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BG Sparrow

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Erica | Fanfic Author | XNFP | Chaotic Good
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For some reason I'm feeling nervous to post fics lately, and maybe others need to hear this too...

I'm trying to remind myself:

  • I write for me.
  • I wrote this fic for myself to enjoy
  • If nobody likes it that's okay
  • This was an idea my own brain imagined!
  • This is supposed to be fun
  • This is a hobby
  • I'm not being paid or judged on quality
  • This is self-indulgent fun
  • The fact that I wrote anything at all is impressive and amazing
  • Those that do read it are wonderful and I love them
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bg-sparrow

I've definitely been a victim lately of "the more work i put into this, the less it seems appreciated", and I've got to stop it.

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ybotter

Me writing two stories at once so I can balance the depression and the happy vibes:

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future-boi

LITERALLY ME but with drawing the No Pines stuff and the fluffy stuff I'm cooking up rn 👀

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bg-sparrow

Why do you all think there is so much Meta Parody Marty when I’m putting out stuff like Drafted Marty, No Pines Marty, and Once Upon a Time in the West stories? 😁

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commenting on fic before you're friends with the author: Thank you for sharing this wonderful story with us, I loved it so much! You're such a skilled writer and your characterization is excellent. Bookmarking so I can read it again later :)
commenting on fic after you're friends with the author: hey bITCH how DARRREEEEE you. can i get a uhhhhhhh fucken happy ending??? but omg that one part i'm? ahfbshdbglhfdas anyway i'm coming to your house to murder you but thnx so much for the update ilysm
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bg-sparrow

Pfffft 😂

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3, 31, 33 for the fanfic writer asks!

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3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?

You got me with this one. I've never really thought about this, and I'm sure at this point some of my readers could answer this better than I could. I think a reader can tell I'm an experienced fanfic author by my formatting and grammar, and that holds appeal to a lot of readers so that the story can be easily digested and enjoyed. I also put in a lot of time researching and understanding the smallest details I include for the sake of an immersive experience.

31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!

(Now you've done it)

I do have OCs! My whole schtick is built around creating believable OCs because they were so heavily frowned upon when I got into fanfic (tbf, most were Mary Sues, and it has been my mission since 2004 to create OCs people liked).

My nearest, dearest, and most widely known OC would be Emma Brown. In my BttF trilogy rewrite, the Time Circuits Series, she is Doc's 17-year-old daughter. Emma came to me in 2005 and was first published in a one-shot on FFN in January 2006. At this point, yes, she was such a Mary Sue I can't read that one-shot in one sitting anymore lol. But she evolved over the years, and in 2013, I officially sat down to insert her in the trilogy (and finally finished last November)!

A bit about her:

  • She is smart, sarcastic, and a lover of peanut butter and old sitcoms.
  • Whereas Marty loves rock n' roll, she likes Beethoven.
  • I didn't realize this until after I finished the series, but she tends to be painting after an argument/ when she's angry. She is condescending, blunt, and dominant in an argument, a skill inherited from her mother.
  • Her mother was a nurse at Hill Valley University that belittled Doc while patching him up after a failed experiment sent him to the infirmary in the early 1950s, and they were a classic enemies-to-lovers situation for a decade. Her parents were married for five years before Emma came along, but her mother sadly died in childbirth.
  • She's always been under Doc's feet, certainly not as smart as him but on her way.
  • She tutors her peers in the library after school.
  • She and Marty were aware of each other growing up, but once they were paired up for a History project in 9th grade and Marty started working for Doc, they were in each other's circles and became friends. They are also embroiled in a years-long rubber band war.
  • I decided her birthday was August 9th a few years ago, and you should have seen the look on my face when I read in the DeLorean Manual that August 9th was the day Doc's father passed away. Also, I had Emma applying to Stanford for college, and wouldn't you know it - Grandpa Erhardt went to law school at Stanford! So those were some fun, unintentional ties I LOVED.

