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got grenaded gayboy 😔

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“You look like hell." "I feel like it." meathshieldshotgun mayhaps 👀

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spideytorch-but-not-this-spideytorch au again

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Spider-Man's apartment is a piece of shit. It's a single main room, barely larger than the hospital room Ava finally got to call her own the year she turned thirteen, when Jillian's staff had moved Diego to the newly-emptied room next to Michael's. No, she can't get caught up on that now, on them, on the lab, on the burst of blue light that had– Spider-Man's apartment is a piece of shit, a sheet tacked up to separate what Ava assumes is a bed from the rest of the area, where a battered couch and coffee table and cloth-shrouded easel vie for space in the scant few feet between front door and fire escape.

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hrrrr maybe "I thought we were past this" with anyone your mind goes to? [polite eyes emoji]

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The tips of Lilith's sabre and her boots drag over the ground, bouncing off the dips between the flagstones, as she crosses the courtyard. Her mother tears her mask from her head, heedless of the way Lilith winces when the tongue pulls against her hair, and thrusts it into Lilith's chest.

"I thought I had made it clear," she hisses, casting a glance over Lilith's shoulder towards her fencing partner, "that that girl was no longer welcome on these grounds, Lilith. I thought we were past this."

"I-" Lilith begins, reaching for an apology, an explanation, but she's cut off almost before she can begin.

"You may see her to the gates," her mother interjects, "and then you are never to see her again."

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top five favorite uhhhh fictional characters? or ur five fav animals if you’d rather :)

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any time you give me multiple options they're both So Difficult smo

uh in no particular order and I'm 100% definitely just completely forgetting at least one

Egwene al'Vere (and I'm so excited for you to learn why)

Shotgun Mary

Camilla Hect

the Fraction run Clint Barton

SecUnit

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Mary and Shannon’s first mission together? Do they get along immediately or is there some tension (and is it the good kind?)

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Mary sits on a bollard while Shannon ducks into the alimentación, blood drying on her chin and her tooth cradled in the pouch of her cheek. She brushes at her face with the sleeve of her jacket and the blood flakes away, drifting to the ground like ash.

"Got it," Shannon says, one hand burning hot on Mary's hip to steady her, the other hefting a plastic milk jug. She cracks the lid open and takes a swig before holding it out to Mary.

Mary stares blankly, her vision smearing across the translucence of the plastic. "What?"

Shannon rolls her eyes. "Spit," she explains. "I'd rather we'd been able to put the tooth back in the socket, but better a milk jug than you accidentally swallowing it."

Mary tongues the tooth out of her cheek, presses it to the inside of her pursed lips before raising the jug to her mouth and spitting into it. She holds her hand out for the cap, but Shannon takes the jug from her and closes it herself. Mary watches, a bit dumbfounded, as Shannon threads a length of paracord through the handle and knots it, as she steps forward to Mary's side and feels around at her hip.

"What are you-" she mumbles, but Shannon makes a noise of triumph, and there's the click of a carabiner gate snapping closed, the tug of weight at her gear belt.

"There, now you won't misplace it."

Mary stares down at the milk jug where it dangles suspended at her side. "Is this normal?" she asks, her head spinning at the sight of the wispy trail of blood streaking down the inside of the plastic.

Shannon shrugs. "It's not abnormal," she admits, and Mary wonders, not for the first time, what exactly Vincent has gotten her into. But the thought is pushed to the wayside by the brilliance of Shannon's grin as she holds out a hand to help her down off the bollard. "Come on, let's get back to the others. They're going to be upset enough as it is, what with us skipping out on clean-up duty. No sense making them wait even longer for us."

"'kay." Mary slips off the bollard, lists to the side at the way the movement jars her head. Shannon's other hand finds her hip, and the pressure of them bracketing her makes Mary's throat go dry around the slow trickle of blood. "Just a minute longer, maybe," she mutters, breathing through her nose as she tries her best to keep from rocking right into Shannon's arms.

"Whatever you need, Mary." Her hands are so irritatingly steady on Mary's hips. "Just let me know when you're ready."

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Shannon & Bea + dinner

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love you so much I'll write babea au for u

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The bedsheets have been worn rough with repeated washings, but they're still a comfort to Shannon. It's what she deserves, that abrasion against her skin, pulling and catching, a friction that keeps her awake long into the night even with the painkillers dulling her nerves. 

It's worse now that Mary's been called back to Cat's Cradle, now that Shannon's been left to wonder if this is the very sickroom Suzanne had convalesced in all those years before, when she'd left the Cradle broken and returned hard and cold as ice. It shouldn't be much longer, the sisters tell her, the younger faces among them painfully familiar, the elder few and far between. She feels just as much a remnant as they must, these women used up by the OCS and then cast aside when they had nothing left to give but their lives, when their fingers could no longer grip a hilt or pull a trigger, when the slightest sound sent them ducking for cover. 

Sister Rachel, glimpsed briefly in the haze of those first few days when Shannon had yo-yoed in and out of consciousness, who'd almost lost a leg to compartment syndrome during Shannon's first month with the Order. Sister Anne, who'd screamed herself and everyone along her hallway into wakefulness night after night until being whisked away early one morning. Sister Margaret, her lumbar spine crushed beneath the rubble of a collapsing building. The cast-offs of decades of Order work, squirrelled away in a convent near Madrid. And for what?

