I've seen most of the leaks, including the ending for TLOU2.
I cancelled my pre-order back when it was delayed "indefinitely", before the first round of leaks came out.
But I just bought it digitally and began downloading the game an hour ago, even though I know it's a depressing slap-in-the face.
Why? Because I waited years for this game, so I'm going to see it through, even if it destroys everything I loved about the first game.
I'm glad I didn't avoid spoilers, because it would have been far more painful going into this unprepared.