reunion, vic
Vic paces outside his door, up and down the driveway, peering down the street for the car.
Found him. Alive, talking. Bringing him home.
Talking is good. Talking is better than the alternative. It doesn’t mean okay, though. Of that, Vic is keenly aware.
It’s only been two weeks since he’s had Anders in his arms. It feels like an eternity. So when the car arrives, he barely notices Dev, knows he owes Lux a great debt, but his eyes are only for Anders.
He can’t help but let his eyes rove to the worst of the injuries.
The warlock’s leg is horrendously swollen, despite Lux’s efforts to heal it. There’s a fresh bruise on his jaw, which is set in the all too familiar posture that Vic recognizes as Anders in excruciating pain. Under his clothes, Vic doesn’t know how many more wounds await.
“V,” Anders whispers, and Vic feels an enormous weight lift off his shoulders.
Every night that Anders has been in captivity, he had the same dream. Every night, he found Anders, and Anders didn’t recognizing him. Every night, he saw those gorgeous light green eyes gone dark and empty from too much pain.
Lux helps Vic get Anders inside and onto a bed, one of Anders’ arms over each of their shoulders. Then Lux, tactfully, vanishes.
Left alone with Anders, Vic suddenly doesn’t know what to say, doesn’t know what to do with his hands. “C-can I hug you? Will - will it hurt too much?”
“Mmm,” is all Anders can manage.
Vic’s arms wrap gingerly around Anders’ bruised body, and immediately, as if Vic’s touch released all the pain and terror of the last week, Anders melts, crumples into Vic’s chest and starts sobbing into Vic’s shoulder.
Vic doesn’t know what to do but hold him, stroke in between his shoulder blades where there are no bruises, and murmur, over and over, “I’ve got you, cariño.”
“Fuck, Vic, I thought this was it, I thought it was over, if I went back there, I, I, I wouldn’t have come out, Vic…”
“She’s gone, she’s gone, I’ve got you.”
“I, I, don’t want you to leave anymore. Please stay, I know I’m not, I’m not easy, to, to be with, but, please stay.”
“I’m here. I’m here. I love you.”
Vic holds him, one hand on his back and the other wound into his hair, until the crying and shuddering stops, until he’s still. Anders peeks up with red-rimmed eyes. “I’m just fucking tired. That’s why I’m so emotional. Sorry.”
That, or the torture, perhaps, but Vic doesn’t bother to argue. “Then sleep.”
“Mmm,” Anders says again.
Vic gently lowers him onto the bed, gingerly slides a pillow under the swollen knee and finds a couple of ice packs to surround it with. Then he lies down next to Anders, wraps his arms around his boyfriend’s body and pulls the blankets up over them.
It’s midday. Vic isn’t tired at all, he’s humming with adrenaline from pacing up and down the driveway, terrified, waiting for Lux and Anders to get back.
He’s content, though, to stay here, savoring the feeling of Anders’ body against his chest, safe and warm and here, as Anders drifts off to sleep.