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"Namjoon’s a real rapper. He has his own thoughts & opinions & personally writes his lyrics. He personally expresses them. That’s hip-hop.”
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📢LISTEN 📢 UP📢 ARMYS📢 HERE ARE 23 UNDERRATED ¿!MORE!¿ RAP MONSTER TRACKS THAT YOU SHOULD ABSOLUTELY TOTALLY POSITIVELY SHOULD CHECK OUT by @btsxlami

Hey guys its your favourite Namjoon promoter here again a.k.a LAMI! My last post got a lot of notes so whoop whoop and included my personal favourite 23 Namjoon tracks which you can find here

Part 2 of my underrated Namjoon series.

Here are 23 more bc damn Namjoon has a lot of fcking songs!

Disclaimers: (HOLD UP IF THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME SEEING THIS I SUGGEST YOU SEE PART ONE)

1. i will include tracks that Namjoon covered

2. I will include tracks that Namjoon featured in

3. I will include tracks that I personally feel the need to be well known *so no I won’t put expensive girl even tho thats my shit*

4. This list will be a bit more laid back since I covered a lot of the most important songs in the last list sooo

5. since i covered his best and most “important” tracks in the last list theres not many left but ill probably include his REALLY early like pre debut fetus tracks with his underground rapper friends, tbh I personally don’t think they are the best but you can definitely see how he grew and where he started from

6. enjoY! and reblog kekeke

7. THIS IS A LONG ASS LIST AND I FUCKING ANALYZED EACH SONG SO I EXPECT YALL TO READ AND APPRECIATE NAMJOON GODDAMIT

8. you can always go to BTS’s official soundcloud for unofficial official tracks yeet

9. titles with stars are ones i recommend ( i should of done this for part one yikes)

from his first 2015 mixtape RM > Check out the full album here >>  X  *you can refer to more mixtape songs in my previous list

I feel as if this song is the closest a fan can get with Kim Namjoon. Just listening to it you feel a bit relaxed and almost a bit sad when you start listening to the first half of the song. This song reflects a person’s tender emotions and voices that run inside of someone’s head when they are confused. I remember listening to this 2 years ago and towards the end Namjoon starts screaming out all his pain and I started crying. C R Y I N G

Namjoon had a really smooth life up until he started pursuing hip hop. He was a beyond smart student and had a happy family so why the hell would he be depressed? He had his whole life ahead of him right?

But this lyrics totally breaks that facade down

 “ I didn’t have any dreams just like my lyrics, every day in that way the functions and equations that couldn’t give me an answer in the end those things became uncountable injuries “

Despite having such amazing grades Namjoon did not know what the hell he wanted to do with his life, he didnt want to go into something academic despite being good at it, he was lost in life and his academics could not make him happy but instead hurt him even more.

“ thought I could catch the mirage known as happiness but the me in front of my desk wasn’t happy even for a moment without my mom knowing, I put a sheet of white paper between the pages of my workbook “

This verse totally broke me apart. He wanted to be happy while being in school but school sure as hell did not make him happy. His parents looked up to him as some smartass freak but without them knowing he started writing his own lyrics to cope with his hardships.

“my identity that I wrote down matched to the drum and bass a different, relaxed feeling compared to when I got my report card even when I was #1 my heart couldn’t relax”

The music brought out his true inner feelings, music brought out his true personality rather than when he was almost robot like studying with no self-identity. Despite being number one in class he still felt an emptiness that only music could fill.

“even as 7 years passed... still making my mixtape by myself in one corner of my room some say I’m fake, okay, I admit it, my dark past I can justify it, but I won’t, so that kind of problem won’t happen again the pedal that I stepped on for 7 years has finally been oiled “

Namjoon has been writing music and tried to get recognition for 7 years, despite Bangtan getting fame he is still lonely writing his own mixtape in a dark corner, kind of pathetic ehh idk, in his mixtape interview his dark past was his problematic sayings and actions. He felt the need to appropriate culture in order to rap. He then figured out that music and culture had nothing to do with eachother, music is for everyone. *I’m fake*

And finally after all the hardships after 7 years he is finally started to receive praise and attention!

