cissy

Thinking about how he's the most exoteric creature alive when smoking, with his red lips, big rings and blue hair. 🧸

(🧸) i hate how i'm unable to understand what he wants. why don't you just be my boyfriend once and for all? i take your hand and you let me, i hug you and you stroke my hair, i play with your fingers and you get red and smilish.

but why doesn't he start the proximity too? why doesn't he touch me why doesn't he kiss me? what does it mean, omg, i'm autistic and i'm five years younger please know i'm FREAKING OUT, boy. (🩰)

𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭... 𝐒𝐨, 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭, 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬.