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Writing-ish blog for JJBA. Part 5 Focused.
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A wonderful wonderful friend made these for me!!!! 🥺🥰😍 So thoughtful!!! I love them so much!!! 💕😭💕

OMG THIS IS SOOOOO CUUUUTE!

@bjnurse am I invited ? 😭

Of course @hecateluna!!! You’re my Maid of Honor!!! 💕

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Demon!Risotto x Incubus!Abbacchio + Flowy White Shirt + Candelabra

Welp, Tumblr ate the ask as I stated to answer. 🙃 But anon requested:

Risotto x Abbacchio + Demon/Incubi Flowy white shirts and candelabras

Thank you for this request! This is my first time writing anything demon/incubus. I hope it turned out ok and I hope you enjoy it, Anon! 💕

Content Warnings: None. This one’s SFW. 💕

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Time to start another day.

Nero stands from his bed to stretch. The muscles along his broad shoulders and strong arms ripple lightly. After running a hand through his silver hair, he throws on a shirt. The white cloth flutters as he slides his arms into the sleeves then he laces the chest.

Same as yesterday and the day before, he walks the halls of his manor. He stops to open every single window. With each one, he takes a moment to breathe in the sea air. The feel and sound of the sea breeze is a welcome contrast to the stillness within his home.

Upon reaching the kitchen, he opens the pantry. He finds it fully stocked, same as yesterday and the day before. He assumes it's part of the enchantment upon his forced home. A curse rather, all intended to keep him alive and imprisoned long enough to serve his sentence. With his prepared breakfast in hand, he enters the dining hall.

Chairs surround the large dining table but he sits alone. The empty, apathetic seats mock him. They await the company he’ll never keep. They stare at him as futile sentries, their purpose merely to be a cruel joke that Nero stopped laughing at long ago.

He eats out of necessity. Any pleasure from the action faded long ago. Now only a mere habit, he consumes the food before him but he will never again know what it feels like to be sated. All part of his punishment to be exiled to emptiness within and without.

After the meal is finished, he sits at a window. With crimson and black eyes, he gazes at the surf and the water that spreads as far as he can see. He watches the Black-Tailed Gulls as they fly. His heart lifts at their sight. Any envy, disdain or hatred of them passed ages ago. Instead, he takes joy from their beautiful flight. Holding anger towards such a gift as freedom would be like breaking his own arm in hopes to stifle their flight. Nero has infinite time to sit, observe and think. By now, hatred is beyond him. Instead, the small joys in life are precious. That is, if you can call this existence a life or living. This prison that his home, his own body has become is more than he can bare. Yet he does. Every day. Same as yesterday and the day before.

When the day is over, Nero takes a lit candelabra to his bedchambers. He sets it down at the nightstand and blows out the candles. As the moonlight floods into the dark room, his pupils dilate in search of light, leaving only a thin ring of red iris. Stepping to the window, he dwells a for a precious moment to look at the bright moon above. He notes how free she is but always trapped in her orbit. The comparison brings comfort as his thoughts drift to his own cage. He reaches out to close the window, but draws back his hand, thinking better of it. Tonight, he’ll indulge himself and enjoy the company of the moon, a fellow prisoner.

Nero lays in his bed with eyes closed, same as last night and the night before, but he’s hopeful. Maybe tonight, he’ll be blessed with a dream, something that would be an escape from the unending loneliness that is his existence.

When Nero’s breath steadies, a tall figure appears in the bedroom window. His long white hair falls free, draping his shoulders and ending at his mid chest. Lavender horns adorn him, starting above his temples and sweeping back to form a crown upon his head. Pale grey wings fold behind him.

Quiet as a breeze, the incubus approaches the bed. His purple to yellow ombre eyes observe the figure laying before him. The man lays still with one hand on his chest that slowly, evenly rises and falls. The intruder licks his lavender lips to satiate his salivating. His excitement is piqued. It’s been a while since he had such a handsome meal as this.

The intruder reaches a clawed hand towards his prey and the man under him opens his eyes. The incubus startles to find that the eyes staring back at him are red amongst pools of black. The incubus knew there was a chance his meal may wake up, but he didn’t expect to have eyes like this looking at him. He suspects that he’s made a grave mistake. Is this the home of an elder demon?

