Thanks to VH1 Italia ....(we're all at home and they gave us 2 hours of Queen videos
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The Constant and the Variable -- Part One -- John Deacon x Reader (*18+ ONLY*)
Thank you all so much for your patience with me as I’ve been writing this! Due to lots of rewrites and lots of writer’s block it took much longer than expected, and I hope it’s worth the wait!
A NOTE ABOUT TAGS: The form that I made where you could put yourself on my tag list somehow became inaccessible to me and I’m not sure how or why, so I can no longer use it to see who wants to be tagged in what. If you want to be tagged in this and are over 18 (I’ll be checking, please have your age in your bio, otherwise I can’t tag you on good conscience!), shoot me a PM or an ask and I will add you to the list for TCATV! Sorry for any inconvenience!
AT A GLANCE:
- 16k words (part of why it took so long lol)
- Contains: Smut, language, fluff, band banter, innuendo, alcohol consumption, smoking
- Please bear in mind that this is only part one of a four-part John Deacon series I’m working on!
***THIS FIC CONTAINS SMUT AND IT IS FOR ADULTS ONLY. THAT MEANS 18+. I will block minors who interact with this post!!!***
Now, without further ado, enjoy my first-ever John Deacon fic!
August 1971
Concert hall bathrooms looked different in daylight. Working at Stub’s taught you that on day one–whereas at night the Stub’s bathroom had a grimy yet oddly pleasing look about it, before sunset it was just another place to take a shit. Or to take a mid-shift smoke break, which was what you were doing now.
“Have you heard of Queen?” You fanned your chest with your copy of Record Mirror and glanced at your coworker and flatmate, Ruby. She was leaning over the bathroom sink and staring at her reflection through a haze of bathroom graffiti on the mirror, trying desperately to fix her hair. Lately, she’d been teasing it like all the models were doing these days, but making it look right was a losing battle in the mid-summer humidity.
“Who?” She asked, having only half-heard the question. The word came out a little muffled because of the bobby pin she was holding in her teeth.
“Why don’t you wait until it cools down a bit?” you asked her, watching as she struggled to make a decent bump on top of her head. “We’ve got three hours until doors.”
“Yeah, and it’ll take me three hours to get this right,” she said in frustration, then wagged her finger towards you to get you back on track. “Who’s Queen?”
“That’s exactly what I’m wondering,” you replied, moving towards the tiny bathroom window and blowing the smoke out. You held the magazine up to your face again, squinting at the tiny blurb and photo in the corner of one page. It was a grainy picture of four ragtag-looking boys around your age, all beanpoles and all wearing outfits of varying degrees of chaos. The caption identified them as QUEEN, a new rock band that had been gaining traction playing in small venues around the U.K.
You frowned–you worked at a small venue in the U.K. How was this the first time you were hearing their name?
Can i do this? I can do this....so (@redspecialty pls tag me in part 2 pls....and thank u)
My firsy reaction was
Then i was like
At the end i was
I loved it! Everything, every minute of it.....expecially the awkward sex part...because, guys..that is real, it happens sometimes....and even worse. You could be doing the best sex of your life but awkward happens...everytime and seeing described here is refreshing. I love how eager is John and how still childish is too, really, you made me love him more (and desperately want something like that) ...
But i loved the pub part too, where he is happily drunk and they kiss for the first time. Like when i was reading that i totally could see the scene in my head and it was beautiful ❤
To everyone who still have to read this or, maybe, got scared of the words count...i say 2 things: GO F*CKING READ THIS, IT'S AMAZING...
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OMG!!!!!!!
What? I mean it's the original or.. 😮
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deakysgurl-deactivated20240308
I confess I often have dreams about these four beauties having foursomes after a strenuous gig...🥵🥵🥵
That's what poly fics are here for 😏 (and i often enjoy reading them)
This is something i need to get off my chest...so i made something
Enjoy...
If You Can't Beat Them...
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Habromania: delusions of happiness
Drapetomia: an overwhelming urge to run away
Ilunga: a person who will forgive anything, the first time, tolerate it the second time, but never the third.
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It has been love at first, but then popularity came through and everything was about to change forever and way too fast.
First it was the family, everything seemed so pitch perfect and lovely, something to aspire to, something so sweet it was almost fake.
Then it was the group, all the changes, and the first child, an accident, but he was loved nonetheless.
Tours then began, months away or sometimes a whole year or more, but it was always worthy the first times, and then the second child came, they quite didn't remember if he was an accident or anything else but they accepted it.
Albums, songs, press conferences, tours it all became a routine after that, always the same but at least in the end, he always came home.
Then something switched on again...soon after the third child, the husband was still lovely but he was away more than before, rarely coming back home or not at all, rarely calling in and when it all happened he was nervous and tired.
He began to travel more, by himself or with his friends, more parties came in and she was always left alone, by choice or not it didn't matter anymore, she was in fact alone with too much time in her hands and 4 children to manage.
