A thick, bleeding gash runs from his forehead, across his nose, and to his chin. Well, now they’re both only seeing out of one eye.
He drags the flat of the blade down Silas’ cheek, both of them caught in this uncertain situation. Silas’ breath quickens, but he doesn’t move.
It would be so easy, Crow thinks. Quick.
But he doesn’t want it to be quick. Oh no. He has something far worse in mind for this man.
And for the first time in months, a smile spreads across his face.