im so overwhelmed by my emotions right now that im afraid to make any real movements for fear that i will throw up. im a fucked up mix of angry, sad, jealous, confused, and heartbroken. ugh. sick of this. truly.

i hate when my brain takes me to this place that i have no desire to be.

i have been extremely selfish lately.

one of those nights where all i can say is oops, oh well, and who cares?

nevr telling anyone wheere anymore yale parties are. ever. 

but whatever too fucke dup. need to die. want sleep. and need to vomit.