as much as i would like to refrain from talking about my personal life on tumblr, i just want to say that getting medicated for my mental health problems after all these years is probably the best decision i've made in 2024 so far :)
#yuerants#honestly i'm amazed at how fast i was able to bounce back from the past couple of months#and i've been scared of reaching out for help in SO LONG#to the point where i genuinely believed that i can never get help from anyone#and the crushing loneliness stemming from it#i'm glad that didn't turn out to be true :)#i was so miserable at the time lmao#and for the first time in many years#i finally feel...normal. like i feel like i'm actually living my life