2. WE ARE BULLETPROOF PT.1 by: Rap Monster, Supreme Boi, and Iron ⭐

Composed 6-7 years ago when Namjoonie was about 15 or 16 THIS SONG IS FUCKING BOP. 

2 of Bangtans were also first members are featured here: Supreme boi (yall probably familiar with him) and Iron! (i hope iron never affiliates with Bangtan ever again tho we dont need a criminal around them yikes)

3. Hook by Supreme Boi, Iron, and Namjoon (also the track used in Yoongi’s all i do is win)

Extremely old and pre debut, but old is gold

Probably one of Namjoon’s only ‘diss’ song, he usually doesnt diss others while he raps tbvh

I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDNT MAKE FUN OF HIM BC 15 YEAR OLD NAMJOON AT THE TIME WAS PROBABLY REALLY PROUD BACK THEN BUT HE LOOKED SO FUCKING FUNNY BC DAMN THAT HAIR AND HIS VOICE SOUNDS LIKE A CHIPMUNK BUTHUSDHUFUFSUD

Absoloute MASTERPIECE! FIRST OF ALL THE ORIGINAL TRACK IS FROM SWIMMING POOLS BY KENDRICK LAMAR AND I LOVE KENDRICK! SECOND, THE RAP FLOW SOUNDS AMAZING NAMJOON IS GOING SO HARD AND DAMN YOONGI BACK AT IT AGAIN! ALSO CREDS FOR BABY BOY JIN FOR SOUNDING SO BADASS HERE BUT HERE IS WHY I LOVE THIS SONG!

I think its absolutely amazing how Namjoon especially writes song towards youth suffering in school, it takes a lot of guts to write against a society that has been around for decades. 

“  This is a ring called a classroom This is a stadium with no referee only an audience You know there will never be a victor everyone will lose There will be no victor everyone will lose”

“ That’s right, in the end school is like another mini society A jungle made carelessly by adults They made the weaklings weak, they made the strong powerful Of course since they were strong they made the weak suffer A society built on the teachings that friends are only for pretend The morals of adults made us step on the weak to rise to the top “

Its clear to see that Namjoon has suffered in school but also isnt afraid to address the truth.

( I FUCKING DISCOVERED THIS SONG WHEN I WAS LIKE 11-12 AND I NEVER WANTED TO PUT THIS HEAR BUT YALL LIKE FOUGHT ME TO ADD THIS TO THE LIST GODDAMIT I HATE YALL I GOT LIKE HATE MAN OKAY)

“Take it off now girl just take it off (I’m a master, baby with your bra)Take it off now girl just take it off (I can help you slide those panties off)(..I’m a beat that pussy like you never ever felt before)x2″

Yall probably heard Bangtan’s Converse High but here was the original version written by Namjoon that was rejected bc of the swearing omg damn joonie, BUT HE SINGS SO BEAUTIFUL IN THIS YESS

(funny story in seventh grade when this came out it was the last day of school and i requested my teacher to stay after school late so i could finish listening to the whole thing)

Rapmon wrote this mixtape in the point of view of a baby in his mother’s tummy. The baby’s parents are high school kids who are forced to go through abortion.

*this song was deleted bc of copyright and also the source of it is unknown but hey ITS IN ENGLISH AND DAMN NAMJOON RIGHTS DEEP SHIT*

(tf is namjoon doing u good)

if you DONT KNOW THIS SONG I SUGGEST YOU RETHINK YOUR LIFE DECISIONS BC LOWKEY HANDS DOWN ONE OF THE BEST INTRO’S TO A OFFICIAL BTS ALBUM (gif is from the live ver of this song and he started crying ok)

So Namjoon used to have a girlfriend who “mistreated” him. Tbvh we really don’t know what happened but on problematic men he said it wasnt anything serious it was just she would neglect him and not spend enough time but also hang out with other men.

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(gif aint mine so gif blogs dont come at me)

But clearly the lyrics of this song are very emotional but the real reason why this song is a masterpiece is because of the rise of  emotions.

