How can I miss you this much and not even be able to tell you how I feel?
Loving you is one of the hardest things I ever did! Sometimes I wanna punch you in the face but other times like when you hug me I don’t wanna leave you!
To love you is to deal with myself, with how you make me feel and all my fears of telling you how I actually feel about you! Is to deal with the fact that I might not be your type and get my heart broken once more, is to deal with all my fears that once more I might loose a friend (and one of the best ones I ever had).
So loving you has taught me to be pacient, to deal with my fears but hasn’t taught me how to tell you how I feel!
And sometime that drives me crazy and other times gives me hope!
So let’s hope I find my courage and finally tell you how I feel!