Emma has literally been in my brain for 18 years now, and she's grown so much in that time. I'm so proud of who she is in my series, and I've been having the itch to write her again soon! She has consistently been praised for her seamless insertion into canon AND adding to the story we all know and love, and that was what I was always after. I know a lot of BttF people aren't fans of MartyOC rewrites, but I promise you if you take a chance on her, Emma's the real deal, and I will so toot my own horn about it. :)

Another OC I've had gain some popularity lately would be Ann Gardner from my Once Upon A Time in the West Series. I don't want to give away much about her because that's a pretty big plot point. She meets Marty in 1888 when she arrives in Hill Valley as a mail-order bride. Marty meets her at the train station; he's become the guy you go to for odd jobs, and he's delivered a few mail-order brides from the train station over the years. But Ann's intended husband died before she got there, so Marty had to deliver her to the Palace Saloon so she could rent a room. Over the next year, she gets an apartment above Mrs. Keen's dressmaking shop and is an apprentice there. There is an unspoken, mutual pining between Ann and Marty, but Marty's so depressed at this point and upset that his relationship with Jennifer is unsalvageable after all this time that he's keeping Ann at arm's length. (I'm sorry that turned into an essay, but you asked lol)

33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?

While I've been implementing outlines and word count goals to get stuff done, I write a lot based on feel. Sometimes, I choreograph and act out scenes with a lot of moving parts so I can hear the dialogue, see where someone's eyes go after a certain line, and take notes on physical and physiological aspects. It helps me get better details into a scene. Sometimes, once I hear a line of dialogue said out loud, or hear it in a different tone, it totally changes the direction of the scene - or the story! I love stumbling upon stuff like this in my process.

Thanks so much for the ask! Send more! :)

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dufrau

COMMENT ON OLD FICS, I BEG YOU!

I swear to god after like a week people will still be reading but nobody leaves comments anymore and I just want to make it absolutely clear that I would be excited and elated to get a comment on these fics one hundred years after I post them.

A FIC IS NEVER TOO OLD TO LEAVE A NICE COMMENT ON. GO FORTH AND COMMENT!

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dorsetgirl1

THIS.

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Saw my first post with someone admitting they used chatGPT to ‘write a fic’ which they then shared here on tumblr and on Ao3.

To be clear, using AI to churn out a piece of fiction is not writing.

Using a bot (possibly one that was trained using a scrape of Ao3, that is to say, the theft of work from every writer who has posted their work on Ao3) is NOT WRITING.

It is theft. It isn’t creation. It’s a regurgitation of the consumed collective work and effort and heart and time of every writer who has shared their work on Ao3.

‘I’m not a good writer’ is no excuse.

Want to be a writer? Put in the time everyone else does to practice.

Don’t feel confident in your work? Open yourself up to the same vulnerability and risk that the rest of us do.

You don’t get to use a fucking bot to vomit out an approximation of a story and pretend you’ve got skin in the game.

The sad thing? This bot-assembled fic wasn’t bad. It was bland, but it had internal logic, some passing context to character and canon. It wasn’t like those early AI art pieces that had surreal compositions and extra fingers. It wasn’t immediately obvious it was made by a bot.

In this instance the person who posted it admitted they had used a bot. Which, actually, I have some respect for. But it probably isn’t the first and it won’t be the last.

I don’t know that there’s a solution to this, but it is both hurting my heart and enraging me.

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thehoneybeet

Just wanted to add to this really important post. (Thank you sm @shealwaysreads)

I think part of the issue here is that people who do this think of fic as an end product. As a thing to be consumed. As content.

That's not fanfic.

Fic, in its essence, is the act of creation, of transformation. It is critically analyzing characters, exploring ideas, relationships, societal values, the dynamics of love and sexuality... the list goes on. Fic is a process that encapsulates all of this, the effort to make something that means something. That says something about what it means to be human (yes, kinky smut included). That takes vulnerability and guts and love to put out into the world.

If you think of fic as content that is there to be consumed, then yeah, it makes sense to find a quick and easy way to produce it. If the point for you is getting attention (kudos, reblogs, etc) with little to no work, using AI is tempting. But that's a capitalistic mindset that entirely negates what fanfic is.

If we instead think of fanfic as a creative process, then AI fic is not fanfic at all. Call it something else.