She didn't see what she still called her husband in a year and a half, he was somewhere around the world, probably too busy with some other new interest to care.
The rarest times he was home they would always fight, and after that he was once more out the door to wherever he liked to go those days, doing whatever he loved to do.
She manage to keep calm, not for herself, but for what she considered her family still, for what she had left, their original love completely missing, her life lost. Regrets soon started to be her only company.
Then hard times came in, his former husband was lost. Depression came in, they tried, for a while all seemed normal again, two more children came into their family, maybe it was the right path…after all.
But then, unexpectedly she took another hit, this time the final one.
He was again on his old path, old habits kicked in again, but now more evident than before, now he was shameless and she can't take it anymore, that true love that once was, wasn't there anymore.
Everything now was just fake, the perfect image of a happy family just the perfect cover for the press, the perfect facade to sell themselves to the world.
Yes quite perfect indeed.
She wasn't angry, how could she. At this point she didn't blamed him anymore. It was pointless, but the image, the fake happiness had to stays on.
For their family or part of it and for the world to see..
A compromise.
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Note: another twist of a fairytale
Well i just saw a video on ig of the typical Queen party.
Things like that happened every time, every gig, every album release there was a party...
And imagine who was the only one with his family there? .....Brian
.....
How i wish i could show that video, but it would be flagged for sure, you know....for nudity ❤
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deakyfordays
handy guide for what to do if you see john deacon in public! :
- think to yourself “wow that’s john deacon” *
- move about your day
- ! most important step ! do not disturb him because he’s living a retired life away from the public eye and doesn’t want to be disturbed and you respect that because you respect him and his wishes
* other acceptable thoughts include:
- huh that’s one beautiful man !
- hey, that’s the most talented man on earth !
- jinkies! that’s the bassist from queen !
- yo, that’s the man i idolize !
- bruh ,, that’s the guy who wrote a song about premature ejaculation
I mean, this is a bit too far...
I care for the man like he is my own father, believe me, and i hope this "guide" is a bit ironic. All this protect him, don't bother him...etc. are really scaring so many people who feel guilty for even passing near his street (not even his house..just near Putney or whatever) and i know that because they told me... You know what i told to them? That was fine, they didn't do anything wrong and they don't have to feel ashamed.
Everyone's different but keep on repeating what someone should or shouldn't and spreading fears like "you must have respect or leave" (or treating him like someone who can't think or act for himself) isn't a way to enjoy the fandom.
I know that the "new" fandom are younger people who may didn't know but this is scaring them.
This have the same energy of "don't touch it or you might broke it" that my mum said to me when i was little.
(I'm 39 y.o. just for clarification, and if i ever meet any of them i'd probably go all shy and not speak at all)
So i have a question, in an audio interview Joe talked about the Live Aid outfit saying that the original print of the shirt (John's one) had the lyrics of AOBTD on it...
Listen, if this is true...
I mean someone has some HD details? Can't really find some decent detailed pictures
(also John wore 2 shirts thay day, one onstage and one for the photoshoot, i think, they seem different to me)
Breaky week day 3 : spanking
(i went a bit overboard on this sorry...pretty much NSFW if you want..)
He misbehaved so he had to take care of him that night.
His pretty boy needed a lesson.
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No much writing on this, pretty plain i know, but i'm doing a oneshot for Sunday ❤
Breaky Week is here and i'm going to do it!
First day : "tease "
- does my baby need more?...- he asked - or are you finally going to be a good boy for me? -
His voice with just an hint of sarcasm, he knew how the other one liked to be teased this way, he loved it, way too much.
It all started one morning, with their usual bickering that regularly happened from a month or so; with other people they seemed to despise each other but within closed doors it was another story, a completely different one.
- ....i, yes, need more - the other tried to answer - please, more... Sir -
- ooh... you're so cute when you beg, you know that? - the younger said, lightly caressing the oldest cheek with his thumb.
- but ..- he spoke again - you've been really bratty today, i really don't know if you deserve something, left alone a punishment - slightly moving away from the other still kneeled at his feet.
- ..no, please....i'll be good, i swear...i - now completely flustered - i.... -
- you what? oh, tell me pretty boy, how are you going to be good to me ? - the other retorted, openly mocking him.
- ...i ..i want to be used, Sir! Whatever you like, u..use me - he answered, stuttering a bit, face still down.
- oh, my baby wants to be what now? Do you really think that you can decide anything ? - the younger said, amused by the unexpected behaviour.
- i didn't.....i - the other tried to reply, looking up at his Master...
- you're lucky that you're cute and i like you, my love - he stopped him - now, be good for me and stay still, will you? - he ordered, now his voice gentle but firm.
Nobody would have expected this, nobody suspected anything...let alone the youngest to be like this or that the oldest, that seemed so sure, to be so submissive.
