Namjoon + 12 “this isn’t the time to fall in love with me” +78 (rooftop)

ft vampire!Namjoon x reader

Your hands are shivering as you try to bury them deeper in thepockets of your coat. You curse Namjoon for picking the rooftop, of all places,to meet in the middle of winter, especially since you already know the reasonwhy he’s called you to meet him.

Pulling out a chocolate bar from the depths of your pockets, youhastily try to scoff it down as fast as you can as you push open the door tothe rooftop. Hopefully the sugar will make it into your bloodstream quicklyenough so that your blood won’t taste like absolute shit since you haven’t hada chance to eat all day while at uni.

You’re one of the specially selected donors that BigHit has on apretty comfortable payroll to ensure that their group of idol vampires areconstantly satiated and well fed. So you have no choice but to be at Namjoon’sbeck and call every time he needs replenishment, since he adamantly refuses todrink from a blood bag that you can prepare for him to store away forconvenience, complaining that it “just doesn’t feel the same”, nor any of theother donor unnies, attesting that they “taste fuckin weird”. But you don’tmind in the least, since every time he calls you for a feeding you get aglimpse of the most adorable little dimples when he smiles and there’s always ashort moment of intimacy after he’s done where his warm breaths on thesensitive skin of your neck makes it feel as if he’s really, truly yours. 

Namjoon has his back to you, staring at the busy little city ofSeoul pensively, and the shadow that his figure casts on the ground behind himmakes him look like a fairytale prince overlooking his mighty kingdom. Thesight of his broad shoulders makes you want to wind your arms around his waist andfeel his solid, warm body under your touch, and it’s insanely hard to restrainyourself. You clear your throat a little to catch his attention instead, and heturns around. At the sight of your reddened cheeks and nose, he immediatelyenvelopes you in a warm hug, his long arms encasing you securely into hisembrace.

“Couldn’t you have picked a better place to do this? I’m freezing myass off here, Joon-ah.” Resisting the urge to bury your face into his broadchest, you keep your arms strictly above his waist to make things lessintimate, a difficult feat considering that he’s at least a head and a halftaller than you.

He pulls away and runs his fingers through his bleached blonde hair.“Ah I’m sorry, I tried to find an empty practice room but dance line havedecided that for some obscure reason they need to occupy one room each.” Herolls his eyes.

“It’s okay. I’m sorry I might taste a little gross today, I haven’teaten anything until a few minutes ago.”

He frowns at you in disapproval, and before he can go off on hislecture on the importance of eating well, you shush him.

“I know I know… today’s just a one off, I promise. I was holed upwith Jaebum oppa at school trying to rush the final touches for this majorpresentation we have tomorrow, it’s worth like half of our grade and I had tofinish before coming over here because I’m always worn out as fuck after afeeding and-“

“Yah, you know I want you to eat well for your own health, not justfor my sake. And wait, who’s this ‘Jaebum oppa’? You’ve never told me about himbefore,” Namjoon’s eyes narrow and he looks at you suspiciously.

Even though you know that some of the other boys are in romanticrelationships with their donors, the relationship between you and Namjoonremains very much ambiguous. He never fails to show his jealousy every timeTaehyung or Jungkook are a little too boisterous and physical with you, butit’s normal for a vampire to be possessive over their donor for reasons thatare purely instinctual alone. You think it’s better to err on the side ofcaution nevertheless, and take everything platonically since you can’t risklosing this source of income to fund your uni education. The contract yousigned with BigHit specified no romantic relationships at all, but it’s a topicyou don’t really talk about with each other.

“He’s my classmate, that’s all. Are you getting jealous again?There’s nothing to be jealous about, he’s not even another vampire!”

He still looks a little uncomfortable, but lets the topic go.

“Actually, I called you up here because I wanted to confesssomething too, and there’s more privacy here.”

“What is it Joon? Confess what? This isn’t the time to fall in lovewith me,” you cover up your nervousness with a small laugh that sounds entirelytoo fake.

He ignores your attempted joke, affixing you with an intense look inhis inky obsidian eyes that makes you suck in an icy breath, and it feels as ifhe’s staring straight into your soul. Namjoon might be a dorky little goofball withthe sweetest smiles and cutest dimples most of the time, but only just beforehe’s about to feed does this darker, primal side of him emerge and it sendsyour blood singing through your veins, and you always feel lightheaded when yousee his canines elongate into razor sharp fangs.

“I was going to suggest that we see each other exclusively. I’mtired of seeing other men touching you, when you should be mine alone.”

His direct confession has you taken aback, and his possessive wordsignite a flare of heat in your lower belly. He’s never been this assertivebefore, but you’d be lying if his words didn’t stir up an inkling of desire.“Namjoon, I had no idea you felt that way… but-“

“Please don’t say we can’t because of the contract. Yoongi hyung andHoseok are in relationships with their donors too! And everything’s working outfine. I know you feel something for me too, I can practically smell yourattraction to me every time we cuddle after I feed.”

“Wait what? You knew all this time? Why didn’t you say anything?”

“I didn’t know how to.” He reaches to scratch the back of his neck,classic Namjoon language when he’s embarrassed or unsure of himself. Just likethat, the confident, bold and assertive man from a few seconds ago transformsinto a shy little boy confessing to his first crush. You’ve learnt to read himso well over the past few months that he’s practically an open book when itcomes to you.

“Ok.”

He jerks his head up to look at you that you’re afraid he might getwhiplash. “Just ‘ok’??”

“What, you changed your mind already?”

“No, it’s just that I was expecting a little more of a fight, sinceyou’re so beautiful and you always cuddle Jungkookie back when he asks for ahug, that stupid little needy brat always needs to be babied-“ He’s adorablewhen he rambles like this, but you’ve stopped listening to whatever he’s sayingand step closer towards him, your arms finding their coveted position aroundhis waist and muffling his rant with your lips.

“I couldn’t care less about that stupid brat. I believe we have a lotof wasted time to catch up on.”

it’s a little long for a drabble, almost 1k words but i hoped you liked it anon!!

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