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vukovich

Lukewarm take from left field. I'm not threatened by this, in part because I write weird. Like, nobody following me is here for a bot-logical good story. If I thought my writing could be indistinguishable from a bot, I would *die* terrifically.

Fascinating to see a take on a post about the intrusion of ai tech into a creative community be so entirely focused on the self.

To clarify for anyone confused:

I made my original post because this is the first time I saw it happening, despite the fact we all knew this was coming as soon as midjourney landed in the art scene and we heard about the ao3 scrape.

While my writing is my own, and I’m secure and proud of it, I’m not under any self-congratulatory illusion that I was that good when I started. Many of the fics I’ve read by first-time writers are similar to what this bot produced, and those writers still deserve basic respect and civility.

Anyone working under the delusion that ai tech won’t get better at its manipulation of the data is sadly mistaken. If you haven’t been following the ai progress on visual art, you might have missed that you can now request pieces to be produced in the specific style of an established artist. And the bots can do that now! They can make visual pieces almost indistinguishable from the original artist’s style—no matter how unique, or weird, that original artist’s style is.

My post wasn’t about me, or my writing. It was about the encroachment of ai and the accompanying cultural devaluation of human artistic expression outside of the work-based capitalist model.

It was about the impact of wholesale thefts of a community’s collective work.

It was about the meaning and importance of people’s generosity in sharing their genuine creations.

It was about vulnerability and the creative process being more important than the ego.

Pulling this out of Tee's tags because it's brilliant:

I am interested in reflections on the human condition from other human beings. I am not interested in the guided narrative of a theft powered sophisticated averaging machine.

Thank you for saying this so powerfully @skeptiquewrites

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If the point for you is getting attention (kudos, reblogs, etc) with little to no work, using AI is tempting. But that's a capitalistic mindset that entirely negates what fanfic is.

Hitting the nail on the head @thehoneybeet

If I ever come across a fic that I liked and discovered it was written by a bot I would feel extremely cheated tbh. I'd rather read a badly written fic by a first time writer who poured their heart and time and love for their fandom into that fic than some souless attempt for clout, kudos, and online attention that AI fanfic "creators" have posted.

AI is a plague on creativity and I truly hope we can find ways to make it fail.

ALL OF THIS and a reminder to LOCK YOUR FICS to registered AO3 users to protect it from AI scrapes.

AI should be timing up traffic lights to ease congestion and free US up to create art.

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Ten First Lines (Again)

So, I already went ahead and did my most recent ten first lines here, but as @moonlightandstarshimmer actually tagged me this time, I thought I'd share ten more first lines from fandoms other than Back to the Future that I've written for! All links lead to AO3!

  1. FFHQ (M, multi-fandom: Pirates of the Caribbean, BBC Sherlock, Iron Man, Game of Thrones, Star Wars): “I thought we only needed one sub today?”
  2. Principles of Compromise (T, Pirates of the Caribbean): A figure blew passed the window of the blacksmith's shop in the alley.
  3. Unprecedented Youth (G, Pirates of the Caribbean): Jack stood idle amongst the drunks and wenches of Tortuga’s finest, the bunch that had claimed the Faithful Bride tavern as their own.
  4. The Captain (G, Pirates of the Caribbean): The heavy door slammed off the wall, causing a fine stream of ink to steer across the paper recklessly, marring an excellent display of penmanship.
  5. What to Expect When She's Expecting (T, Iron Man): "Vegas? I thought you were taking Pepper out?"
  6. Perignon & Paleobotany (T, Jurassic World): "In the two years I've been with IBRIS, we've made phenomenal headway with this particular group of raptors."
  7. Vibrations on the Air (G, Copying Beethoven): Eighteen months to the day, Anna Holtz was handed the letter that would change her life.
  8. A Mercy, Tolerant (T, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy): He was the Master of the Knights of Ren.
  9. Extra Dry, Extra Olive (T, Iron Man): It was unacceptable, the way she had just behaved.
  10. Under the Weather (G, Mary Poppins): It was not a day of promise if you looked out the window of Number 17 Cherry Tree Lane.

Thanks again for the tag, my friend! Enjoy!

