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hiatus; find me @ softlyoongi or worriedpeach

@botanistlester / botanistlester.tumblr.com

This blog is no longer in use. I can now be found at worriedpeach or softlyoongi. [Rei]. she/they. I’m a 24 year old social work student who likes cats and contemplating death. Not straight despite my heterosexual wedding. Voted second best author in the phanfic awards '16 and '17. Icon by bisexualdionysus.
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wow how long has it been since ive been on here? Like 20 years? anyways i logged in because i want to say how incredibly proud i am of dan (and phil). the new video touched me so much and i cried during the whole thing. Coming out isnt an easy thing to do, its not something that dan or phil ever had to do, but they felt strong enough and secure enough to talk to the internet about it.

It must have taken so much out of dan to put himself out there like he did. He really went for it, just decided to share his whole life story, so that he could help somebody who might be in the same position as he is. As someone who’s been watching since 2010, the growth ive seen in him is immense. Ive never felt closer to dan in all the 9 years ive been by him and i feel like i understand him so much more. Hes been through so much and came out so strong, and he addressed so many issues that are important, esp during pride month. Hell, even in the kpop community, EVERYONE was talking about him and congratulating him. The power that dan has, the way that hes opened himself up to millions of people, is so strong and inspiring.

I hope that he is happy with himself and feels like a burden has been taken off his shoulders. This aint even about phan anymore, this is about the two of them being happy and living their best lives in any way that they can. Im so excited to see where they go from here and how much more they grow. I want to thank dan for exposing himself and being so extremely strong. And thank you phil for being there for him and helping him through his demons.

This post is a mess but ive been thinking about this video the whole day and i cant even put my thoughts into words anymore. Im just so proud. I feel like my kids have grown up and gone to college or something.

Also shout out to everyone who’s come out to their family through email like dan and i did cuz that shit is so anxiety-inducing why are we like this

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Hi hello this is an official post saying that im gonna take a break from this tumblr for a little bit, probably a couple days or so. I have five posts left in my queue but after thats done i wont be posting anything for a few days. My mental health has gotten p bad and this blog has started to feel more like a job rather than something i enjoy so i think i need to take a step back for a bit and reevaluate, maybe try to find my love for writing again. If you still wanna see me on your dash boards, ill be active on my main blog @worriedpeach and also my kpop blog @queenkihyun . I love you all dearly and i hope you understand 💖

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So i just got home from a long drive, hopped on tumblr, and saw that there’s a dnp meetup going on to talk about our love for these men? And even though im probs late (as always) i just HAD to join in because i love them with my whole heart :(( Ive been watching Dan and Phil since i was a tiny baby in 2010 and they quickly took over my life. It wasnt until 2013 that i started this blog and found this amazing community of people to freak out about them with! During tatinof i wasnt able to get VIP tickets, but this year, I’m lucky to be meeting them twice at their tour! I can’t wait to have them sign my high school yearbook from three years ago :’) theyve done so much for me and for so many others and i hope they know that!

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My Patreon Account!

thanks to help and support from the @phanfictioncatalogue and @pfclibrary squad, I’ve decided to make my own Patreon account! At first i was really unsure if i wanted to do this because like, who would pay me for my writing? But then @snowbunnylester and a few other nice anons sent me really great messages telling me that it was a great idea, especially for someone who is struggling financially through university rn lol. Anyways, this is my official post!  Some benefits of my Patreon for you guys (bc i love you and youll get smth outta this too):

  • you can listen to me rant about fics im currently working on
  • you can get snippets of my current work-in-progresses
  • you can vote on what fic i should work on next out of available options
  • you can get my works a day earlier than everyone else 
  • lastly, you can send me a prompt and be put in a random drawing at the end of the month where I will choose a prompt (random selection) and write it!

So yeah! I hope you guys will understand why I’m doing this and will appreciate me and support me! I love you all very much and hold you all very dear to my heart. Thank you so much for everything ^-^

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