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you could make this place beautiful

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Header by http://abilai.tumblr.com/) Beck | 24 | any pronouns I try to be careful about trigger warnings (usually tagged: trigger cw), but please let me know if you need a specific warning tagged!
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peupeugunn

i imagine that jiang cheng walks along the piers with infant a-ling to get him to sleep, and very quietly tells him stories about his mother, his parents' love, his uncle, his grandparents, all the ghosts of lotus pier that linger at places where the waves meet aged wood, with only one person who remembers them.

and somehow, as a-ling gets older and angrier, the weight of the word "orphan" weighing heavier and heavier on his tiny shoulders, jiang cheng finds that those stories don't come so easily anymore. the words get tangled in his throat, and his a-ling goes from curling up in his arms to walking alongside him, hand in hand. then, all too soon, he's too old to hold hands, and then jin ling is too old to walk the piers with his uncle instead of going out with his friends, and jiang cheng walks alone.

the ghosts still linger, now remembered by two. one who wishes so desperately to keep it all in the past, to move forward, to leave it all behind again. and another who has once more found the words to bring to life stories of people long gone, but has no one to tell them to.

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There Are Moments Like These That Keep Me on My Feet

Martin realises a terrible truth regarding Jon's relationship with this new world and has to make a decision on how to handle it.

Hurt and comfort in the Apocalypse and their consequences.

Rated: G

Word count: 2.3K

Tw: non sexual intimacy, memory loss, bad tea

Looking back after leaving Upton House, Martin finally understood. He'd had a feeling, he wasn't completely blind but he had hoped, hoped so badly that he was wrong. That all those times were just a fluke. That he was imagining things. But no, Jon really did forget. It was almost unnoticeable, small things really, but Jon forgot them all.

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girl4pay

adhd culture is when someone very sweetly asks ‘whats your top 3 favorite (x)’ and you have to be like sorry one minute ik i wrote this one down in my notes app as you open a folder labelled ‘personality (minutiae)’

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I thought about what you had said about love… 

I love a lot of TMA characters with my whole heart, has been for years now, but Melanie is special. She is the human survivor who fought all hell to make it out alive and I couldn’t be more proud and more heartbroken for her. She’s amazing. I hope Georgie will stay near her…

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praesaepe

listen listen listen i know everyone loves short jon and tall martin but hear me out on tall jon:

  • hunches so people think he’s like, average, and there’s total shock whenever he straightens up
  • s1 tim (average or tall side of average) sees jon straighten up to grab a top shelf file and just loses it.
  • tim: hows the weather up there, boss?
  • jon, absentmindedly responding because he’s focusing on the statement he’s researching: fine, i suppose
  • jon flopping his face on top of martin’s head
  • most of the other avatars he meets are shorter than him so the comedic possibilities of a tall guy being sketchy and paranoid around a bunch of shorties
  • tim mockingly calling him “the watchtower” in s3 and the painful irony of it for the s4 finale
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rendherring

I really do be needing to know the actual words Jon said when Georgie told Martin he used to Talk About You A Lot.  Like I canny even imagine.

Georgie over dinner:  Was it a problem with your co-workers? Is that why you can’t go back to your job?

Jon: No.. No he’s lovely.  Really lovely.  *puts elbow on table. rests head on fist. absently moves food around on the plate*  

Georgie: He.

Jon: Yeah, I found his poetry when I went through his bins, and y’know..  It’s not great but there’s a lot of potential there.  No one gives Martin enough credit actually, I didn’t at first either… but he’s really very clever.  I wish I could talk to him about all of this.. I hope he doesn’t think I– I can’t bear the thought that he might think I’m a– agh.. Nevermind.  He’s just one of those sorts of people who make you feel better just by being near them.

Georgie: *clears throat. sets fork down. stares.* Jon, it sounds like you have feelings for him.

Jon:  Ahaa ha, what?  What feelings?  No. I mean, I’m his boss and I respect his work.  Well, was his boss, actually.. so it wouldn’t be you know..against the rules anymore if I did.  But I don’t.  It’s not.  It’s not feelings, I don’t like–he’s just good to me.  I don’t why, but he is.  I miss him, is all.

Georgie:

Georgie: Yes or no, and I know when you’re lying, Do You Have A Crush On This Man?

Jon: I–

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Fact: the tapes did not continue to autonomously record while Jon was in his coma (MAG 126: “There weren’t any tapes from when I was away. I checked. Whatever they are, they are here for me.”)

Fact: a tape recorder did autonomously spawn and record Martin visiting Jon in the Season 4 teaser

Fact: besides that, the only canonical times that a tape listened in while Jon was asleep were Oliver’s visit, which led directly to Jon’s restoration, and Basira and Georgie’s conversation, when he was already well on his way to waking up

Existing theory: the tapes are not agents of Elias, the Eye, or the Web, but of Jon himself, however unconsciously (see this post by @callmearcturus​)

Headcanon/theory: Jon was very nearly close enough to make his choice when Martin visited. Whatever prescience allows the recorders to show up ahead of the inciting incident, it’s enough to See him coming.

As Martin pours his heart out, pleading with Jon to come back, Martin needs him, he can’t do this, if there’s any way Jon can hear him, please,

Jon is close enough to hear it. Only subconsciously and spookily, the same way he heard Oliver and controls the tape recorders, but he hears it. He’s listening, and considering. 

And then he hears Martin give up on him. Something about the rest of the Archives team being safe, an apology, and a goodbye. The implication that, well, maybe Martin doesn’t need him after all. Maybe he can get by without him. Maybe he should.

But Jon can’t let go yet, either. Can’t let go of the responsibilities he may still bear, or the questions than haven’t been answered, or Martin.

So he recedes back into limbo, hanging between life and death a few more months, until the Web sends a messenger of Death to tell him to hurry up.

And he chooses life. And Martin. And then thinks that Martin has moved on from him completely, and no one else wants him back, and maybe he chose wrong.

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