“Has death finally come for me? I’ve awaited you long enough.” Nero speaks to the man above him without an ounce of surprise. The words leave Nero’s lips with a gravelly voice that’s also a bit hoarse, unaccustomed to addressing someone.

“W-What are you?” The horned being asks as fascination starts to consume the fear that initially fueled his question.

“You’re in my home. I’ll ask the questions.” Nero props himself up on his elbows to have a better look at the handsome being before him. With a glance, Nero recognizes what kind of creature this is. “Why are you here, incubus?”

Knowing demons can be cunning, the horned being chooses his words carefully. “I’m hungry.” It’s a simple reply.

“I’m lonely.” It’s an honest reply. Nero searches the being’s face. “Share a meal with me and I’ll be your meal.”

Both hungry, but for different reasons. I love this @bjnurse !

I love the sense of longing that Risotto has, something that can’t be quelled and at the same time something that will never go away!

Looking forward to read your stories again ! Love you !

Thank you so much @hecateluna! I’m so glad what I was striving for came across! 🥰😭

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As a fic writer, i need every reader to know that:

  • I don’t care if your comment is coherent. I know what you mean and i love you
  • I don’t care if you ramble. I read every word and i love you
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  • I don’t care if you mention the same thing in your comment that four other people have already mentioned. It’s actually really useful to know what resonated with people and I love everyone who takes the time to tell me they liked a particular turn of phrase
  • I don’t mind if your comment is super long or just a couple of sentences, i love them all
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110% This!

I love you! 💕

And thank you so much for reading!

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Why did you pick your URL?

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Uh… I like blow jobs and it would be cool if that could heal people. …I coulda put more thought into it… but here we are! lol

@bjnurse that is so cute!!! as a person who likes bjs, i wish the same. lemme heal your broken heart with my slobber, whore-friend JASJKAJA

As for my url, i wanted something that reinforces the idea of anonymity because I always interacted with blogs I loved on anon. Plus, I had planned for this blog to be an anon-insert blog, which i think is a close visual equivalent to reader-inserts, and I want to create similar content like that via art. So I wanted ‘anonymous’ but, unsurprisingly, it was taken. “anonniemouse” and “anonnie-mousse” were also taken, and I kep trying for other spelling variations until I landed on “a-nonnie-mousse”.

So yeah. Tl;dr: fanfics.

I’m the mafia wife, babey!

When I told my brother I self shipped with Gio and explained all the specifications (like the fact that he’s an adult) he instantly said “you called it GioLena, right? GioLena,,,, perfection” and then, before I could answer he went “YOU’RE DON GIOVANNA’S WIFE HOLY SHIT SIS YOUR POWER. YOU HAVE A DON AT YOUR FEET AND HE MUST BE SO CRAZY FOR YOU– Tell the bastard I said he must protect you or we may have a problem.”

I just wanted something that represented the fact I write stories about JoJo, so ‘jojo-blurbs’ was born. Kind of have been thinking about changing it to something semi Dio related though (since I talk about him adnauseum sometimes). My go-to nickname of Discord is ‘Sofie, Dio’s Eternal Servant’ so maybe something derivative of that? I’m not sure yet.

I’m a whore for all of la squadra.

Whoreish URL name solidarity @lasquadrahoe!

@a-nonnie-mousse @dongiovannaswife @jojo-blurbs Y’all’s URL name origin stories are so cute and so appropriate for you’s! Love it! 🥺💕

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I’ve been tagged by the lovely @dongiovannaswife , @lostinthe-jojos and @bjnurse ! I love you so much girls !

No pressure of course, just fun !

1. Nickname: Hecate Luna 

2. Zodiac: I am a Taurus, with Ascendant in Scorpio and Moon in Virgo

3. Height:  1, 56

4. Hogwarts house: Slytherin !

5. Last thing I googled: I don’t remember…hold on…Ah yeah. Universal Tracking Parcel, LOL

6. Do you get asks? Errr, yes and no. I am not a content creator, I am not that good. But I love when people ask me facts about Italy ! 

