whatever

Feels like someone is squeezing my heart so tight 😔😭

as much as i "dislike" people, i try so incredibly hard to see the good in them. i will hand out chance after chance and regret it every time, and yet, i still keep giving them out in hopes that things will someday change. i want people to prove that my assumptions about them are wrong, but they never do..  i just keep hurting myself by doing this.

Your face dries my pussy up like the motherfucking Sahara

i have to be in the same house, on the exact same date, and in the same bed as i was exactly a year ago.. im literally forcing myself to be okay with this and forcing myself to stick it out. maybe this will help?

Another day, another panic attack

im so drunk ive been walking around barefoot the entire night and i broke my "i havent smoked a cigarette in 6 months" vow. fuck me.

"i dont know why you keep doing this to yourself"

I JUST WANNA GET FUCKED + FUCKED UP 😫

it feels like i'm drowning and every time i start to come up for air, another wave comes to push me back under

I used the word "reluctant" and he didn't know what it meant so I said "you know, like, hesitant" and he told me he doesn't use "big words" WHAT?!?11!?! Nothing worse than a hot guy with no brain

note to self: find a better place to have sex outdoors.

frida kahlo

just spent 20 minutes drunkenly crying to my mom about how much i wish i were a lesbian

i'm at the point where i'm asking myself: "would you rather be having bad sex or no sex at all?"

shit.

this is going to be me for the next few days.

after leaving a pair of panties at a guy's house, how do you go about asking for them without it being awkward?