My hatred for Tee K.O. 2 is not just destroying my perception of the original game anymore, it beginning to deteriorate my perception of the games referenced.
I can't remember the characterizations of Mayonnaise, Rue Meringue, Captain Chuck Hull, M. Bubbles, and to an extent; even Gene. I can't even perceive them as CHARACTERS anymore, just pictures. I barely remember any of their voices, their actions, their personalities, unless i specifically focus really really hard on remembering them.
Not only are the players, hosts, and mascots affected; my recollection of their games are starting to get fuzzy. The memories playing them with my family or with Streamers are just...escaping me, no matter how hard i try to grasp onto them; they escape my fingers like sand.
I fear it might get to the point w here i won't even remember they exist anymore, or worse; i might even start to feel physically ill whenever i interact with the media. I'm struggling to remember characters and games i used to enjoy consistently and it's freaking me the fuck out!
I don't want to forget about the games i love, but it's seeming like an unavoidable inevitability, because my brain's just...blocking them out! I don't want to forget about them...they're the only things keeping me SUSTAINED anymore! I don't want my brain to be doing this...how do i make it stop doing this?!?