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The Last Enemy Project

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They said to write the book you want to read. I wanted to read a four-book series about Harry Potter's dead parents and their friends.
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The fog hung low upon the dewy lawn as Remus followed the school matron across the grounds, away from the gentle sway of the Whomping Willow, away from yet another full moon. The last of the school year. It had just been him and Sirius again this moon, much to James’s irritation.

“I can sneak out after Poppy falls asleep,” James had insisted from his hospital bed the evening before. “She’ll be none the wiser.”

“It’s not a good idea,” Remus had countered. “What if she wakes up and you’re gone?”

“I’ll say I fancied a walk!”

“You need to rest.”

“I’ve had nothing but rest. I am overflowing with rest, I’ve reached my rest tolerance, I am all rested out. Besides, it’s the last full moon of the year—”

“He said no, James.” It had been Sirius who’d put his foot down, surprising them all. Perhaps he knew he was the only one who could. “There will be more full moons. I’m sorry, mate, but you have to sit this one out.”

“Fine,” was James sullen reply. “I’ll just stay here and rest.

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The average werewolf can be identified by physical traits, such as the length of the snout, the pupil of the eyes, the tufted tail — but also behavioral. A werewolf exhibits significantly more aggressive behavior than the typical wolf. Depending on the circumstances, a normal wolf may choose to flee rather than fight…

Remus paused, quill hovering over the parchment.

…but a werewolf will always go for the kill.

“It’s Unplottable.”

Startled, Remus looked up from his essay to see Sirius flop into the armchair across from him with a weary groan. The common room around them was fairly empty, draped in the soft light of late afternoon sun. Remus hadn’t realized how much time had passed, trapped as he was in a dizzying spiral of trying to get all his homework done. It was nearly time for dinner. Not that that meant much to him; he hadn’t been properly hungry for weeks.

“All that work,” Sirius moaned, “and it’s bloody Unplottable.”

“What’s Unplottable?” asked Remus.

“That secret room. You know, the one Evans showed me.”

“Ah, right. How’s your Muggle Rights crusade coming along?”

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The Gryffindor boys’ dormitory was quiet. Three of the four beds sat empty, sheets tucked tight and undisturbed. The fourth, however, was occupied by a folded-up bundle of gloom in the shape of a teenage boy. Remus Lupin was alone and in a very bad mood about it.

Sirius and James were off infiltrating the so-called Muggle-born club, an activity of which Remus had made very clear he did not approve. Not that he didn’t approve of the club itself, mind you, just Sirius’s duplicitous methods of discovering the room’s secrets. Of course, Remus was plenty curious about the room himself, but surely there were less morally-dubious methods to acquire that information. Not that anyone ever listened to good ol’ Moony’s conscience.

No, Sirius and James had embarked on their spy mission despite Remus’s complaints, and Peter had gone off to snog Winnie Bones (their once short-lived fling being determinedly flung again). This had come as somewhat of a surprise to Remus, who’d never had the impression that either Peter or Winnie particularly liked the other very much, but Remus supposed there were other reasons to pursue romantic relationships. Regardless of the motivations, they were indeed back together and apparently snogging at every possible opportunity.

Remus tried not to feel too bitter about this, though it was a rather half-hearted effort. Now that James was dating Florence and Peter was back with Winnie, that just left Remus on his own. Well, and Sirius, he supposed, but everyone knew that Sirius need only point at a girl and he’d have himself a girlfriend. Sirius didn’t seem all too interested, and Remus was grateful for that, but he couldn’t escape the inevitable reality that one day all his friends would couple off, and then only Remus would be left — alone.

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Excerpt:

The Shrieking Shack sat lonely on its hill as sunrise crept across the mountains. It was a howling night — or it should have been — but the night had come and gone and not a single cry had disturbed the village’s slumber.

The residents of Hogsmeade had noticed that their haunted house had grown quieter over the past year…but not silent. Though it was true you were less likely to hear the howls and horrors that had plagued it for ages, these days, if you listened very closely at the cock crow of morning, you might just hear a few melodic bars of piano, soft as snowfall — a sound which many felt was far more unsettling. 

The music drifted in upon the wind just at the moment toes flexed under sheets and eyes blinked open to a fresh day. Some mornings the music was wispy and funereal — exactly the sort of tune you’d expect a ghost to play — but other dawns were disconcerting in their enthusiasm, a ragtime trill of syncopated notes and — if the wind was just right — laughter.

This morning was a quiet one, the cold wind of November’s end stuttering against windows and sneaking through cracks. It curled its way across high street, past the pub and the post office, until it whistled through the boarded-up windows of the Shrieking Shack, sending dust eddies swirling and ruffling the hair of the ghost who played the piano.

He was no ghost, of course, but a teenage boy, who sat straight-backed and proud at the piano, as though he were performing in a grand concert hall, and not a derelict shack. His cheeks blossomed pink from the cold, but his expression was dreamy and distant as his fingers coaxed soft notes from the keys. Quiet, soothing, almost a lullaby.

For not far from his feet, another boy was sleeping, curled into himself under someone else’s cloak, cheek pressed to the crook of his chapped elbow. Dawn cut through the slats of wood in golden shafts, one of which fell inconveniently across the sleeping boy’s face. He stirred, groaned, scrunched up his face in displeasure — and then Remus Lupin opened his eyes.