7. Amount of sleep: Not very much. Sometimes four hours, sometimes only 3

8. Lucky number:  11, 9 and 7

9. What I’m wearing: Dressing gown and underwear ahaha

10. Dream trip: Japan, United States and Egypt

11. Instruments: None. I am not a talented person lol

12. Languages: Italian, French, a little bit of Spanish and a little bit of Japanese. I know few words in Russian as well

13. Favorite songs.

OH GODDESS !

“Running up the Hill”, cover by Placebo, “Bird” by Billie Marten, “Caribbean Blue” by Enya, “Nessun dorma” (Let no one sleep) by Giacomo Puccini, “Reprieve” by Vallis Alps, “Stranger than earth” by Purity Ring. For many others to discover, you better ask for my Spotify cause they are too many !

14. Random fact:

I need to drink coffee asap once I wake up, otherwise I am grumpy, moody and absolutely refusing to start the day. I’ve been living in different cities of Italy for several years, like Rome, Florence, Turin, Milan, including a small town in the Alps, before moving to the Uk when I am actually living and working. I love matte lipsticks so much I have 15 of them, all different colours including black, several different shades of red, pink, coral, violet, lilac, green and I am planning to get a midnight blue very soon ! I am a cat person, I love burgundy, black and pink colour, and I dislike green, yellow and orange so much ! I can’t stand them !

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And I gotta say, you are such a great Italy source! Thank you for all the times you’ve helped me!!! 💕😍

Give me a hug, you cinnamon roll @bjnurse

Always at your service! If I can help a little bit, then I am very happy ❤️

I HAVE SO MANY HUGS FOR YOUUU!!! 💕💕💕

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I’ve been tagged by the lovely @dongiovannaswife , @lostinthe-jojos and @bjnurse ! I love you so much girls !

No pressure of course, just fun !

1. Nickname: Hecate Luna 

2. Zodiac: I am a Taurus, with Ascendant in Scorpio and Moon in Virgo

3. Height:  1, 56

4. Hogwarts house: Slytherin !

5. Last thing I googled: I don’t remember…hold on…Ah yeah. Universal Tracking Parcel, LOL

6. Do you get asks? Errr, yes and no. I am not a content creator, I am not that good. But I love when people ask me facts about Italy ! 

7. Amount of sleep: Not very much. Sometimes four hours, sometimes only 3

8. Lucky number:  11, 9 and 7

9. What I’m wearing: Dressing gown and underwear ahaha

10. Dream trip: Japan, United States and Egypt

11. Instruments: None. I am not a talented person lol

12. Languages: Italian, French, a little bit of Spanish and a little bit of Japanese. I know few words in Russian as well

13. Favorite songs.

OH GODDESS !

“Running up the Hill”, cover by Placebo, “Bird” by Billie Marten, “Caribbean Blue” by Enya, “Nessun dorma” (Let no one sleep) by Giacomo Puccini, “Reprieve” by Vallis Alps, “Stranger than earth” by Purity Ring. For many others to discover, you better ask for my Spotify cause they are too many !

14. Random fact:

I need to drink coffee asap once I wake up, otherwise I am grumpy, moody and absolutely refusing to start the day. I’ve been living in different cities of Italy for several years, like Rome, Florence, Turin, Milan, including a small town in the Alps, before moving to the Uk when I am actually living and working. I love matte lipsticks so much I have 15 of them, all different colours including black, several different shades of red, pink, coral, violet, lilac, green and I am planning to get a midnight blue very soon ! I am a cat person, I love burgundy, black and pink colour, and I dislike green, yellow and orange so much ! I can’t stand them !

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And I gotta say, you are such a great Italy source! Thank you for all the times you’ve helped me!!! 💕😍

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I... WHAT?! HOW!?

💕 THANK YOU! 💕

I can’t believe we’re here. I hoped to get to 100 someday. That was my DREAMING BIG! hehe!

Thank you all so very much for sticking with me through poor mental health days. Thank you for not leaving during episodes of silence. Thank you for your continued support as I stumble through this hobby that I love so much. I cherish each and every one of you so incredibly much! 😍🥺 I can’t thank you enough!