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Not a Fan of Adulting Right Now

Life is coming at me like Strickland with the bullhorn right now, and I don't like it. I may be the only person you find complaining about the fact that her husband is taking her house shopping and all she wants to do is stick to her writing schedule because it's hard enough to do that with a job and kids and other adultly responsibilities. Now we're gonna throw packing up an entire house and moving around the holidays on top of it?

I loved the tours we got yesterday! I love that we might be finally getting out of our "in-between house" after six years when we only planned to stay in it for two. But all my tiny brain can think about is "I'm literally four chapters away from realizing a 17-year-old goal of mine and this is majorly cutting into that." And I don't want to just bang out the last chapters in a rush because that's not going to be how I end this series I have worked so hard on.

I feel like a brat. I'm just excited about getting my hobby back after letting depression have it for so long that I don't want to lose the momentum, but I know other things have to come first. I just don't want to let readers down. Outside of my little family of five, I don't have a social circle. It's all online with my readers and fellow authors, so I put a lot of weight on those relationships and the promises I make (like "I'm posting the last chapter of my series on November 16th come hell or high water.").

The water is coming, and it is high. But I'm not going away like I did before. So, if you notice updates are taking a little longer than usual from me, be patient. Message me. Stay on top of me. I'm still here! I still plan to do Doctober and take prompts in my ask box, too. I love the amount of writing I've been putting out!

I guess I'm just afraid to lose the habit of writing in all this real-life action. But today, I have the day off, I have a quiet house to myself for the next five hours, and I'm going to do what I can before I have to start finding boxes to put everything in.

Keep blowing up my ask box with more prompts in the meantime: 5+1 Prompts, Chaos Prompts, and The Writing Emoji Ask Game was kind of fun! Or just any ideas you have you want me to try my hand at! It'll help!

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FF.Net Panic!

With FF.Net likely on its last legs, I'm beginning the process of saving my stats and reviews. Inevitably, my home base since 2004 was going to go down, but I'm still sad about it. I'm thankful for the home my stories will find on AO3 and other online archives.

Once I get my reviews saved to smile back on, I am contemplating removing my works from the site. If there are any of my stories on FFN you would like, I'd be happy to send them to you. Some of my older, less quality stuff might not make it to AO3 for a while, so let me know.

EIGHTEEN YEARS OF MY LIFE at this website. I can't believe it could be over. But that's not the end of me!

Save what you love from FFN, people. Just in case.

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♢      —         𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 ‘𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒’ 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

inspired by those “five times our muses do something” memes. there used to be one years ago like this one and i can’t seem to ever find it again so i just made my own.  receiver = muse receiving the meme / sender = muse sending the meme

general trigger warnings for: nsfw, angst, violence, death, 

  • [ FIVE KISSES ]  send for five times our muses almost kissed and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE TOUCHES ]  send for five times our muses almost touch and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE GLANCES ]  send for five times the receiver watched the sender and the one time the receiver does something about it. 
  • [ FIVE DEATHS ]  send for five times our muses almost died together and the one time the sender does.
  • [ FIVE CUDDLES ]  send for five times our muses nearly cuddle and the one time they finally do.
  • [ FIVE CALLS ]  send for five times the receiver nearly calls the sender and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE SCARS ]  send for the five times the sender almost asks the receiver about their scars the the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE SMILES ]  send for five times one muse makes the other smile and the one time they share a smile.
  • [ FIVE FIRSTS ]  send for five times our muses almost had their first time together and the one time it happens.
  • [ FIVE CONFESSIONS ]  send for five times the receiver almost says ‘i love you’ and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE VISTS ]  send for the five times our muses try to plan a trip and the one time they succeed. 
  • [ FIVE TEXTS ]  send for five unsent texts from the receiver and one sent text. 
  • [ FIVE NUDES ]  send for five times the receiver almost sent a nude and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE GIFTS ]  send for five times the receiver tried to give a gift to the sender and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE PLEAS ]  send for five times the receiver wanted to ask the sender to stay and the one time they do.
  • [ FIVE BRUSHES ]  send for the for the five times our muses almost hold hands and the one time they do. 
  • [ FIVE FIGHTS ]  send for the five times our muses almost get into a fight and the one time they do.
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bg-sparrow

Pile up the prompts, people. I’ll play!

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