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My first comic. It took me so long to finish!
I hope there will be more to come! Many thanks to those who supported, believed in me, and helped me with their advice.
an interesting request for my dear and beloved @blackbird5154
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in the intro talk for "If You Have Ghosts" at Unholy / Unplugged in Baltimore, Terzo talks about how he and Secondo learned this song from Nihil. i think this quote is very interesting because it seems to indicate Nihil was the one who trained his sons in singing and taught them the songs for the band.
PAPA EMERITUS III: [...] But this is something me and my brother were taught by our father. Believe me, there are worse fish in the sea. Yes– Papa's papa. The grandpapa. You will meet him one day, I promise. And he told us, "As long as you have one thing, it's okay, y'all. The whispering walls. The spirits around you. The darkness inside." So he looked at us and said... You know what he said? "If you have ghosts..." Unholy / Unplugged - Baltimore, MD, USA (August 22, 2015)
it's also interesting that this quote seems to imply Secondo and Terzo were trained for the band / were taught songs at the same time, despite the fact that Terzo wouldn't get to be Papa until Secondo's time was up. and i think this might have been the only time Terzo ever mentioned Nihil?
anyway, Nihil being the one to train the Papas in singing actually makes sense considering Nihil's conversations with Cardi in Rite Here Rite Now. though it seems Cardi did not like training with Nihil and either didn't pay attention or skipped lessons.
PAPA EMERITUS IV: I have to learn another song? I don't have time for that right now! You gonna teach me?" […] PAPA NIHIL: I could've been a good teacher. If you would have only trusted my techniques. Rite Here Rite Now (June 2024)
(based on this post. shoutout to @forlorn-crows and @infernal-coffin)
This one is a Celtic cross spread, with an extra one on the bottom for some reason.
I'm glad someone brought up the subject of these Tarot cards again.
Fun fact: when I asked my tarologist friend what card she would use to describe Terzo, she didn't hesitate to say: the Fool. But she gave a slightly different interpretation. It's an innovator, a man on his own path, who takes risks and doesn't notice the dangers, carelessly "dancing over the abyss". Also, the image of the abyss/fall is defining in Terzo's storyline (Ikarus, Lucifer's fall, Babylon falling).
The same can be said about Copia. The card with the white horse suits him just because he is identified with death. He appeared in the music video on a horse as Plague. And he rushes forward, realising his ambitions, sweeping away everything in his path.
Where did the papas grow up and by who were they brought up?
The Dance Macabre music video suggests that Nihil was introduced to the church when meeting Sister Imperator. So... Primo, Secondo and Terzo must've joined the church quite young because Nihil wanted them there? What were their mothers' roles in their upbringing?
Copia most likely was brought up by the clergy since he didn't know who his parents were (or just who his mother was? Correct me here, I can't remember haha).
And where has Copia's twin been all along?
There probably aren't any definitive answers but it is interesting to speculate.
thanks for the ask!
in the main timeline, i think the brothers were all raised separately, and Nihil basically had nothing to do with raising them.
Primo - i choose not to think about Primo's backstory because he says he doesn't really remember his life before he joined the cult. i like the mystery.
Secondo - i think he was raised by his mom and he lived in Southern California his whole life. my headcanon is that Secondo has pretty much always been religious, but his mom's family was catholic and he quit catholicism years before he joined the cult.
Terzo - it's strongly implied in canon that Terzo's mom was a great parent and she had a really good relationship with Terzo. my personal headcanon is that he was born in LA and then moved to NYC with his mom and grew up there. also i think she was an artist and encouraged Terzo's interest in art.
i don't think Primo, Secondo, or Terzo had any connection to the cult when they were younger– they all joined the cult when they were grown adults. i don't think it was Nihil who wanted them to join the cult. honestly, Nihil was barely aware of his first 3 kids existing. i think it was Sister Imperator who eventually tracked down the brothers and orchestrated their recruitment into the cult, like she had done with Nihil. for her schemes.
Cardi - canonically, Cardi didn't find out who either of his parents were until late 2021, when he was 51 years old. i imagine his upbringing was basically the satanic equivalent of those irl catholic "orphans" who aren't actually orphans, they're children of nuns / priests who can't claim them. i think Sister Imperator checked on him semi-frequently, but she wasn't really involved. Cardi is the only one who was raised in the cult, and he grew up in LA.
i don't want to speculate about the twin.
