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veeaziel

every day i am percieved™️

There is a reason for this though!

The original tweet summarizes it pretty well. Fanfic tends to be popular among certain types of neurodivergent people (aka people most likely to read excessively as a child, and have burnout as an adult) for the same reasons that we tend to hyperfixate--neurochemical signaling (I hope I'm using that phrase correctly). What I mean is, for people who are really dependent on changes in dopamine/serotonin/neurotransmitter levels, who have low levels or wonky neural reward systems (perhaps the most common types of neurodivergence)...people like us rely on dependable external sources of those neurochemicals. In order to function, we spend a lot of our free time trying to level out our brain chemistry using things that can reliably bring us a steady stream of joyful moments (rewards) without costing too much of the mental effort that is already in short supply

significantly: the investment of reading has to be balanced with a steady "return on investment"--and this return has to start fairly quickly. because again, we don't have a lot of attention/energy to invest on tiring things. we have perpetual "low batteries" in that regard.

that doesn't mean these stories are “simple,” or that they lack complexity or value--only that the reward has to come in short regular intervals, and it has to have a low "upfront cost.” which is why fanfic stories are so perfectly formulated for neurodivergent readers--they are often beautifully written, but skip a lot of the upfront costs (of introducing new characters, of world-building, of getting the audience emotionally connected to the story elements).

the nature of fanfiction is that the reader has a pre-existing relationship with this world and these characters. that--combined with the shorter average length of fics--means that fan fics very quickly start "rewarding" the reader in a way that traditional fiction struggles to. that's not a bad thing! and maybe it's something more traditionally published writers should be paying attention to.

Fanfic, as a genre, has been uniquely helpful and accessible to many neurodivergent readers who would otherwise struggle to immerse themselves in stories. I'm glad so many of you have found a way to love and enjoy reading again! The important thing is that you are spending time inside stories you love--the way those stories are published or presented to the world is just one detail.

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The "nobody picked up on the fact I'm neurodivergent as a kid" starter pack:

  • Calling you "quirky"
  • "Why is you memory so bad?"
  • Constantly being described as "away with the fairies"
  • Described as a picky eater
  • "They're an amazing student they just need to contribute more"
  • B u r n o u t
  • No close friends
  • Parents getting annoyed because you dont like it when they hug you
  • Teachers saying you lack motivation
  • Being blamed for things you cant help
  • "Why cant you just focus"
  • Everyone telling you you're not trying hard enough

(Feel free to add more)

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chironeis

“you’re not living up to your potential”

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does anyone else with adhd have advice for catching little details/mistakes in their work? I’m in a stats class rn that I’m honestly really enjoying but I keep losing a bunch of points for really small mistakes. and the thing is that I understand that with this kind of work, catching those mistakes is really important, I just am really not sure how to and it keeps happening. has anyone been there before/know how to deal with this?

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