since my anxiety came back with just a small interaction…i think i’ll stop for now, i’m too scared to offende/hurt or anything else without even knowing it. But im planning on doing a post about it soon..
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(warning: a bit of venting about this whole mess, anxiety attack, panic, trauma and everything bad)
but just a little reminder, when you happen to talk to someone you don’t know, just be nice even if they’re wrong, there are many ways to tell people what they can do to improve and not everyone here is an evil gremlin ready to harm you. With the global chaos going on we are all a bit more stressed and ready to bite at each other’s throat. Everyone has their own trauma and everyone is deeply scared by something. Even if those people are adults, they don’t stop being scared or traumatized by something when they turn 30+ but, if they’re lucky enough, that fear won’t eat them up…if not, they live with it their whole life…
so, make an effort and just be nice…
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reblogging this just to add...
(warning/ trigger warning: venting, mental health, loss, bullying, people’s fighting, general pain, adhd)
i went bak and forth with the idea of doing another post, but then, with my anxiety and my lack of follow through my ideas lately i decided to not to.
So i just apologize. Apologize to those i accidentally offended or hurt (i unfollowed those because i didn’t want to bother them too much but i have to keep myself from reblogging their posts even if i want to because i’d still admire their work but, at the same time, i don’t them to be upset)
Apologize and trying to understand why those (some of them, others were totally sweethearts) i thought friends stopped talking to me or even blocked me on discord (that hurted me so much) without saying anything.
Apologize to be blinded by my loss and my pain and with that, forgetting so many things lately (my ADHD spiked up with the lots of stress i am under).
and last but not least..
Apologize to those who still read my writing here or on Ao3, i stopped writing because i didn’t feel like it but i truly thank you, those likes, reblog, kudos have a special meaning now, those remind me that i’ve made something good and i can make more...
and adding... (under the cut bc it’s getting long)