So... I haven't been on here in years to talk about politics. But we all had to live thru this election season and... oh my god. The Democratic Party is now a lost cause. They cannot even beat Donald Trump. There's NO left-wing alternative party except for the greens.

The US is finally completely controlled by the corporations just in time for climate collapse.

I hope all your holes are ready for the future.

I broke up with my ex for the third and final time like 2 months ago and now I want to be like in love again? I don't know what to do romantically and sexually. At first I was like I need my rectum destroyed but then I was I ok I'm bored and started considering maybe like... getting involved again? I've never been like that but like... who knows, maybe try something new? But I also want to be a whore. I'm thinking maybe exploring romantically and sexually with daddies that I'm like wow daddy wow you're so fyne and interesting and like spending time with you??

Like casual dating a little and also getting piped on the side. But also I'm kind of like I don't want to get piped by 6, 7, 8 cocks physically as much anymore any more as I do like having an emotional and romantic connection with a daddy I like that's also sexually satisfying to my hole, cock, kitties, body in general, etc...

I'm also feeling OLD, because I'm going to be 40 next year which is like so depressing because we as gay men of my generation were told that when you turn 40 you're actually 75. Like I feel that energy about it even though like I don't REALLY care in my heart of hearts cuz I feel like my 40s are going to slay and gag on weaves...

So anyway, I am completely lost in the sense that I'm no longer holding to like the way I'm supposed to like feel? And be?? but like to cope I am actually actualizing my vagina and connecting with my spiritual essence as an individual who is, to cope.

It’s been a week now. Glad to have dumped him and I know I made the correct decision but wow… so much time wasted. And I feel like an idiot. I don’t know how to pick them and then throw everything in without getting shit in return. I need to reevaluate so I don’t end up here again.

Im working on building up my stable of ponies again and thank god chalupa cravings box is still the one but I want at least two more cocks but if find just one more really good cock I might just stay with two cocks.

Having been a total top for two years also makes me want more bottoms to load up and dump on I need to work on that I never really like chased bottoms but I’m going to develop that skill tree.

Bottoms literally have dick tracker like they’re on their way and you don’t even know it.

I'm not here as much.

Guys, please feel free to follow me on Instagram where I'm super into posting stories every day and what not, I'm active there.

INSTAGRAM: Kafuinga

I'm gonna keep coming back to do more personal posts again because even my q dried up. I'm just... not here as much and it feels strange because I spent 10+ years here.

I'm not leaving but I'm not like here every day like before.

My PSN: chiripepe

I simply cannot believe this amazing ad for Xenosaga Episode II that they got in Japan.

This is nuts. This game didn't really get any airtime ads from what I can remember. I borrowed it from a friend in high school and beat it, and loved it! It was a lot though, so long and sometimes boring.

I borrowed the first and beat it as well and then the third.

Just crazy that this game got such a cool ad and thanks to thus guy for restoring it. This would have been like 2002? 2003?

Today I felt like I was finally putting MK11 down. I’ve been playing that game so lo ha en I felt a sense of longing to play it and I did and I won and then I was like… this game I will have to put down now. It’s only going to go down from here as the player base drops. I won’t get to learn how to play Jade or Skarlet better because I just won’t be playing the game as much.

Finally just accepting the fact that I played this game exclusively online and never off with other players which is the best way to play and this was the best game to do that with.

Anyway. It felt like I had to let it go 😭😭😭

Mortal Kombat 11 will always stay with me.

Gave me amazing times for more than 3 years. I was playing Sekiro simultaneously with MK11 when it first came out in 2011 omfg. On my PS4 Pro.

Time doesn’t stop and I’m lucky to see it go.

My mom came over today with some bad news. Biofather passed on like two months ago. He died of some kind of liver ailment. She's going to Cuba in May for 2 weeks so I'll be getting more details next month, maybe before if we can get a hold of some people.

I was planning on going back to Cuba but I never got around to having the money to do so and now I do but my passports are both expired :(

I'm gonna get new passports and see if I can go in the summer to see my father's family and my brothers and sister and the land. I was gun ho on going this weekend but not possible.

Fucked up, I didn't really have any kind of relationship with him, last time I saw him was in the 2000s and now he's gone, FOREVER. He was in a wheelchair and super skinny near the end but my sister was taking care of him so <3.

RIP old man, from your other son.

Tumblr needs a horizontal mode for when I'm on my computer - I just wanna scroll right.

Putting my PS4 Pro to sleep :( thank you for SUCH a good time king. Gave me YEARS of joy 🤩 there goes a legend. Watch him as he goes 😌❤️

I only really exclusively use my porn alt on Twitter to beat my meat and I actively remove ANYTHING on there that doesn’t further that aim but there was drama even in the porn blogs omfg.

👏🏼Let👏🏼me👏🏼cum👺

Stop lying about tops this and that. The only men telling the truth about not bottoming us cuz they scared themselves out of enjoying their rectum and cocks that way 😩🤤🥵⭕️

The rest are LYING and some of you lazy bottom whores living in your FANTASY WORLD want these like idealized masculine cartoons that you dreamt up while you fingered your boochies in middle school and HE DOESNT EXIST MAMA 😡

The fruits of my labor.

I moved out one year ago 😭🤩

I got stuck on my FF7R Hard playthrough way back who knows when on the air buster. So I decided to try and see if I could beat him by manually just... doing the work of going into the menu and optimizing all the weapons, leveling them up to do more damage and... this where the real fun of the battle system gets unlocked, in hard mode.

Weapons have specific benefits and bonuses, kind of bloodborny. I NEVER spent this much time thinking about equipment in the original FF7. I can't use items and I had two revive materia ONLY :| - anyway, I went in an fine tuned those characters and blew up that Air Buster.

I want to platinum this game but I also want to get to the endgame and beat the superbosses. Mountain bestie did all this and ranted about each and every fight along the way and honestly? The best way to play this game. Hard mode should have been available from the outset.

The end of the summer is coming and I never got my summer wardrobe. It's been so hard with all these fucking bills and taking care of shit that needs to be taken care of. Oh my god. Even making what I'm making I'm still working paycheck to paycheck.

I'm reworking my budget today for the rest of the year so I can knock out everything else that needs to be knocked out before 2022 starts and I'll try to go to the beach and have some fun for the rest of the year.

I keep having to make sure I see all the shit I've accomplished every time that check rolls around so I feel good about having to live off of like $300 a month once the bills are paid.

SMH at this fucking inflation and gas prices right when I start trying to finally financially stabilize my life like... let a bitch have ha taurus moment like... and now student loans start rolling in unless they renew the pay freeze and my rent is going up in September LIKE D:

Finally getting Frontier fiber at my house. I had to put up with Spectrum's shitty service that barely ever broke beyond 60. Now I'm gonna get 500/5hunnit ladies cry emoji.

I'm staying here.

It's been so long since I've been able to post on a computer. Oh my god. I've been living in Seminole Heights since December of last year. My roomie was and is a pain in the ass sometimes but I love her. She's MUCH better than the guy I lived with for those two months after I moved out.

I didn't really post very much about it at the time but it was a shitshow from day one. Thank GOD I found this place cuz I love it here.

Every day I get more comfortable and now I'm gonna have good internet for all my devices for like $45 a month. Spectrum was charging this poor lazy angel $80 a month for shit service smh.

But I really had to fucking hustle to get these people out here for fiber. They're running a cable from across the block right now and under the house :D I got it DONE!!11