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I forget that most people ship things because they want characters to be in a happy relationship and not because they want them to have weird sex things with atrocious psychological consequences

i love early season spn photoshoots so much, theres something so magical about them yeah they're corny but there's something so mesmerizing about them, i unironically love them so much

i adore these so much

study

"Should we call Dean?" ↳ 14.15 - PEACE OF MIND

sam winchester in ethel cain’s innoxia tee

sam jumped into the pit and cas waited like one minute and was like hmmm actually i’m going to get him it’s been long enough

"Supernatural relaxation" 2008, Flickr

me at the pearly gates: heyyy god

god: okay so look it's really straightforward the one rule is you can never have read fanfiction where the cw supernatural showrunner eric kripke fucks and doms a coked out twink-era jared padalecki over his desk like thats the only thing

me: okay listen 🤦

sam *5 stages of grief happening on his face in 10 second*: i think i might kill myself everything is too much

dean:

Rip brat summer its s1 Sam Winchester fall

1 of the most tragic things about Sam is the number of times he will be like I hate this, this is unsustainable, this cannot continue, I have to leave, I'm gonna leave, I'm leaving right now. and then he will simply not leave

first session of stanford uni free student counselling service

therapist: it's completely normal to want to talk to someone, lots of people have trouble adjusting-

sam: yeah i grew up in a car so it's been weird, like, owning stuff

therapist (thinks she misheard): you grew up in- a car? like a caravan home?

sam: no it was my dad's 1967 impala. and, i mean, we lived in motels mostly. ive always shared with my brother so its easy having a roommate at least. sometimes we rented a place for a few months if we were lucky - since dad moved around a lot.

therapist: oh, what did your father do for a living? a travelling salesman? a military man?

sam: um. he was a mechanic.

therapist (why would a mechanic move around every month): ....right. was it just you, your father and your brother?

sam: yeah. and neither of them are speaking to me now because i came here. my dad's angry i disobeyed him, and my brother's just upset i left at all.

therapist (this, at least, makes sense): ah, yeah. younger siblings often have trouble when their older siblings leave home. is he much younger than you?

sam: .....no hes 22

therapist: . right.

of course as an adult with adult money, i only spend it on the absolute necessities (rent, food, the complete 15 season box set of supernatural)