Um so anyways Scars (by The Crane Wives) for evil Jay thank you
The whole premise of the song is having forgotten something that seemed oh so very predictable at some point, distancing yourself from the past to the point of pushing everyone else away for reasons unknown to you, becoming someone known to you.
“Baby born in a storm / Beneath an angry sky / Now it’s raining in my head nearly all the time / Now it’s raining in my head and I don’t know why”
“Now you toil on a bridge to get inside / But I couldn’t help you build it and I don’t know why / No I couldn’t let you build it but god knows you tried.”
“Nothing could have been done, is that right? / Nothing could have been done / Nothing could have been done, is that right?”
“‘Cause I was born with a hole in my heart / Yeah, we were fucked from the start […] / We were always mean to fall apart.”
And if that isn’t just so like evil Jay then I don’t know what is.