2021

TE AMO ELIZABETH, TE AMO, PERO NO SE VALE lo que me has hecho ;_; - Ciel Phantomhive 

Dibujos hechos por mi (LOL)

Cielizzy is a lie

As a fan and Smilizzy supporter (ex-Cielizzy i guess) fanarter (?), I really need to express my feelings about the spoilers, even if I don’t have the translation yet. Don’t worry this will be deleted soon, but I still need someone to understand my feelings (?).

I read @shitsuji-hcs​ post and I completely support her/his opinion on the post. As she/he said, Yana really got that human reaction in Elizabeth. How would you feel if one day your (real) fiancée comes back and proves you that the boy who was by your side all this time, was just a liar? 

Of course your world would have fall apartlike Lizzy’s, who was taught that she must protect the Queen’s watchdog, no matter what. 

When I say this, is not metaphoric; Smile is not her fiancée... Ciel is; then she must protect Ciel, and that’s why she’s hurt the most (I believe), because she developed romantic feelings for Smile (she’s 14/15teen, she might have experienced romantic love towards the boy who believed and accepted you for who you are). What I mean is that her whole purpose fell apart.

Yes, Smile has suffered a lot, and we know that, but Lizzy doesn’t know that! Of course she doesn’t want to see Smile and him to explain after she discovered he lied to her. Have you wonder how hurt is she right now? She has been crying a lot (we know this thanks to Paula, which confessed to Edward) in the last saga,

and you can see tears in her eyes in the last chapter, so, she’s not pleased with this. She’s not happy at all.

THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS A LIE and Elizabeth didn’t know this, so she was living and believing in it; believing in THEM (we also knew this as cielizzy supporters, I mean since the 2CT came up until know, we knew they relationship was a lie but we didn’t expect it would end like this???) 

 … and Smile knew that; he knew that he was hurting her, EVEN IF HE DIDN’T WANT TO, but she would never know the truth, he was Ciel Phantomhive and it would stay that way. He knew she was his family, his ONLY family, but he couldn’t tell her the truth, and we can’t blame him at all because he knew that everybody wanted CIEL BACK; but also, we can’t blame Elizabeth, i truly belive that she wanted Smile to trusted her everything.

And SHE IS hurt. She has laid traps to Smile. On the ship when Smile was having a mini-asthma attack, she knew something was wrong. On Easter’s holiday she caught him lying too. She knew something was wrong. And then Ciel appears and fills every doubt she had on Smile. Do you really think that Elizabeth wouldn’t believe him?

In my honest opinion, Smile developed romantic feelings for Elizabeth and vice-versa. But Smile was so afraid to show her affection....

And now, Elizabeth decided the truth (aka ‘Ciel’), even if she doesn’t like it. She’s trying to put her feelings for Smile away. I don’t know what she knows tho... did Ciel told her that he was an impostor or Smile, his brother? -do you follow me on this last part?-

So, for the big ending: Elizabeth broke with Smile in this chapter, and that IS WHAT MAKES THIS CHAPTER ONE OF THE SADDEST because BOTH OF THEM ARE HURT. BOTH OF THEM ARE LOSING EACH OTHER. 

We have grown in KKs with them, we have seeing them developing their relationship, we have seen how them have grown with each other. I also grew with them as an artist. You know me and my art and my heart will always belong to O!Ciel and Elizabeth :C So, right now is like my otp officially broke. But my theory is that they will come back together. I know it deeply in my heart.

“...you don’t understand how much I love you”

“Would you be my queen again?”

 Did I mention i always wanted to watch the complete saga of Harry Potter, and well...i finished it today?? :^-)

Today in drawings that i never finished because college...

WIP2

I’m afraid about not finishing it :(

The ‘cold’ theme arrived to my inspiration when i: realized that It’s winter! (I’m from Chile), started watching got, read chapter 101,5 -again-, and when i saw some awesome cielizzy palettes uwu.

I've thought about making an animation of elastic heart ft. cielizzy, but i will enter college so... GG xD

btw it will take soOO much time

i always choose difficult projects, gosh, i hate myself

help

Sorry if it took a lot T_T Hope you like it darling uwu)//

I’m late for Halloween again XD Hope you enjoy it anyways!

I don’t think i will finish them today :^( 

Any colourist there?

Grown up Ciel! Which hair style one do you think it suits him? The original or one of the alternatives? ^^

Biology i'm sorry x2 I love lizzy's hair~ And i drew Ciel older!

Biology i'm so sorry xDD