Merihart Hannibal AU
“You have a hunger in you, Triss,” Dr. Eilhart says, steepling her fingers.
Triss hides her snort. “Psycho-analyzing me again, Doctor?” she says lightly, wondering where the good doctor would take this little… “observation”.
Granted, a lot of her observations have been fairly accurate- most days it bothers her that Dr. Eilhart can see her so well, down to pieces that Triss hides even from herself sometimes.
(If she finds that it thrills her too, well. Better not to look at that.)
But today, with a full belly from the lovely veal cutlets the good doctor had prepared, as far away from hunger that she could imagine, the concept of being known had ceased to become unsettling. Now, she simply waits for Dr. Eilhart’s verdict, lulled by the fine meal, warm evening, and the company of a good friend.
“Well,” Triss says finally. “I’m curious- what brings you to that conclusion?”
“Simple observation,” Dr. Eilhart says. She leans forward, uncrossing her legs. “I’ve seen you stifle yourself- your wit, your emotions, your passion and life. Tell me Triss, does Tissaia even know your birthday was last week?”
Last week, Triss had turned 30 while she’d been knee deep in blood, with the imagined screams of the latest murderers victims echoing in her ears. ‘A pretty little birthday song,’ she remembers thinking, before Tissaia had demanded to know what her thoughts on the scene were.
“You know I don’t like cake or attention, Dr. Eilhart,” Triss tries to deflect, still feeling the thick slosh against her legs.
“Two of the sweeter things in life,” Dr. Eilhart says, watching her intently. “Yet you claim not to like them.”
‘Claim?’ “You don’t believe me?”
“I am giving you attention right now, am I not? And you do not seem to mind.”
Triss blinks. “Well,” she says slowly. “You are my therapist, after all.”
“Perhaps,” Dr. Eilhart concedes, tilting her head. “And yet, do you not hate therapists as well? I seem to recall your… vehemence upon meeting me.”
Triss chuckles. “Well, Dr. Eilhart,” she says, feeling particularly bold. “perhaps you have become the exception.”
‘My exception,’ Triss very carefully does not say. It would be too much, no matter that her tongue tingles at the thought of letting that possessiveness spill out.
Dr. Eilhart’s posture shifts- the only betrayal of what Triss thinks is her surprise. She is so, so hard to read. “Am I now?” she murmurs, leaning back slowly. “I must say, I’m flattered to be the exception to your rule.”
‘Flattered, huh?’ Triss leans forward, suddenly feeling bold. “And what am I to you, Dr. Eilhart?” she asks, heart pounding deliciously in her throat.
The good doctor blinks, before smiling slowly. “Hm,” she says, pondering the question like she’s savoring a wine. “Well… I suppose you’d be the only patient I’d ever let call me by my first name.”
“Oh?” Triss breathes, hands suddenly shaky with need.
Dr. Eilhart continues smiling and just nods her head. “Philippa.”
‘Philippa.’ Triss already knew her name, but to hear it fall from her own lips… it makes her heady, giddy with the weight of the trust the other woman’s left upon her.
Well, there’s only one thing she can say now. “I’m glad I’m your exception too… Philippa.”