Blue

sometimes i be mad at myself for having the heart i have

me: ok don’t mess this up

anxiety: what did you say? make you overthink and worry? ok if you insist

Mood:

it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

I'm like "i don't care" and then i can't sleep because of it

Museum date???? Coffee shop date???? Art gallery date???? Walk in the park date???? Late night walk date???? Nap time date???

overthinking keeps you more awake than caffeine

"this song reminded me of u" ok so marry me

i want to be a cat. jobless. educationless. useless. there to be pretty and soft

I physically cannot tolerate another meaningless exchange of energy