It starts off slow and cute, Namjoon mentions how he loves the girl and how their love is pure and innocent, throwing cute love phrases and the song sounds so soft, hopeful, and romantic. But in the middle the music starts to get more serious and Namjoon starts to question the relationship. He feels as if the girl thinks of this relationship as more of a task and a job, and slowly as the song comes to an end NAMJOON STARTS FUCKING SCREAMING AND BELTING! ALL THE EMOTIONS BUILD UP AND HE STARTS SCREAMING “WHAT AM I TO YOU GIRL WHAT AM I TO YOU I DO LOVE YOU CRAZY UH DO YOU” LIKE IT WAS SCARY I WAS CRYING IM LIKE NAMJOON WHO TF HURT YOU

This song is more recent and farely well known but I still felt the need to put this masterpiece here. Namjoon said not to worry about him as the lyrics are really sad and almost ???SUICIDAL??? but he said he wrote this when he was stressed last year. Its kind of a self questioning song about life and your purpose. I cried when it came out. well i always cry when i listen to namjoon is it a surprise.

I'm honestly in tears because this song goes to show how hurt Namjoon still is even after all these years. Even after all these awards, fans, and accomplishments. Depression still hurts after a long time. I can tell that this song was talking about his past. This song literally made me realize Namjoon was questioning his existence and I wanna hold him so badly. Guys...we could of lost Kim Namjoon. My absolute favourite human being in the entire world who saved my life. He is a human being who does not deserve such pain but I am so proud he endured it so well and look how far he came. One of my favourite verses "I live for the sake of understanding this world, but why hasnt the world tried to understand me atleast once" Its a really vague phrase which is why I like it. WORLD could mean destiny, fate, life, even parents.  He tries so hard to accept his life, to understand his parents wishes, sacrificing his own happiness yet fate decides to only give him the worst. "Dad please listen to me" "dead dad, your dead to me," Talking about how his dad wouldn't let him rap. I remember him mentioning that his dad once told him all that education he worked hard for was for nothing and I can’t imagine how sad Namjoon felt in that moment. "I would tell god if I ever meet him, i would hold him by the collar and tell him this life is like a coffee I never ordered" A pretty sad and a bit confusing verse, maybe leading to why Namjoon eventually became an atheist. Namjoon was in so much pain he didnt want to be born. "I wished I was dead...... I wished “Someone would kill me" No Namjoon never utter such words. My joonie mini I hope you are better and hopeful now, look at how far you came, your so successful and loved, and you made your family proud. Dont ever doubt yourself and even think about death, just keep living happily and moving forward. He honestly felt lost in this point of his life and still continues to feel lost. Namjoon you have such in important role and your existence was destined. You were born for a reason. You were born to change lives. 

Namjoon wrote this in the beginning of his rap career when he was still trying to find where he stood as a rapper. He mentions how he isnt doing this for the fame or money and he isnt the next Nas or Tupac he just wants to rap for the love of it.

*i suggest you skip ahead to 1:30 for namjoon fire verse, shade intended*

I also recommend you to skip ahead to 2:40 BC DAMN BOY GOES HARD

But tbvh pre debut namjoon squad (supreme boi , young jeezy, iron are hella problematic and say the n word in this and still do so im like yikes im happy nam left you) “ They pissed, now rape me" bitch whet

yeah im just here for namjoons verse bye

imma mufukin balla on this mufuckin beat spit mufuckin rap on this mufuckin shit got mufuckin skill so im mufuckin phat its mufuckin trick and a mufuckin track i i bet you betta stop stopin da chatter im a rapper man, and i represent BPB im juss so greater than hoes

Zico was 15 and RapMon was 13 when they rapped this, Namjoon sounds like a chipmunk BUT ZICO SOUNDS LIKE JIMIN I STG!

Joonie Mini Representing Biggie smalls eyyy!

"I'm a dick? Yeah, when you disturb me, I grow bigger" SO FUCKING DONE

*there was lowkey lowkey controversy bc he said he tore 4 hymens BUT DETECTIVE LAMI FIXED IT*

 In the beginning Namjoon says that people looked at him pitifully because he joined BTS,  the Underground rappers were disappointed with him which led the Underground rappers to leave him, which has ripped his hymen. Not 4 hymen of random girls. 4 and "I" sound the same in Korean

it's a bit weird but in this case he is talking about himself all the hate people showed has ripped his hymen symbolizing his innocence for music.

