Me: why don't people think I'm intimidating???

My style today:

Me: yeah I just don't get it

Broke outta the dysphoria and then realized I look like Hanzo 😂😂 😂

It's okay I'm handsome

Guess who got a summer panda kigu!!! Just in time for Fanworld! Perfect for night time #cosplay #panda #pandakigu #kigu #kigurumi #pandakigurumi #pandakigu #lgbt #pansexual #gay #instagay #asexual #demisexual #nonbinary #genderfluid #genderqueer #trans

Finally trimmed my Noctis wig! The con is a week away so I panicked, I dont wanna rush it next week. I think it looks decent, his hair style honestly has the weirdest bangs....full body shot to come soon! #noctis #cosplay #cosplayers #noctisluciscaelum #noctiscosplay #ffxv #ffxvcosplay #ffxvcosplayer #nonbinary #genderfluid #genderqueer #queer

Saying fuck you to the gender norm since 1994

Also a bonus shot. I kinda liked this one a lot too!

God damn I feel handsome. Also having fun with this kooky lighting! I couldn’t just choose one…so yeah have four.

Okay friends...I am thinking of getting a new binder cause I think this one is a little small? Like on underworks it says that 36 chest should have a medium. Mind you I am a 36DD, not sure Gough if I should get a large? But like especially when I take it off, my under armpit area always feels agitated. I know it should feel snug, but at the same time I have no clue if I have the wrong size. I haven't worn it in awhile because of this. So, I need help?

So. I am the runner of this blog! I'm genderqueer and I really don't mind either pronoun. You guys can call me wibbly, wibbles, Lyssa or whatever you wish to nickname me as :] Uhm yeah, just thought I'd get that out there now for all my new followers! 

It is funny

(Personal gendery things ahead)

Every time I'm just chilling

in my boxers, I think of myself being flat chested too. Like that's the only difference.

Mana's post reminds me of my feeelings too

For me though, I'm simmilar but not in ways.

I identify genderqueer, I came more aparent to that actually thanks to Asher. He REALLY helped me out after talking to him about things.

I have called...this will sound weird, but male counterpart Alex. My and my ex both kind of did this, Alyssa and Andrea were together but so were Alex and Andy. I mean, I really like Alex as a name, but I'm still not sure if that's a name that I'd go by or not. I mean Alyssa is a totally cool name and I was born with it, but Alex is gender neutral and it works and isn't too different from my birth name. 

I just never feel 100% female, I prefer guys clothing, I feel more comfortable in it. I can't really feel too comfortable with girls clothing just cause, it's too tight or I just hate seeing that I have boobs. I always have felt like this, but I know I'm not trans. Because sometimes I actually like girly things On the rare chance. 

But like pronoun wise, it's one thing that I'm flexible with. I lately feel happy with guy pronouns though but still I hear the female and it's cool cause I've grown up all my life with them. If anything, that's where I get uncomfortable though I can refer to myself as a boy easy. But like asking others especially in real life I just, don't know how to ask without getting flustered. Coming outas genderqueer to my GSA was a huge step for me and it felt good. I just don't know like...how to to everyone else. But to my friends that know, they're cool with it. My friend Paige referred to me as Sir a few times and I got this amazing feeling. 

I think though, that in college that won't be as hard because it'll be more of a new start. And not everyone will know me, and I can say boy without feeling more uncomfortable because they will be new people. 

So guys, I wouldn't mind guy pronouns cause it's a start. I don't care if female ones slip because if you've known me for awhile it's only natural.