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Beacon Feels

@beaconfeels

Yet another sideblog. Sophie she/they. Sophtly on AO3. My Wolfie West Coast aesthetic multishipping blog that’s 99% Teen Wolf. Occasionally NSFW. Enter at your own risk.
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A couple nights ago I decided to reread one of my own fics. I’ve reread fics I’ve posted before, but only when someone has maybe left a good comment or something and I decide to remind myself about my own fic.

But on that particular night I wanted to do my nightly ritual of reading fic before bed, but I didn’t want to read the more intense one I was currently reading. I wanted something comforting and light. I suddenly realized that what I wanted to read was my own fic, “Can’t Fight This Feeling.” It’s the first time I’ve deliberately chosen to read something I’ve written and posted myself, just like I might choose to reread any favorite fic.

And I really liked it! There are so many amazing fanfic authors that I read, and I’m aware of my own shortcomings as a writer when stacked up against them, but you know what? It was still a warm and comforting fic, and exactly what I wanted to read.

I read the comments from readers as I went along, and a lot of them also thought it was comforting, and some of them even came back for rereads and told me it was a favorite comfort fic of theirs. What an absolute delight.

Anyway, there’s no real point to this, it just made me happy, and I wanted to talk about it. If you’re a writer, I wish this feeling on you too. I hope that you can read your own writing, and see the beauty along with the flaws. You deserve that.

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I’m not the first writer to say this and I won’t be the last, but truly one of the best things about being a writer is that everything that happens to you is just fodder for a future writing project. This knowledge gets me through so many things in life. It also pushes me out of my comfort zone because I can tell myself, “well, even if it turns out badly, it will still give me something to write about.”

Bad dates, the worst party you’ve ever been to, that insufferable guy at the office, your horrible relationship with your mom: writing fuel. Scenes that will sizzle with reality. The character that will remind everyone of that one person they know. Everything is useable. Nothing is wasted.

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