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Boone who has psychosis induced by his trauma, a headcannon by an actual psychotic person

  • Boone seeing legionaries in the distance, feeling his heart beat heavy in his chest and lining up his shot; after he shoots, he realizes nobody was there and it was just a hallucination. The sandy dunes ahead of him suddenly feel especially empty.
  • Every now and then when he’s trying to go to bed he hears Carla’s loud, happy laugh off in the distance and has to remind himself not to follow it, that it isn’t real, it just isn’t real and she’s not coming back.
  • The sound of non-existent Legion trumpets startling him awake, lurching up suddenly in bed and scaring the courier (who was sleeping nearby) half to death. Delusions of legionaries coming for him keep him up, clutching his rifle to his chest. It takes him an especially long time to fall back asleep that night.
  • On an especially bad day, Boone finds himself practically unable to hold together a sentence. No matter what he does, the worlds jumble and fall apart in his mouth. He resigns himself to sitting alone in the mouth of Novac’s resident dinosaur, wondering what the fuck is wrong with himself. 
  • Boone anxiously and embarrassedly explaining his situation to the courier once he just can’t deny it anymore, thousand yard stare off into the sunset falling over the desert.
  • The Courier eventually takes Boone down to the Follower’s camp. After much hesitation on his part, he is given a crude wasteland diagnosis, and both shame and reassurance drop in his stomach like a brick. The very next day the courier is scavenging around old pharmacies in search of something that might help. 
  • The anti-psychotics help; They’re not perfect though. He struggles with some pretty bad side effects at the beginning, but luckily the courier is always by his side to offer support. He loathes the feeling of being dependent on medicine to get about his day, but once he realizes the hallucinations and delusions and disordered speech have slowed down, he feels an immense sense of relief.  
  • During particularly bad weather, Boone runs out of his pills and suddenly, he doesn’t feel so good. The symptoms of prescription withdraw hit him like a train, his head spinning and his stomach feeling just about ready to turn itself inside out.
  • Boone finally learning to accept himself as he is, psychosis and all. He is no longer afraid to ask the courier if that radscorpion is actually there, to turn up the radio to drown out the buzzing, to hold his hand and chat to help ground him when things around him when he feels reality slipping from him. 
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