It's not a criticism of your vision, just a parallel reflection. Terzo has been noticed to have an Italian accent, but he speaks Italian incorrectly. Secondo prefers to give interviews in Italian. What if they were born and raised in Italy, where they were conceived by Nihil, but then moved to America? Terzo moved earlier and has little memory of his native language. Secondo moved later, perhaps influenced by the Clergy. Terzo may have also lived in Lincopia during his era. His ass was so brazen that he got the entire Ministry to move there :D
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it was a wonderful request, I was very happy to draw this request. I just kiss your palms, dear, because it was a pleasant evening painting.
A double commissions this time from a client
thanks for the kind words and thanks for the ask! these were great questions and really enjoyed writing this response. your questions really made me think! (and when i start thinking i always think too hard and take forever to answer– sorry this took so long!)
i'm putting these questions together because i feel they are closely related. this is a topic i've recently been thinking about a lot, actually.
A Ghoul Writer was first mentioned in that 2010 interview with Primo. the Ghoul Writer is Special Ghoul, the Nameless Ghoul character who gave interviews in Eras 2 and 3. in interviews with him, either he himself or the interviewers would usually mention he's the Writer. i'm not linking anything specific here because you can find this happening in pretty much any Era 2 / 3 interview. (though there's one Era 2 Nameless Ghoul interview that refers to the Writer as a separate character.)
the only Papa who wrote his own music was Nihil. the music video for The Future Is A Foreign Land shows that he and his Nameless Ghouls wrote the song together, and he's credited as a writer on Seven Inches Of Satanic Panic. (pic: back of the SIOSP record)
after Nihil, none of the Papas were involved in the songwriting process. everything after Nihil was written by A Ghoul Writer.
PITCHFORK: On the new album, the songs/lyrics are credited to "A Ghoul Writer." Are you this "Ghoul Writer"? If so, what inspired the words? PAPA EMERITUS: I am not the Ghoul Writer. Pitchfork (April 2013)
Does Papa contribute to the composing process? NAMELESS GHOUL: No, Papa doesn’t contribute to the song-writing. Metal Paths (August 2015)
so the later Papas were interpreters of the music, not writers.
as for the question of whether the Papas embody the sins of society or criticize the sins of society by parodying them, i think it's a bit of both– and i think it depends on which perspective we're looking from.
obviously from a real-world perspective, Ghost as a whole is meant to criticize and parody the issues the music is about, and the personality and characterization of each Papa is closely tied to the themes of his album.
from an in-universe lore perspective, as interpreters of the music, each Papa has his own relationship with the themes of his album. i think the Ghoul Writer writes each album for / about the Papa who's going to perform it. however, this is not necessarily a positive gesture.
here are my notes / thoughts on how each Papa relates to the themes of his album:
(trigger warning for mentions of misogynistic violence / rape / forced pregnancy)
Thanks for the great analysis and for sharing the information!
I've always found it frustrating that Papas don't write songs, as the temptation to link them to the themes of their albums is so great. I look forward to your reflection on Meliora and the relationship between Terzo and Secondo. Tag me please!
@undeadorion, I challenge you to a public duel on the subject of Copiiia.
In this post you wrote that you would rip apart anyone who supports this ship. If I understand your position correctly, you say that the description of Terzo x Copia in fanworks is unacceptable and anyone who promotes it, as well as those who defend them, should be condemned. You strike me as someone who is capable of arguing their opinion. If you are ready to defend your point of view in a fair debate, come and fight me! ⚔️
If you accept my challenge, please answer on this post by reblogging it.
It’s not up for debate. But thank you for your very public admission of support of the ship. They have the same father. They’re brothers. It’s incest. End of debate I’m blocking you, now. Goodbye.
Why are you posting an opinion you're not prepared to argue? If you are sure of your point of view, is it really so difficult to explain it?
Why do you think that fantasizing about torture/murder and describing it publicly is ok, but writing about an incestuous relationship between two adult men is not ok?
I have many more arguments. I'm really sorry this conversation didn't happen. We would have had fun.
@undeadorion, I challenge you to a public duel on the subject of Copiiia.