So, this weekend, let’s do an event thingie. I’m figuring out details and I’ll do a post Friday morning with guidelines and stuff. I’m thinking of opening up senarios like the 333 milestone event thing. Please stay tuned for that and thank you so much again!!! 💕😍🥺😭🥰💕

!!!!Congrats on 1000 followers!!!! Ya deserve them so dont even try to doubt yaself!

Thank you so much!!! You’re so kind! 😍🥰😭 Doubting myself is a bad habit I gotta work on.

Self doubt ain't allowed in my sight, for I can and will shut that stuff down

YOU ARE THE BEST! ❤️

Yes, you @bjnurse !

All I want to say is: I am happy to have you in my life! I love you! You are an amazing, funny, talented, special person that makes my days a lot brighter!!!

You deserve this and even more! Congratulations on the achievement!!!

I’m grateful to have you in my life too!!! 🥺😭🥰 You are such a beautiful soul and you are so incredibly strong! You inspire me eveey day!!! Having you as a friend is an honor! I cherish you so much! 💕💕💕 ILYSM!!! 💕

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1000 followers milestone event.

First off, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. When I made this blog I didn’t even thought I would end up writing or meeting so many awesome people or making new friends who’ve proven there’s still hope. I still remember I got my first request during my birthday lol. What I’m trying to say is that making this blog and joining the community has brought great memories, and even if there have been hard times, I know I’m not alone. As such, please know you’re not alone, even if it seems you are, there are people out there who love and cherish you.

I’m getting sentimental, let’s just talk about the milestone event.

I’ll reblog a couple of lists (or one, who knows) and you can send me a prompt (copy the whole thing preferably), a character and the category it is from. Example: “from the writing starters list, soft #3 “you’re so warm” + Giorno” and I’ll write a drabble. These special requests will be open until tomorrow’s morning, so stay tuned. Regular requests will be open until further announcement. 

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OMG!!! Congratulations @dongiovannaswife!!! I wish I could give you a huge congrats hug!!! 💕 That is 1,000 very smart people for following you! 💕

You are such a beautiful human being inside and out! 💕 I’m grateful to have had the opportunity to watch you and your blog grow. 🥺 You continue to amaze and inspire me! 💕 I love you so much, Lena! 🥰

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School Update

I just wanted to give an update since some of you have been wonderful and cheered me on. 💕

I’m dropping the Japanese 102 class. I find myself struggling to a degree that is beyond what I should be. With such a huge gap since I took 101, I was fooling myself in thinking I could just jump right in to 102. I’m dropping later today and every time I think about it, my heart breaks a little, but I know it’s for the best.

I still love the Japanese language very much and I’m still determined to reach my goal. I just need to give myself more time doing so. My plan is to continue by doing self study through the remainder of the semester and summer. I plan to take the course again in the Fall once I’ve caught up to where I should be.

Giving up or admitting defeat is not an option for me. I just think timing right now is really shitty. In addition, Spring is our busy season at work and it often leaves me utterly emotionally and physically drained.

I know that I don’t have to do updates like this, but I really appreciate all the encouraging words I’ve gotten. Talking about it here helps keep me accountable too. So, I hope you don’t mind the updates.

On the bright side, this less stressful schedule means I will have some time to write again! Of course, I have to make sure that I fulfill my study goals each day, but I should actually have downtime now. Whereas, before, I was doing homework or studying for about 5 combined hours every day. I was miserable. I don’t know why I thought that was okay.

But anywho, I hope to start posting things regularly again. I really appreciate you being with me on this journey. Thank you! 💕

I've been through this and I know it takes a lot of courage and thinking to do it. It's not easy, but that doesn't mean you're less for dropping now when in fact, is extremely valid and I'm so proud of you for being so brave to face it. I know you can do it, I support you!

