So this is just a sneak peek for @ogrebattles since the second part of her secret santa gift is taking up my life 😅 (i want to write a drabble but the fic apparently has a life...and became a oneshot...hopefully) ...
So enjoy this first part...(just out of my draft, without betaing or anything)
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Brian x reader - friends to lovers - fake dating.
This was a really bad idea, like really really bad, but how can he say no to her when she was looking at him like this? This was bad but he was so in love.
The worst was that she was his best friend, the one that knows him better than himself, so why she never found out his true feelings? Because she didn’t feel the same and she cared too much to hurt him, probably.
The day she asked him to help her they were in the library as usual, working together for the next exam. She was way too nervous that day and her mind was completely off.
-Are you ok? If you want to skip study maybe we….- he asked truthfully.
- No, Bri i'm ok, i just..- taken aback by his question.
- You know you can tell me everything, dove...i'm your bestfriend- he inquired more.
He wanted to call himself more, it hurts everytime to just be her friend, but he loved her too much that even the slightest thought of losing what they have was unbearable to him.
-I know...i just, i think i fucked up big time, this time- she confessed at last.
-What did you do? Should i be worried or have to punch someone in the face?- he worriedly said then, making her laugh.
That laugh, so beautiful and dreamy, a sound that haunt his dreams every damn night.
-No..no, it's not that bad but still..- she hesitated a bit.
-So you could tell me- encouraging her to speak.
She stared nowhere before speaking again.
-Ok, i'm so sorry..i told my family that we're dating and now they want to meet you, i'm sorry Bri, i shouldn't have...i - burying her face in her hands.
He was taken aback for a minute, not understanding what was happening.
-You...did what? Why?- he said -I swear i'm not mad at you, i just don't understand- still trying to process the informations she just told him.
-They were nagging me constantly about how much they want to meet you, they didn't believe we were just friends, bestfriends actually, so the other day, without thinking i told them they were right, hoping they would leave me alone…but.-
She was truly sorry, her face said so. He could see that she regretted what she'd done.
-Ok...so now what? What do you want me to do?-
Oh, he will regret this, he will wholeheartedly regret all of this.
-Are you seriously helping me? Bri, you don't have to, i don't want to make you uncomfortable- she spoke again, facing him more.
-I want to, seriously, we're bestfriends and we had to help each other if needed- he answered proudly, cursing himself inside his head a second later.
-They want to meet you, that's all, one night only, tomorrow actually, but just one night no more…- she reassured him.
-I think i can manage, don't worry about me. So now, want to go to lunch? We could discuss the details then- he offered nonchalantly.
-You're the best, i love you…- jumping out her seat and hugged him tight.
And again his heart skipped a beat, he was aware that she intended as a friend, but still...his heart had a mind on its own.
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