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#cw vent#i just got really mad and i shouldn't have ugh#i live with my grandma who has dementia#and my 10 year old cousin who's extremely bright and independent#and my grandma for some reason thinks she's dumb#and it really gets on my nerves bc she always makes it seem like she's going to do something crazy#like she gets nervous when she takes a bath alone??? or when she goes in her room by herself??? and she calls her a fucking idiot and stuff#and i really cannot stand it#it gets on my nerves so much maybe bc i see so much of myself in my cousin#and like rn she was just walking into the room and my grandma made a comment making it seem that she was doing weird stuff or being dumb#which she wasn't#so i snapped even tho i shouldn't have but like it REALLY pisses me off#delete later