In this post you wrote that you would rip apart anyone who supports this ship. If I understand your position correctly, you say that the description of Terzo x Copia in fanworks is unacceptable and anyone who promotes it, as well as those who defend them, should be condemned. You strike me as someone who is capable of arguing their opinion. If you are ready to defend your point of view in a fair debate, come and fight me! ⚔️
If you accept my challenge, please answer on this post by reblogging it.
I finally picked up a physical copy of Meliora and it breaks my heart the art doesn’t have Terzo’s facepaint. But it got me thinking about how it could work in fiction, ignoring any real world stuff.
There are 3 major instances of Terzo having his paint look a lot more like Secondo’s: His introduction, the mini Papa in the Cirice video, and the art for each song in Meliora.
Other details to consider include how aggressively Terzo was removed from the Papacy. Sister Imperator being terrified of Terzo’s hand on her shoulder. Sister Imperator insisting they needed someone with “stamina and sexual charisma” when Terzo was overflowing with it. The fact that Terzo had won a grammy where his brothers hadn’t. The fact that all 3 Papas before Copia were murdered.
So I have some ideas.
In preparation for the transfer of the papacy, the church planned everything for Terzo. His look, the album, the first video. He was able to participate in the creation of the music to shape it better to suit what he’d want to perform, but he wasn’t allowed near the rest of it. He was already trying to have stronger influences over everything before his appointment, so to avoid further tensions they created the Cirice video with kids to mask things a bit. And Terzo couldn’t fight it too hard and risk the mantle being passed to someone else at the last minute.
Because unlike his brothers, Terzo wanted that power. For Primo, it was his sacred duty. It wasn’t a matter of enjoyment for him, but he took it very seriously. He did what was in the best interest of the ministry. Secondo enjoyed having power, but he wasn’t so much about leading a church. He’d rather be out partying in Vegas, as we saw. But not Terzo. He wanted that power, and for the wrong reasons in the eyes of the Ministry. He didn’t want the power to serve their dark lord, but to set people free. To drag them out of their sanitized lives to show them the truth. Damnation isn’t hell, it’s the life we’re in now.
His entire era was about defiance and rebellion. So why not also defiance of the very organization he represented? That’s why his face paint changed. We have seen 3 Papas before them, and all of them had much more detailed paint, with the vertical lines over the lips. Something more closely representing a skull. Just like his original paint looked like. But suddenly he comes out with a more abstract, geometric look. And because he was now Papa, it was harder to tell him he couldn’t do it.
Given that he uses more humor than his brothers, that he’s more flirty and seemingly light-hearted, Sister Imperator likely thought he’d be easy to control. That she could shape him into what the church needed. In that first act of changing his look, she likely tried to fight him on it. And that’s when she saw that under the surface he was a lot more like his brothers than she anticipated. But fueled by spite and rebellion, that bitter cruelty was aimed directly at her in a way she’d likely never experienced before. I think she was trying to say how terrifying he was in that one video, but it would ruin the image he wanted to project. So his hand rested on her shoulder as a mere warning that shook her to her core.
The worst part is that the gentler face he put on for the public worked. His defiance of what Sister Imperator first thought was best was a force to be reckoned with that dragged the entire Ministry out of the shadows and into the spotlight. When he won a Grammy she realized if she needed to do something or he would be too powerful to stop. If it’s was a softer image with humor people wanted, then her awkward boy actually had a chance. She couldn’t alter the course Terzo had taken entirely, but she could seize control of it once more. So she waited until the last show to have him forcibly removed.
As the church prepared to appoint Copia to the newly vacated seat of power, she worried about a coup. She feared Terzo would attempt to hold on to the spotlight at all costs once performances started once more. But if just Terzo was taken out, that could incur the wrath of his brothers. Hence why all three were taken out.
For Primo, the Devil is a religious force, a deity who brings the end of the world and fills it with evil; an object of worship.
For Secondo, the Devil is a symbol of connivance, who patronises a carnal pleasures, debauchery and gluttony. The one who mocks the limitations of God.
For Terzo, the Devil is a symbol of social freedoms, free thinking, liberation, rejection of outdated stereotypes. A symbol of rebellion against "those who sit in high towers".
What about Copia?
Sister: I support all the Papas equally. :)
Also Sister: I don't care for Terzo.
I'd like to talk about why Rite Here Rite Now has script problems (as well as Ghost lore in general).