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moiraine x siuan + raised (big fan btw. love ur writing) :)

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love u smo 🥰

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The sounds of celebration ring through the city. In her bedchamber a few floors up the Tower, the Watcher of the Seals, the Flame of Tar Valon, the Amyrlin Seat flops facedown on the bed with an unceremonious groan. The festivities will continue for the remainder of the month, but Siuan has not had the time, the energy, nor the inclination to partake.

"Mother–" Moiraine begins from beside her, and Siuan can feel the shit-eating grin plastered on her face as surely as she can feel her own heart thudding in chest.

"Don't you start," she grumbles, whacking blindly at whatever part of Moiraine lies nearest. "Light, it's bad enough that Sheriam spends half our conversations mid-curtsy.”

“You poor thing, however do you survive?”

Siuan drags a pillow over her head and groans again, louder and more prolonged. "Hello to you too. Have you come back to do anything other than mock me and steal another angreal?"

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Hhhhhhh Ava-Mary?? Or Bea-Mary for “Birthday”:) love u

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ty for the prompt smo ily

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Beatrice's ringtone blares loud in the darkness of their bedroom, and beside her Ava shifts restlessly, mumbling something into her pillow. Beatrice is already half out of bed, one hand reaching for her phone, the other soothing Ava back towards sleep.

The number isn't familiar, but the sinking trepidation in the pit of her stomach is, and she's driven almost towards prayer as she answers the call and slips out into the hall. "Hello?"

"Beatrice!" Mary's voice is slurred, tinny like she's just a bit too far from the phone, but Beatrice still recognizes it immediately. 

"Where are you?" She's already pinning the phone between ear and shoulder and shrugging halfway into her jacket, grabbing it again so she can shimmy the jacket up the rest of the way. She pulls a toque over her hair, sticking out every which way in cowlicks formed by the hour she'd spent lying beside Ava trying to fall asleep. She'd probably been unconsciously anticipating this call, she realises distantly.

"Whiskey bar downtown," Mary replies, and then there's the murmur of another voice on the other end of the line. Beatrice puts the phone on speaker and sits to slip her boots on, fingers fast on the laces. 

An unfamiliar male voice sounds through the speaker. "Your friend's had a bit too much to drink. Smashed her phone." He gives her the address and she thanks him before hanging up.

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17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

21. Could you ever quit writing? Do you ever wish you could? Why or why not?

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

:)

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hi smoooo ty

17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

a tmtl cut dump excuse ty

- I had a scene where Shannon talks to Bea about the first time she watched one of her sisters die (though this was more for me to get into her headspace on it, because it was stuff she definitely wouldn't have actually said out loud)

- mary got princess one of those matching bracelet and collar sets and says good morning to her before she says it to Shannon

- there was another scene bonding over shit parents, and bea unintentionally giving up more than she'd meant to

- shannon's got a little plein air watercolour painting kit she's assembled that she keeps tucked in her go bag, and she takes every moment of mission downtime to paint (do I know exactly which palette she has maybe so)

21. Could you ever quit writing? Do you ever wish you could? Why or why not?

I don't think I could, I go through periods where I write a lot less for pleasure but those correspond with periods where I'm writing a shit ton for school or work. Sometimes I wish I could quit when the words aren't flowing the way I want them to or (and I know I shouldn't but) when I've worked hard on something and really liked it but it hasn't landed with people the way I wanted it to. But I always get the itchy keyboard fingers when something wriggles its way into my brain

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

Shannon was at first, because I'd done a lot of work taking all the bits and pieces of backstory we got and reverse engineering a character out of it (me with my 5K character doc like I'm Normal About This) and I was really nervous about how people would respond to that. Mainly now it's Ava, because I feel like it's a really fine line to walk between the tragedy of her and the emotional awareness and the easy humour and the joy for life just radiating off her and it's not something I can really identify myself in

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✨🙌 aaaaand ❌ :) :)

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thanks smo even if you are emoji blind

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

I am apparently good at dialogue? I really like some of the imagery I come up with. I'm generally very happy with characterization, and with what I've done with Shannon

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

Ava rambles on as they make their way up the street, about Hans (I dared him to let me shave his moustache), the dog she'd seen outside the bar (the size of your fist, Bea!), her plans to get a haircut (It'd be so much more simple to deal with). They pass shop owners propping open doors and pulling up shutters and Ava is effusive, trading easy grins and waves, promising to stop by later for tea or a chat. And then they're past, moving swiftly onwards towards the outskirts of the town, the sounds of the hustle and bustle fading out behind them.

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

ABO
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[stumbles in five hours late, covered in blood] 20, 30, 38 for the writer ask game :)

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thanks smo

20. Describe your perfect writing conditions.

rn would be curled up with a cup of tea basking in a patch of sunlight like a cat and- oh, no, I've fallen asleep. usually need to get out of the house to get any meaningful progress made because otherwise I get hella distracted

30. Do you accept prompts?

I do, with no guarantees I will get to them in a timely manner

38. Talk about a review that made your day.

still hung up on
because 1. it's just funny sofi and 2. I did the thing, you recognized I did the thing, the thing is such a big underlying part of my characterization of Shannon, the thing has been accepted and deemed worthy of sofi approval. I got a good grade in thematic relevance something that is both normal to want and-
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