Remember this: you're an inspiration. Oh, and ilysm. 😳💕

Ilysm toooo!!! 🥰 I really appreciate you being here with me through this process!!! Thank you for inspiring me to!!! 💕🥺

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So, tomorrow, I do Show & Tell for my Japanese class. 😳 I have to say 6 sentences with no cards to read off of. I only have 5 translated atm. Tbh I’m pretty damn scared. 😩

But I’m tired as fuck. So, it’s bedtime. 😴 Plz wish me luck tomorrow! 💕

It looks like tumblr ate my post! 😤

Thank you so much @a-nonnie-mousse @platinumbelle @cocojumbohno @amethystsoda @marvel-and-dc-geek @hecateluna @sugartothewound!!! 💕 I really appreciate the love! 💕

My speach went well? Lol I had a lot of pauses and struggled a bit but I made it through! 💕 I hope it sounded better than how it felt on my end. 🙈 The class seemed excited to see me talk about the JR Pass. 😬

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I hate to do this, but I’m really desperate and I don’t know what else I can do at this point.

I lost my job to my depression and chronic illness, I didn’t get through my finals, and now I’m severely suicidal and I do not have enough income to survive. I live alone and have no family that’s willing to support me.

I want to get treated so I can rebuild my life and start over. Still, I’m broke, and I have no idea how to make it.

I need every penny I can get my hands on, and I would really appreciate help. Just five bucks would help me out a ton.

Again, I’m really sorry to do this, but I can’t see myself surviving without support. Please, even if you can’t donate anything, reblog this post; that would be very much appreciated. Thank you very much in advance

Reblogging this once again. I appreciate every single penny I’ve gotten so far, tbh I didn’t expect to actually receive anything. This already helps me out a lot, thank you guys so very much <3

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A Break... ish?

Last night was my first Japanese 102 class. 😊 And let me tell ya, I am fucking in over my head! 🙃 All the vocabulary I once had is completely gone! But I’m grateful for these first few classes being review. I truly believe I can catch up! I refuse to lose hope! 💕 There are people in class who are at the top of their game, but the other 90% of the class seems as lost as I am! Lol So, I have hope! I just gotta do my best!

...after this weekend...

Cuz from Thursday to Sunday I will be out of town at a spiritual retreat. 🥰 I’m really excited for this change of pace! But this is another reason for stress because I’m giving a presentation on Saturday! 🙃 I’m hoping to finish writing it tonight! 🙈 And finish my Japanese homework!

Somehow, during these days away, I have to work on whatever homework I get on Wednesday (tomorrow). Cuz it’ll be due on Monday- the day after I get back. 😩

I’m doing my best to be productive and keep all my ducks in a row! (I typoed “dicks” there at first... “keep all my dicks in a row!” Hah!) So, I’ll be on a bit of a break till Monday. I’ll be around. But barely... Like I was today. 🙃 Sorry!

If I take any pretty nature pics, I can post them, if you’re interested. 💕

Hi! 💕 I’m still alive! Exhausted as fuck but still alive and out of town. Having a good time but staying super busy. I miss home and sleeping in my own bed with my cat curled up on me. But at the same time, I’m sad that this amazing weekend is nearly over. 💕

PS Ilysm @hecateluna! Thank you for the support!!! 💕

Baaaaaabeeeeeeeeee

Thinking of you, always ❤️

I love you 😘

I’ve been thinking of you too! I miss you!!! I’m sorry I’ve been so absent! 😥

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Who is about to turn 27 in one hour and 20 minutes? This binch. (Well. Technically I was born at 7:53 P.M on January 27th... but.)

Let's hope turning 27 on the 27th brings me luck!

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Happy Birthday!!! 🥳 YES!!! This year will bring you so much luck and love and growth! I’m calling it! 🥰

You are an absolutely wonderful person! The world is a better place because of you! You deserve beautiful things and so much love!!! 💕

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Anonymous asked:

This is the Amazing Person Award 🏆 ✨💛 Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and out 💛✨

ok that’s more than 8 but i love y’all + more ppl i can’t think of off the top of my head. you’re all incredible & thank you for being my friend ❤️

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@moodybluesbabe you are the sweetest!!! Thank you so much!

I don’t have many mutuals so I’ll just tag these three amazing people @monster-hunter-girl @alantaire @bjnurse!!

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Thank you so much for the tag @caffeineartist!!! 🥰 You are so kind!!! I hope the new year has been treating you well! 💕

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