Things are really good lately <3
#I kept thinking this today#People are genuinely sweet#I'm having a lot of fun drawing (even if I'm critical of my things)#and showing wips/sketches to friends (ok mainly one lmao)#got some nice stamps and photography at our local fall festival/Kirmes#good food and cooking again <3#having an actual blast with Patreon even if not many people are there yet (but it's just? idk it's just fun!)#and the best thing is when the bad things suddenly don't seem bad anymore or you completely forgot about them#like work is still fucking intense but ok - feels manageable!#and randomly thought of the social baggage/getting ghosted today - but more as an afterthought of 'oh yeah guess that happened'#and just forgetting about it and turning to friends and family and art#honestly it kinda feels like it all fell into place these days#big reason is really just everyone being nice around me#either just mutuals or friends or just talking with people on the servers#sorry this is just a ramble lmao#I'm feeling so at ease it's really nice - so have a small positive post#sometimes you just gotta write/let it out you know?#delete later