I kind of want to watch The Family on Netflix, but also anticipate it triggering a lot of stuff...idk idk
#some#extra#tags#here#before#this#ex fundie#fundamentalism#i've mostly let go of the ex fundie blogosphere that I spent a lot of time in needing to unpack so much crap#and it was very helpful for the feeling of 'oh god this really was actually that messed up i'm not the evil wrong one here'#got to a point of ok self you're middle aged time to accept your parents as the guru suceptible human beings they are and let it go#and continue to do things differently with my own kids#but it is still so wound up in the fiber of your being#and then the whole entire country falls before the combination of this and resurgent white nationalism....#maybe going with the new season of queer eye instead :P :P#we'll see#*csv