forever thinking about this image and the impact it had on humanity so i made it into a shitpost. he had straight men barking in his comments. i feel like we moved on too fast. grant gustin, the man that u are.......

every time i think about the beginning of season 4 of the flash i get so upset i could throw up. listen to me.

barry was stuck in there for thousands, if not millions of years. he repeatedly watched his own life and death over and over again, but he also saw the end of the universe, i believe. he was very upset about "the stars melting" and i'm pretty sure he saw the future where the universe died. he quoted things from his past, and he quoted himself from the future.

“ i'm just not sure i'm like you, oliver. ”

he would only say that seasons later. he lived out his entire life repeatedly, he saw horrors that the human mind can not comprehend and his mind cracked. he developed a form of dementia and all he could do was cry out fragments of what he saw, scramble to write down what he saw to try to make sense of it.

but you mean to teLL ME. THAT HE SNAPPED OUT OF IT IN AN INSTANT BECAUSE IRIS WAS IN TROUBLE.

i hate everything. i hate westallen because they kept pulling stupid shit like this. they took away from the weight of barry's trauma every fucking time without fail because "iris 😍😍" yea ok bro. god i could throw up.

the fucking horrors he experienced. stars imploding and melting. everything dying. the past, the present, and the future, all at once, millions of times. but iris needs him. amiright. heavy sigh.

started reading season zero recently, and in one of the panels barry has a broken ankle that healed wrong. wells said very casually that they just need to break it again and let it heal correctly. and barry said “it still hurts, you know.”

and i feel like he didn't say that nearly enough in the show. because some moments were very questionable. take oliver for example, when he wanted to teach barry a lesson by shooting arrows directly into his back.

“hE HeALs fAsT—” SHUT UP. oh my god. what if one of the arrows hit a nerve and he got paralyzed for days? what if it punctured a lung, or both, because it was multiple arrows.

don't get me wrong, i love whump as much as the next guy. but so many times during the show barry was just . . . neglected. and that's putting it lightly.

look at him. look at the silly. my little meow meow. look into his innocent fking eyes and tell me why you thought it was a good idea to hurt him like that.

keep forgetting that barry woke up from his coma when cisco started blasting poker face. i'm sorry but that's bisexual activity.

remake of an old post of mine!! i love the idea that barry likes to mess with joe like this lol. but also he is not joking.

i just had a fic idea so good my toes curled omfg.