soooooo... my back is still hurty, but much less so and my will to live and maybe even see this mid year off with a bunch of alcohol and a smol bang sounds more like a plan again, than staying in for the third nye in a row. (2022/2023 was. not good.)
these are my options and I'm being a little whiny bitch about choosing, so maybe help me? decide? discuss?
what should i do tonight?
option 1.: the dinnerparty. my friend + her fiancé & several other couples i do not know (yet). there will be fish (dont like) but as i famously volunteered for dessert and have not left the house since... 😬 i actually cancelled this plan as i thought two days ago i would still be incapacitated at this point in time. my friend said i could still come whenever i wanted to if i felt even slightly better. was she just being nice? well. i could go to the main station (which is ridiculously close tbh), shops there are still open but it would surely be A Task on nye and i would still need to come up with. something? or go very very late, very drunk already and only bring some bubbles...
option 2.: could also go to one of my best friends place for raclette, her boyfriend and parents the only other people present. i know and like them all. would need to drive to another city and stay the night though and have nothing to bring as a thank you present... (wait maybe my alcohol stash? unfortunately i do not keep a moët&chandon in my pretty cabinet...) was she just being nice tho? when she suggested?? i am nervous.
3.: suck it up. stay at home for the third nye in a row, cosy & drunk without moving or spending any money at all as the takeaway costs of the last days will have left a gaping hole in my bank account already anyway. i know now how a movie night with me, myself and candles work. i do. sleeping in my own bed: also always a plus. bit sad tho innit.
