So. I just saw 12 Years a Slave. I'm not even sure what I can possibly say about it.
I will say that you need to see it. Everyone needs to see it.
I will say that everyone who knows me, knows I have a heart of stone, and rarely ever cry in movies. I sobbed through the final 5-10 minutes of this film. The last (and maybe only) time I had that reaction was with Atonement.
I will say that even now, the film is still lingering with me, and I have a feeling it will stay with me for a long time.
I will say that it is horrific, and brutal, and so violent that the woman next to me was moaning and shaking, until eventually she had to get up and leave.
I will be surprised if it doesn't win best picture at the oscars (actually, I'll be APPALLED if it doesn't)
The entire cast was at the screening and they were uniformly amazing in the film, but the stand outs were definitely Fassbender, Lupita Nyong'o and, of course, Chiwetel Ejiofor. (I read a review of the film and the critic said Fassbender goes farther than Shame, and someone said to me "but how is it possible to go farther than Shame?"Well...he goes farther than Shame. He is horrifying and psychotic, and it is unlike any role he's ever played...he's just. He's gone. He's completely the character, and there is nothing of himself left...from an actor's perspective, it is one of the most impressive pieces of acting I've ever seen, but I have no idea how he got to that place...)
I'm just...I'm so honoured that Steve McQueen made this film for us to see. I have so much more I could say about the cinematography and the music (OH GOD THE MUSIC) and the way Ejiofor facial expressions are simultaneously so vulnerable and a mask at the same time, and the way McQueen displays scenes of extreme horror violence and unbelievable degradation in the foreground/background of the average, mundane, day-to-day activities of the world to show how this was considered normal, and to emphasize how very sick that is, and how you as the viewer should be severely disturbed by that...
But...yeah. If you have the chance, please go and see it. It is not an easy film to watch, but I really think everyone needs to watch it.
(random fangirly side note--we managed to snag really good seats, and when the film started all the actors came down off the stage to their reserved seats in the audience...something had gotten screwed up and Fassbender was standing in the aisle right next to us talking to the usher and trying to figure out where he was suppose to go....the usher turned on her little flashlight and it illuminated his face and...just, DAMN. GODDAMN that man is attractive. It was shocking, really. I was not prepared.)