He had woken here once a month for five-and-a-half years, and yet every morning after a full moon felt like the first time as his eyes in took in the gloom of the shack: the blood-stained wooden floors, the claw-gouged walls, the broken furniture, the glitter of dust in cold beams of light. And more recently: the soft stream of piano notes that danced around the room.

He lifted his head and pushed himself up onto his elbow. The music stopped.

“Good morning,” said Sirius, turning on the bench to face him. “How are you feeling?”

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“All right, Prongs,” said Sirius, dropping himself onto the couch. “What’s going on?”

“I told you,” James mumbled. “Just tired. Not in the mood for a party.”

“You just won your first Quidditch match as Captain of the Gryffindor team, and you’re not in the mood for a party?”

James shrugged. “I was, but then I saw…” he drifted off. “Just got me thinking, that’s all.”

Sirius heaved a dramatic sigh. “What have I told you about thinking?”

“What were you thinking about?” inquired Remus, though he was fairly certain he knew. He remembered the way James had reacted to seeing Lily Evans, and he felt certain that this sudden depressive mood was related somehow. Remus felt another sharp twinge of guilt as he recalled his own conversation with Lily; he pushed that aside for now.

But, as always, James Potter was full of surprises.

“I have a theory on why Slytherins are so evil.”

“Inbreeding?” offered Sirius.

“Stairs,” said James.

There was a brief pause during which Remus scrunched his brow and Sirius scratched his chin. “You’re going to have to walk us through that one, champ,” said Sirius.

----- Yeah so I have no chill and I didn’t want to wait until Tuesday for this chapter. Am I going to hate myself later when I fall behind schedule? Yes. Did I want to inflict drunk James on all of you ASAP? Also yes. 😈

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“Okay, so you hold it between your fingers like this — good — and then just take a drag — but don’t inhale quite so much on your first go — oh.”

Remus was met by a cacophony of coughs as he returned to his friends across the common room. Upon arrival, he found James hacking over a cigarette while Sirius laughed uproariously beside him. Peter was off somewhere with his girlfriend, allegedly.

“Merlin,” spluttered James, “that is wretched. Muggles enjoy this?”

“It helps when you do it properly,” snickered Sirius, reclaiming the cigarette and taking a long, showboating drag. He blew a waft of smoke towards James who brushed it away impatiently.

“Are you corrupting our dear Prongs?” demanded Remus as he reacquainted himself with his favorite armchair.

“I’m trying, but I’m afraid the sweet lad is incorruptible. Smokes like a third year.”

“Oh, shut up,” grumbled James. “I don’t understand the appeal anyway.”

“Really?” said Sirius. “You didn’t find Evans remotely appealing just now?”

James ignored this. “What’d she want with you, Moony?”

“Prefect business,” was Remus’s vague reply. He didn’t feel inclined to admit he’d missed yet another prefect meeting, nor did he wish to detail the other contents of his conversation with Lily. He’d never told his friends about that moment with her in the classroom, and he never planned to.

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“I won’t do it, Lyall. I won’t keep my baby locked up his whole life because of something that isn’t even his fault.”

“Hope, listen—”

“No, you listen to me for once! He needs friends! He is a ten-year-old boy, not a monster.”

“I never said he was a monster. Don’t you put those words in my mouth.”

On the other side of the door, the ten-year-old monster in question plucked morosely at the strings of the guitar slung across his lap. A glum chord twanged in off-key response. The guitar was much too big for him, its wooden heft awkward in his small arms, and he didn’t really know how to play it anyway. His mam had found it in a charity shop a few weeks ago and brought it home with expressions of delight and excitement. She seemed to hope he’d be musical, like her, and though Remus Lupin longed to please, so far he hadn’t mastered much more than Row, Row, Row Your Boat on the piano. He didn’t like the guitar much. The strings rubbed blisters on his sore fingers and his already aching joints complained of being curled over the fretboard. He set the instrument aside. It wasn’t helping to block out the noise anyway.

The argument on the other side of the door had been going on for a while, and though his parents fought in the merest hiss of whispers down the hall, Remus could hear every word. He had unusually good hearing under normal circumstances, and it was always heightened this time of the month. Another so-called symptom of his so-called disease.

“He can’t enroll in Muggle school, Hope. It’s too dangerous. If he let something slip—”

“They’d think he was a fanciful child! No one would believe him if he told them he was a werewolf.”

Remus could almost feel his dad flinch from down the hall. Lycanthropy was the word his dad preferred to use. He didn’t like to say a dirty word like werewolf.

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hey what up, surprise bonus chapter this week because I decided in retrospect the beginning summer chapters are meant to be read more or less together and spreading it out over five weeks was getting exhausting and I just wanted to finish up Sad Girl Summer 1976 and move along to Autumnal Pining. So here’s chapter 5, just cause. 🙃

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the hyperfixation on fictional characters’ handwriting continues, and as a bonus, i have learned how to make extremely basic gifs oh noooo

transcript below:

Mr. Moony bids Mr. Snape a good morning, and gently suggests he put this parchment down and not worry himself with matters that are so far beyond his ken.

Mr. Prongs is frankly impressed Mr. Snape knows how to read and applauds him for this recent achievement. 

Mr. Padfoot wishes Mr. Snape would use his investigative skills to investigate a bath, the spotty, feculent toady.

Mr. Wormtail does not wish to write to Mr. Snape at all, for he is a smelly, slimy sod.

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