Anonymous asked:
so glad you're doing okay!
Thank you!
Anonymous asked:
I was just thinking about you the other week - so nice for you to pop up again! I'm proud of you for pulling through and coming out the other side stronger. Sending well wishes xx
Oh wow it's so nice when people think about you from time to time. Thank you so much! 🥺❤
Anonymous asked:
i was truly worried about you so i’m happy to know you’re okay :)
Thank you that actually means a lot to me ❤
Hey guys I don't know if anyone will see this or even care.
I haven't been active on here for like two years now. So much has changed during this time so I'd like to explain a few things.
Last year in march I was at one of my lowest points in life and I got admitted to a mental hospital after almost relapsing after 5 years of being clean.
After two weeks of testing I got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my treatment started. During my time at this hospital I met the love of my life and we started dating pretty quickly. She's also diagnosed with bpd and we hit it off like crazy.
In June I got specialized treatment for bpd and after 4 months I went back into my normal life.
Me and my girlfriend broke up after 6 months of dating but decided we needed each other so we stayed friends and now she's my best friend, and I like to think of her as my soulmate.
After going back into my apartment and picking up work again I felt like I was missing something. I was stressed out and couldn't focus on work and school. It got so bad that I admitted myself to the mental hospital again. After staying there until march of this year I got released, quit my job, moved back to my parents and payed off my dept.
Then corona happened but I was lucky enough to get a part time job at a hardware store. I talked to my boss and they decided to hire me as an apprentice.
So here I am now. Happier, less stressed, accepting myself and surrounded by people who love and support me.
The last two years I accomplished so much. I came out as a lesbian (to myself and my family), found my soulmate, found my job, my happiness and finally got my diagnosis.
Oh and I cut off all of my hair.
TLDR: I was gone for almost two years because of my mental health.
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okay but waking up in the middle of the night to soft rain and knowing you’ve still got hours to sleep, when you’re toasty warm and comfortable & sleep has made you forget all your worries and responsibilities and u go back to sleep feeling as content as ever
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love is the most beautiful thing we have in this world. i am so so sorry if someone skewed your perception of it and i truly hope you can feel warmth again. i’m not just taking romantically either- start with yourself. take a bath, call somebody who makes you smile, bake something sweet, open your heart with yoga. don’t let negativity block your blessings.
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u ever wake up from a dream like “damn i guess i’m not coping with THAT as well as i thought i was”
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op i wish only the most wonderful things in your life.
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me: (makes another impulse purchase)
my bank account:
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russiawave
kot - a regular cat
koshka - a regular female cat
kote (internet slang) - a cute chubby little guy, every single cute cat on the internet
kisa - a pretty, flirtatious, graceful, cranky and haughty lady
kisunya - an extra pretty, flirtatious, graceful, cranky and haughty lady
kis’ - just a dork, controlled by aliens
kotik - a bit more disney version of a regulat cat
koten’ka - cuddly little fella, will purr and knead you to death
kotofei - usually a big, old, extra fluffy cat, who knows a lot of bed time stories
kotyandra - fast, thin and slinky, we not sure if it’s even a cat
koshak - a tough street guy, dogs fear him
kotyara - extra round, exrta big, kind ass fella.
So importante
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The worst thing I’ve laughed at all week
I’ve seen this almost a month ago and to this day this day I have yet to recover
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The single funniest thing I’ve seen in 2019 (sound on)
justice-lesbian-streams
This is so funny? Why does it only have 500 notes I’m screaming I feel this Italian in my soul
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the pure unrestrained giddy joy i feel every time i realize i’m COLD and it’s because the TEMPERATURE is DROPPING and i can PUT on a SWEATER because IT’S AUTUMN BABEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE FUCKEN SUMMER
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adulthood is just telling yourself “and after i’ve done THAT i can finally relax” with increasing desperation