Even taking into account that this is a concert movie, a movie in which the presentation of the characters is of secondary importance, there are still certain requirements to that presentation. Over the years, we have been told a story. There is an expectation that there is some consistency in that story: causes must produce effects. I'm talking about the point that in a “good story” the actions of the characters have consequences. If a cold-blooded murder occurs, the characters responsible must either go through an arc of remorse or receive some sort of retribution for their actions. You can't kill three iconic characters and just forget about that and move on. The consequences can be different, depending on how the author wants to develop this theme. But they have to be.
I'm not really clear on how Tobias is developing Copia. The first time he appeared, he threatened Terzo behind his back and promised to stomp him into the dirt. You can still find that video on the official Instagram. Obviously, he was involved in the murder that Sister organized and had a vested interest, or maybe he was even an executioner himself. Either way, he ascended to the position over the corpses of his predecessors, and that's clearly what he was aiming for. Even the introduction to RHRN shows him as a maximally selfish character who thinks only of his own success and survival: he believes that he is a better entertainer than his brothers and that he doesn't deserve the same fate. However, the movie tries to instill in us that Copia is a good man who is worthy of sympathy and hope that his fate will be better than his predecessors. I wonder why exactly he has earned such privileges.
Sister Imperator is portrayed from the beginning to the very end as an overbearing, dominant, cruel woman. She obviously hated the brothers and didn't just organize their murder, but did it with relish (a cruel joke just before the injection). She has taken over all the remaining characters, becoming the de facto leader of the Clergy, and has succeeded in building her empire. She controls Copia's every step and also tells Nihil what to do. Yes, we're shown the motherly side of Sister in the movie: she seems to really love her son and wants to leave him an empire to inherit. But that doesn't atone for her cruel behavior, sadism and the crimes she has committed in the past.
Nihil is shown as an irresponsible and weak-willed man, an unreliable lover, a careless father who allows his sons to die. He tends to wallow in fantasies, replacing reality with them and allowing horrific events to happen literally in front of his nose. He was a bad father to his official sons and a bad father to Copia. He is probably the only one in the movie who went through personal growth: he was finally able to talk to his youngest son, finally became a good father to him. But his older sons are still dead and it doesn't seem to be a problem for him.
Apparently, Tobias decided to move from more gory plots to more family-oriented ones. All three characters are now presented as a caring, somewhat weird, but loving family. Their past has been left out of the picture. They haven't drawn conclusions from their mistakes, they haven't atoned for their wrongs, they haven't gotten what they deserve. The screenwriter seems to have forgotten that the members of this family recently killed each other with minimal regret. It doesn't matter now, because the previous characters are just “taxodermically propped up” stuff. The woman who manipulated other people and destroyed everyone who stood in the way of her ambitious plans, dies a peaceful death in the family circle, having achieved all her goals and leaving an inheritance to her son. A happy ending for the sadistic bitch. She's now a positive character, and her peaceful death closes the possibility for a fairer ending to this arc.
Copia who all along demonstrated passivity, infantilism and inability to make any decision, also got his happy ending. You may feel differently about Copia, but I still remember him wearing Terzo's white gloves in concert like some kind of trophy. I remember him threatening Terzo in a tape deck commercial. Why have we all collectively decided to forget that? This is a man who got everything for free, thanks to his mother's patronage. We're even shown how he spends his free time: playing video games, loafing around and avoiding adult responsibilities like paying bills. He just goes with the flow, accepting the blood-stained regalia that is handed to him. And now once again we see another promotion just falling into his lap. What did he do to deserve it? Yes, I agree, he did a good job on stage during his eras. So did the First, the Second and the Third! However, now they are “taxodermically propped up” and he is Frater Imperator.
Apparently Tobias is now targeting a younger audience and use a more pedagogical style. If this is true, perhaps he should have shown how the characters take responsibility for their past. The statement “live here and now, stop thinking about the past” sounds immoral coming from the mouths of characters who have committed multiple murders and have not repented of them. Injustice and inconsistency are two words that come to mind when I think about how this story ended. Sometimes I feel like these characters are just plastic toys for Tobias to play with, and in the process he forgets where the game started.
The problem is that some do remember. Some remember everything.
Terzo explaining about Pasta for 4 hours
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