It was their private life and they both loved every second of it.
- t..thank you, Sir - was the oldest only reply.
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Well this was short i know, but there will be more ❤
Apparently now everything's working fine, hope it last
To celebrate (and because i had this idea on my mind for so long) i've just made a Deacury aestethic ❤
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Why doesn't it have more notes? How? This is so precious ❤ and beautiful....and sad somehow
Well since my first long fic became my new obsession (and since i'm working on chapter 2) here it is a sneak peak of what will come next (still don't know what chapter this will be in)..and a new moodboard (finally my OC has a face ❤)
just a teaser...
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-i’m flattered -
-i’m serious, it’s weird, i don’t know you for real and you became one of my fave people..-
-one…? and here i thought i was the only one :) -
- you’re stupid xD…..i miss you sometimes, y’know?-
-me too….and i feel silly for that-
-don’t…..don’t be ashamed for missing someone, even if it’s me ;)-
-but….no, that’s pathetic..i can’t-
-what?..c’mon, i can handle pathetic-
-well..thank you...you little devil-
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NEW PICS OF JOHN DEACON! By Midori Tsukagoshi from Shinko Music Archives
You can't imagine how these pictures saved/ruined my day....i just can't
This man turn me on and makes me soft at the same time ❤❤❤❤❤
*i've found two of these colorized by someone (and edited a bit on the colours to made them more natural)
uploading this now because ..timezones (i’m in Europe)
-please take your time to read this all, thank you....it took me almost a month to complete it-
so first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN RICHARD DEACON ..then, here’s my personal project for him, my “gift”..
(every edit/moodboard made by me)
*Need you loving tonight
...I must be strong so she won't know how much I miss her I only hope as time goes on I'll forget her My bodies aching can't sleep at night...
*Spread your wings
(actually there are two edits for this song, since i love it so much...)
..Fly away far away Pull yourself together 'Cause you know you should do better...
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...He spends his evenings alone in his hotel room Keeping his thoughts to himself he'd be leaving soon Wishing he was miles and miles away...
*I want to break free
..It's strange but it's true, yeah I can't get over the way you love me like you do But I have to be sure When I walk out that door...
*One year of love
..I'm hungry for your touch There's so much left unspoken And all I can do is surrender To the moment just surrender...
last but not least a crossover
*Pain is so close to pleasure x Unsteady (by X Ambassadors)
this one is strange i know, but i got obsessed by both songs for 3 days straight and the time i was listening to Unsteady i was infact thinking about John
...When your plans go wrong - you turn out the light But inside of your mind you put up a fight Where are the answers that we're all searching for...
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...If you love me, don't let go Hold on to me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady..
so now what?
a little explanation, this lil’ project is dear to me and i might go a bit sentimental
Need your loving tonight: concept is clear, unrequired/denied love...or, al least, what i wanted to portrait.
Spread your wings: here we all know what this song means, it was written by John out of frustration(like IWTBF and the two songs are related as a matter of fact) the concept is, someone that finally realized how much is worthy and decide to take “the leap of fate”
I want to break free: same as SYW, i just played around with unsual words and meaning. concept is, someone who discover the world and himself alone after an harsh break-up.
One year of love: this one took me two days to finish, i just wanted to express the distress right. concept is quite sad, a love story that was not meant to be but both will love each other forever.
Pain is so close to pleasure x Unsteady: this one was actually unexpected. concept is: a distress call, soul aching and depression.
that was my interpretaion, of course.
- John...Deaky, i know you will never read those words and i’m ok with that, but i just want to tell you that i love you, i really do and i admire you with every part of myself...
i’m no good with words but i’m good with these silly things called “aestethics/moodboards” so i did that to express how your songs still inspire people in 2019! you literally a genius in everything you do, i do believe that, always believe that!.-
i do really hope you’ll find your true place in this world and you’ll find what you looking for, being it peace or something more ...tangible
@binkyisonline @bismillahnah @chasingthespiders
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these days, apart from writing again, i’m working on my own Deaky’s birthday project! This s the preview of what i’m doing....there will be 5 different song moodboard ( initially 4 but a non- Queen song stuck in my head and i can’t help myself )...
all this, will be posted on Monday, of course, here, on instagram and on twitter complete with descriptions ...and a little message.
i know it’s not much, but i’m excited, as i’m excited while doing these...truly!
i know that probably he will not see any of these, but it’s ok....i’m doing it anyway to express my love for him..
back to work now :D
so, against all odds here’s my entry for ANATF exchange ..
my assigned partner was @freddie-mercurys!! hope you like those :)
so first of all, a 70s Fred moodboard:
second is Radio Ga Ga
third It’s a Hard Life (one of my fave)
last..but not least..Somebody to Love
did my best and i quite love the results here....so yeah, again, it was fun to partecipate in here and i can’t wait for the next :D ..thanks @dtfrogertaylor for this event!