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I’ve watched this 6 times
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SATURDAY KEYNOTE ANNOUNCED!
The one you’ve all been waiting for… 🤩
Join us on Saturday 7th as we chat to JARED HARRIS and LIAM GARRIGAN about their memorable performances as Francis Crozier and Thomas Jopson, as well as their time working on The Terror and the enduring legacy of the show.
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Please for the love of god. You should be able to change controls WITHOUT TAKING YOUR EYES OF THE ROAD. There is no reason to have to look at a SCREEEN while DRIVING
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I never knew you could hold moonlight in your hands
me tryna be artsy at 5 am or whatever
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biologists will be like this is a very simplified diagram of a mammalian cell
chemists will be like this is a molecule
goldhornsandblackwool
okay but this is what the best render of a human cell looks like
They are not kidding
We are full of so many fuckign guys
This is actually a full on interactive map! You can put your cursor over any structure to focus on it and see its name, you can focus on all the structures that are part of a specific pathway and, when you click on proteins, you open it up on PhosphoSitePlus, which is a curated database of proteins and their post-translational modifications. It has a helpful description and summary for each protein!
This is a HUGE complementary resource for learning molecular biology! It really helps to make sense of each individual pathway and it puts everything into perspective. It only focuses on human, rat and certain other animal cells, so it won’t have all the pathways one would wish to see… But for the pathways it does include, consider opening the image and accompanying it as you learn or revise them!
oh wow, thank you for the additional information, i had no idea, that’s so much cooler than just the flat picture.
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Regardless of your gender or sexuality, reblog this and tag your most hetero male trait. Mine is either obsessing over my Altima or sitting around watching TV shows about air disasters.
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#taught about the Chinese Exclusion Act today which is the first time immigrants were required to be ‘documented’#it was the start of ‘undocumented’ or ‘illegal’ immigrants!!!#it’s racism all the way down babyyyyyy#eventually they were like okay China you can have 100 immigration Visas a year. also Germany gets 50000 ☺️#immigration
My PMDD is kicking my fucking ass, but teaching today and getting to connect with my students settled me back into my body a little
Thanks to everyone here for all the love, too. It matters even more than you know
#really need to get a psychiatrist and figure out a meds situation for this#it’s truly been horrendous the past few months#it feels like I’m a shell of a person. like I can think of emotions but I can’t FEEL them#like. I can know I love my dog and am looking forward to seeing her#but I FEEL literally nothing about it#PMDD#mental health
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asking for help is morally neutral. needing assistance (even a lot of it!!!) is morally neutral. you’re not a bad person for not being able to do things on your own🫂
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anyone else feeling the Effects lately. due to all the Things
hey. hey. you don't have to do anything to be worthy of love and softness. your worth isn't based in what you do. just being is enough. you're enough. sending you all the softness and love through the internets.
did not expect to get so much validation from my inbox tonight like. you all...care about me???? regardless of what i do or do not make??? are you sure???????
but then i remember, i care about you, too. i care about blogs and people and fic writers that have disappeared from my online space years and years ago. and it's not that i just want them to make something again, fuck, of COURSE not. it's just that I care. i want them to be okay. it's hard to imagine other people feel that way about me, but damn if it doesn't make me feel a tiny spark of hope
Holding your hand and softly petting your hair. You don’t have to write anything just breath and be alive.
i needed to hear this so badly. thank you.
Anonymous asked:
i feel you on the loneliness, the world is just,,,, weird lately. totally random question, but how do you feel about grocery shopping? i find most people have strong feelings on it lol
this is such a delightfully random question! when i was a kid i LOVED going grocery shopping with my mom, probably because i loved doing anything with my mom.
there was also this sense that i was doing Adult Things that Mattered and i felt honored to be involved. also there were little machines that spit coupons out and they were randomly placed throughout the store and it was a fun game to try and find them and collect the coupons. also, riding in the shopping cart? AMAZING.
nowadays grocery shopping most frequently feels like a drag, but the day after the election i was at the store and i bought an entire container of raspberries and ate it in a miserable hedonistic haze within like 2 minutes of getting in the car so, like, small pleasures still persist, huh?
Anonymous asked:
stay strong! i feel very much the same as you described, haven't been able to muster much hope. but we'll do it one day at a time
yeah, yeah, we will. that's the thing. I KNOW we will. one step, one day at a time. the days just feel so long, and hard, and strange. but it gives me hope that you're out there too, also trying. we're in it together.
*sending many hugs & boops your way*
what i really need is to be hugged for a very long time and simultaneously booped aggressively on the nose. i think this would cure me.
i'm by myself in a big city at a conference that isn't in my main field but is tangentially related and i barely know anyone and there are thousands of people and trump won the fucking election and i'm eating really good cuban tapas and not tasting them and everything feels fake and hard and i just want softness and i am so incredibly lonely
#send me an ask? a kind word? a question about fic or life or anything?#i feel like i'm crumbling#i wish i felt like creating anything or honestly doing anything at all#the ennui is real folks#me: you have so much free time to write fic!!#also me: puts on chappell roan and lies in bed listlessly staring at the wall