sorry to interrupt your scrolling. but are you alright? be honest, i’m listening.
I have laughed with people who have said the most terrible things about me and they think I don't know.
I just want to disappear to the point that not even I could remember myself.
Sitting in my room just thinking and…….. 😔 maybe you never like talking to me at all and just felt sorry for me 😢😕 but on the other hand I got so excited and happy just to send you messages 🙁💔
It's this feeling. This lightheaded feeling.
The feeling of emptiness and
disappointment. The feeling that
frequently flickers through your ear,
constantly reminding you that you are not
good enough... that your never gonna be
good enough. You can try and try but yet
never good enough. You isolate yourself
from the world in hopes of finding
something better; a better life, a new
identity. "Close yours eyes" you say to
ourself softly while the warm tears flows
down your cheek, but unfortunately that's
not the case. You open your eyes and yet
you're still living, still breathing, still you.
Anxiety is so bad. You can
have
someone in front of you
telling you
screaming that they love
you. You'll
hear it. but that voice in
your head is
there, telling you no they
don't, no one
does, it kills and always
wins. No one
understands
sometimes the boy who’s always been there for everyone else needs someone to be there for him
Saddest part is i still love you.
Sometimes you have to be your own savior
You’re not the same person anymore
Bad Day? Here’s maybe your cure. i believe in you
you have so much power over me and yet you have no clue