tHE ORIGINAL BEAT WAS DEUCES BY CHRIS BROWN I WAS DYING

A really sweet and open-minded song about Namjoon wanting a “regular girl” “Height? I don’t care. Age? I don’t mind it. When you say, “I’ll only look at you” then I’m okay. Whether your skin is light or dark it doesn’t really matter, our love is deeper than that. “

I feel as if idols are pressured to have certain ideal types and say them out in the open, Namjoon had bad influences around him *underground rappers* which also influenced his negative sayings towards certain things but he wrote this song all alone at a young age which shows that his intentions are pure, and ever since he apologized for his wrong doings you go joon.

his voice sounds like sex

FETUS CHUBBY WTF HAIR NAMJOON IS BACK

okay but seriously you can see that despite being young he put a lot of effort and thought into this song!

OKAY IM BARELY AROUSED BUT THIS SHIT ACTUALLY HAD ME SOAKED IM SORRY GOD LIKE ITS SO SUGGESTIVE I STG 

HIS SEXUAL FANTASIES I STG

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Dear Lowmiso, do a scenario of Namjoon eating your face I would enjoy it

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Namjoon hovered over you as you were lied onto the couch watching PLL.

“JAGI…” He cooed.

“jagiya….”

“HMM WHAT” You said annoyed

“You look so beautiful today.”

He played with you hair and placed his head on your chest like a baby. He looked up and admired you so into the this episode of Pretty Little Liars. He smiled to himself and was filled with nice feelings at the fact that you two are together.

“NOM!!”

As he looked up he…bit your chin??

“WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT NAMJOON!”

“AHH YOU TASTE SO GOOD” He was talking like a 5 year old.

He started to bite your nose and and then started to bite your lip but it was non sexual. He started to bite you cheeks and tickled his nose against your neck. You grabbed the remote and turned off the T.V as namjoon bites you.

You clenched your stomach and was dying out of laughter.

“NAMJOON>…HAHAH STOP!!”

He moved down to your stomach and peppered small kisses all over your stomach.

“My jagiya is so beautiful”

You made him stopped and looked deep into his eyes….

You then slowly grabbed his neck and buried into a deep hug.

“Never leave me okay!”

He hugged you tighter with your arms wrapped out his neck and his arms around your waist.

“Never”

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Anonymous asked:

I DON'T KNOW, but can I have a RM scenario where the other guys tease him about saying that he only gets high from his music, when he actually just smoked weed all the time

I kind of tweaked it because I really wanted to prove a point. Thanks so much for requesting this.

I hope ARMYS read this and understand what the true meaning of life is.

Call me crazy.

Im sorry I fully didnt go on with the request, 

I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU GAVE MOI SOM FEEDBAAACKI LOVE YOUTYSM’

I hate life. Don’t you. 

Was it worth it?

Sacrificing all my education to……rap. Music is my passion, Music is my drug, but when people don’t accept your drug, you feel helpless.

Even today, eomma texts me saying how I let her down, even after all these awards. All this praise….all this………money.

“why didn't you become an engineer, you worthless piece of shit”

Fans hate me, I let my family down, my members look up to me like I’m some sort of god. But really, I’m a no one.

*BRRRRING*

My thoughts were disturbed by my phone….It was Jungkook.

“yeah what jungkook.”

“sheesh nice to hear your voice too, some guy named..um Kang-dae is here to see you”

My eyes widen. No, no, no. It can’t be him. I’m disappointing in myself. I never wanted to fit in the stereotypical rapper scene.. Drugs, alcohol, sex. I promised myself that there are better ways to cope. And I would live up to my name and words, just like my lyrics. But no, my ass had to be friends with this dude named Kang-dae. Spends life selling drugs. 

It was a one time thing…..well it WAS.

After PD NIm was done bashing my lyrics I decided to drink a little……and what turned out to be a one time thing was an addiction. 

Most people like to do drugs because…it makes them feel good.

But no, I used to do drugs because I knew for a fact it was harming me and that was what I deserved. Pain and guilt.

“Tell him to leave.”

“Hyung I know he is here to give you your weekly weed or shit, I dont know”

I hung up on him.

After Jimin caught me taking a hit a few months ago, the boys dared not to go near me. They insulted me, calling me a disappointment, and that I betrayed them.

Like my music…..I never lived up to my words.

When I quit..which was surprisingly easy I did not bother telling them.

