may the force be with us

Going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.8 seconds.

someone: *pays attention to me*

me: i love u with my whole entire heart

that cluster b feel when you pretend that someone did or said something mean to you so that you can play out the ensuing fight in your head and fantasize about being angry and violent

I wonder what my personality is to other people.

have fun kiddos

for people with bpd, emotional permanence extends beyond relationships too. emotions can be extremely overwhelming to me yet as soon as they’re gone, that’s it, i have minimal recollection of feeling them. this plays a huge role in how long it takes one to get help because as soon as they’re physically capable of contacting a therapist, they don’t have to anymore because they feel fine and therefore they’ve always been fine and everything they felt prior is Fake

me: i don’t care what people think about me

someone: *doesn’t like me*

me: PANICPANICPANICPANICPANICPANIC