I want to finish this book and I don't want to finish it. The book is Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin.
#feeling sorry for myself#even though i must be one of the luckiest fuckers on this earth#to even go on this short holiday trip. im pathetic.#i say things here#feeling like i dont deserve it#ooh the mood is swinging and aiming for my jaw#tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow#reading#post-holiday depression