I know. I know.

I know.

I did something wrong.

I know. I know, that I am a good person. 

Who cares for others. I know that I can prove people wrong by spreading my music.

I know I can be lovable, caring, and make people proud.

But I made a mistake.

And no one or nothing can tell me that once I made ONE mistake that I can’t make up for it.

Today and right now. I will make sure my fans know that, we all are failures, in some way or sort  but that does not mean we are not perfect. We all make mistakes and of course regret decisions but everything happens for a reason and all our failures will make us stronger.

No matter how many people bash you keep doing what you love with the people you love.

And the only person that will understand your feelings, are yourself.

So learn to love yourself. And care for yourself.

THE NEXT DAY

We were almost done our Interview. Like always the same questions, a few games, and perverted dancing.

I noticed the boys sat a distance away from me.

The interviewer was an annoying old Korean man who kept on talking, this show had a reputation for ruining Idol’s image.

“SO KIM NAMJOON”

The boys flick there heads to me and the interviewer.

“See…….right here..this picture is at JJanju club, and is this you?? You are…smoking *FAKE GASP* WEED???!”

The boys are still like a rock. No one barely breathing. The director gives him a look of awe. And the fans are whispering with eachother.

“see I told you, namjoon are those kind of rappers.”

“ha he always makes those weird inspirational posts and now he does this”

“he does not deserve to be in bangtan”

“I AM NOT A RAPPER!!”

“I AM KIM NAMJOON! I AM A HUMAN BEING! YES I SMOKED WEED! YES I FAILED TO LIVE UP TO MY NAME! I have been bashed many times but I should of stayed strong, I should of stood up for myself and proved those jerks who doubted me that I will remain an independent man who spreads my music to help others.

 I am Kim Namjoon. I make mistakes. I make many. But I can say that…I have realized that through all these years hating yourself and feeling like there is no escape from this pain is stupid. 

PLain stupid. When someone bashes you for doing something you love, do it even more. Work hard and show them that YOU CAN MAKE AN IMPACT IN THE WORLD>

 AND FROM THIS DAY FORTH I PROMISE THAT EVERY KID IN KOREA AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY ARMYS REALIZE THAT I DID A MISTAKE! 

AND IT IS OKAY THAT YOU DID TO! 

THIS IS NOT THE END! THIS IS THE BEGINNING TO A  JOURNEY! WHICH IS LIFE,  People need to know that life is not perfect, and so are you. We are not perfect, but being rock solid sure that this is the end is not the answer.We need to look forward to the amazing things that will happen and the amazing things that already happened, everything happens for a reason. and when I die on this earth. I will have NO regrets.,!.”

“The only thing that will make me high from this day on……is my music……”

*SCOFF*

The boys giggle from their chairs.

“I am so happy that you are OUR leader”

I hope you guys learned something from this.

Kim Namjoon thank you for being a role model. Your my number one inspiration in life and you have taught me things no one could of taught me

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Gif reaction of Rap Mon reacting to his girlfriend going crazy whenever Cypher pt.3 comes on? Haha sorry, this song has just been played nonstop lately! 💕😂

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OMFG That is so me tbh XD

I am a Cypher whore XD

Rap Mon reacting to his girlfriend going crazy whenever Cypher pt.3 comes on:

Rap Monster:

*suddenly V stars putting on Cypher pt.3*

You: BABY I DONT FUCKING CARE YOU CANT CONTROL MY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT JAJAJAJAJJAJAJA!!!

I feel like since your doing it infront of his other band members. Rap Monster WOULD get embarrassed. And that would turn into a very awkward situation. Since Namjoon likes to have some class and likes to have a good rep.

*your jungkook, namjoon is v*

“Jag-jag-jagiya lets go now…cmon-cc—mon”

“I GO BY THE NAME OF MONSTER WELCOME TO THE MONSTER PLAZA!!!”

*other members join in on you*

Meanwhile Namjoon:

“ahhh typical jagiya”

He’ll watch you from afar somewhat questioning the situation:

“damn…she’s hyper”

Once he learned that you ARE NOT moving, he’ll realize that this is the reason he loves you

Then He’ll watch you from afar adoring you

*after your done turning up*

“chincha yaa your something arent chu

this was so cute

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