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⋆。° ✩ welcome to my blog! he/him · 18+ · australian · neurodivergent · intp-a

hi :D !! i use tumblr as a space to find content i enjoy and to abuse the tagging system for organizational purposes. i'll mainly post/reblog whatever im hyperfixated on at the time, which varies a lot and can either last a few days or even many months. id love to be mutuals with people :DD feel free to dm! i dont want to bother with dni stuff, i honestly couldnt care less. if i want to block u, i will, and id like to imagine you'll do the same

‧ ₊ ˚ . : ̗̀ current hyperfixation/s dpr ian !!

‧ ₊ ˚ . : ̗̀ interests pokemon · hannibal · bts · dc (batfamily, batjokes, batman 2022) · mr. robot · dpr ian · detroit become human · codmw2 · genshin impact (a little bit) · drawing · pigeons · anime (isekai, dungeon meshi) · my ocs · skibidi toilet · sonic the hedgehog

‧ ₊ ˚ . : ̗̀ my tags #mr cy | me when i actually talk in a post #le cy | things made by me #inbox | asks i've received #bbs | stuff of my close friends #insp | things that inspire ideas for me

i use tags for every single post! i put my thoughts in tags rather than the actual post. i also add tags for characters, fandoms, memes, etc

‧ ₊ ˚ . : ̗̀ asks

idk what the deal usually is but feel free to send an ask about anything, even just to bother me, or gif/drawing requests! just make sure its something from my interest list or a joke if its a req for a drawing or a gif :) otherwise i definitely wont bother

credit to @ cafekitsune for the dividers !! · last updated: 5th nov 2024

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Since i been away for too much time without posting (It was because school and forgive me for It)i wanted to start a tumblr chain! So show me your wallpapers! (Both of them but only if you want to ofc!)

I'll start first!:

The first one:

And the home page one!:

(i screenshoted It from my gallery)

ty for the tag !!

Eula my beloved <33

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melodiclune

Lock screen and home screen!

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bigdickcy

ive got like 30 something lock screens that r automatically shuffled thru so i cant really show them all but this is my most recent :P dpr ian ofc hehe

my lockscreen is a variety of wallpapers of batman, the riddler, red hood, the spot, yu ijin, and my art. also a single meme of hannibal in the backrooms lol

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fantasy setting prompts ˗ˏˋ ꒰ 🕊️ ꒱

¹⁾ a darkened apothecary illuminated only by the light somehow being emitted by the many bottles and jars lining the walls

²⁾ the banquet hall of a nobleman’s sprawling estate, in the throes of a lavish ball attended by everyone in the townland

³⁾ at a healer’s cabin in the dead of night, overwhelmed by adrenaline and the scent of countless tinctures and remedies as they’re applied

⁴⁾ the last imperial guardpost before crossing into enemy lands

⁵⁾ a run-down inn in the middle of nowhere, half reclaimed by the woodlands around it

⁶⁾ a lake set deep into the mountains with something sinister lurking beneath the surface

⁷⁾ the first port in a new land after weeks at sea trying to get there

⁸⁾ the highest turret in the royal family’s castle on a wintery morning

⁹⁾ the war council’s planning room, the morning after a bloody defeat

¹⁰⁾ an alchemist’s workshop

¹¹⁾ the stables just before daybreak

¹²⁾ the impromptu camp that the leader of the journey had to be begged into allowing after everyone else grew exhausted from being on the road all day

¹³⁾ the army barracks before a battle

¹⁴⁾ the last altar of a dying god’s religion

¹⁵⁾ the empress’s chambers, trussed up in nothing more than silken bedsheets and the morning sunshine

¹⁶⁾ the bedside of an old mentor, right before the end

¹⁷⁾ on the wrong end of a traitor’s sword

¹⁸⁾ a beast’s underground lair, alone and unarmed

¹⁹⁾ the thick of the enemy’s encampment, shackled and unrepentant

²⁰⁾ the mage’s quarters, having seen something there’s no worldly explanation for

²¹⁾ the armoury in the late hours of the night, stinking of polish and tears

²²⁾ in the throne room of the imperial citadel with an ulterior motive

²³⁾ by the scholar’s side in the library, eager for a little more than knowledge

²⁴⁾ an alehouse in the dead countryside, hoping not to be found

²⁵⁾ the executioner’s platform seeking for just one face in the crowd

i’ve been forced out of the irish closet (read: hotpress) three times in two days,,,,,,,, terrible day for the parish

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I’m about to save you thousands of dollars in therapy by teaching you what I learned paying thousands of dollars for therapy:

It may sound woo woo but it’s an important skill capitalism and hyper individualism have robbed us of as human beings.

Learn to process your emotions. It will improve your mental health and quality of life. Emotions serve a biological purpose, they aren’t just things that happen for no reason.

1. Pause and notice you’re having a big feeling or reaching for a distraction to maybe avoid a feeling. Notice what triggered the feeling or need for a distraction without judgement. Just note that it’s there. Don’t label it as good or bad.

2. Find it in your body. Where do you feel it? Your chest? Your head? Your stomach? Does it feel like a weight everywhere? Does it feel like you’re vibrating? Does it feel like you’re numb all over?

3. Name the feeling. Look up an emotion chart if you need to. Find the feeling that resonates the most with what you’re feeling. Is it disappointment? Heartbreak? Anxiety? Anger? Humiliation?

4. Validate the feeling. Sometimes feelings misfire or are disproportionately big, but they’re still valid. You don’t have to justify what you’re feeling, it’s just valid. Tell yourself “yeah it makes sense that you feel that right now.” Or something as simple as “I hear you.” For example: If I get really big feelings of humiliation when I lose at a game of chess, the feeling may not be necessary, but it is valid and makes sense if I grew up with parents who berated me every time I did something wrong. So I could say “Yeah I understand why we are feeling that way given how we were treated growing up. That’s valid.”

5. Do something with your body that’s not a mental distraction from the feeling. Something where you can still think. Go on a walk. Do something with your hands like art or crochet or baking. Journal. Clean a room. Figure out what works best for you.

6. Repeat, it takes practice but is a skill you can learn :)

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lastoneout

I have been in EMDR therapy recently to help with past trauma and like 90% of the appointments is just this post. Which I thought was silly at first bcs I was like "well I know how I'm feeling, I feel bad" but man you have no idea. Literally JUST talking through whatever stressful thing I have going on at the moment and whenever I feel a Big Emotion stopping and acknowledging, naming, and sitting with it. I've made more progress with my trauma and mental illnesses just doing this in a single year than I have in like 10+ years of therapy.

It might feel silly or pointless at first but stick with it, it really helps.

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nothorses

Numbness and disconnection is something white supremacy culture teaches us because it benefits power. Re-sensitizing yourself is hard, important work, and it benefits you as well as everyone else around you. Feel! Connect! Be sensitive! It's scary, it's hard, and sometimes it's just boring. But it's important work. Please try.

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uhhsnail

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

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the cheese always falls off the top shelf if i open the door too fast

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laughcentre

this is truly a magnificent beautiful picture of cheese falling down

Its like cherry blossoms cascading from trees in the wind

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