just had a REALIZATION while dancing to old school rnb music in my room: i am beautiful, i am intelligent, i am funny, thoughtful, kindhearted and witty, i am capable of anything i put my mind to and i can’t believe i let some stupid bitches at work make me feel anything less than that!
#fuck them for real!!!!#like absolutely don’t deserve they way i’ve been treated at work but i need to come to terms with the fact that i’ll never get an apology#or some kind of justice i just need to make peace with the fact that i would never stoop to such a low level and i would never treat others#like that no matter how much i dislike them#i know in my heart that i didn’t do anything to warrant such mistreatment and that my conscience is clear#i wish i wouldn’t have let this whole ordeal affect me so much in the first place bc it really caused me so much hurt and sorrow#but i JUST realized i’m a good person who deserves good things and i can’t let they way others treat me define how i see and treat myself!#them being who they are is already their biggest punishment i don’t need closure from them i just need to move on and focus on myself and#my life#it’s just disheartening to know that it’s often fake disingenuous and vile people like that who get ahead in life#but again: i need to focus on myself! i have nothing to blame myself for i always tried my best and i did not badmouth to my boss!#gonna have lunch now and watch shopping queen <3#just had to write this rare moment of clarity and self assurance down bc i know the self doubt and loathing will creep in sooner or later#again#☁️
