hey. hey. you don't have to do anything to be worthy of love and softness. your worth isn't based in what you do. just being is enough. you're enough. sending you all the softness and love through the internets.
did not expect to get so much validation from my inbox tonight like. you all...care about me???? regardless of what i do or do not make??? are you sure???????
but then i remember, i care about you, too. i care about blogs and people and fic writers that have disappeared from my online space years and years ago. and it's not that i just want them to make something again, fuck, of COURSE not. it's just that I care. i want them to be okay. it's hard to imagine other people feel that way about me, but damn if it doesn't make me feel a tiny spark of hope